The Truth
The next day, I woke up with a heavy heart, knowing that I had to face my brothers and come clean about the threesome I had with Alex and Justin. I couldn't bear the thought of avoiding them forever, so I mustered up the courage to sit down with them and tell them the truth.
As we all gathered around the table, I took a deep breath and began to explain everything that had happened that weekend. I told them about how Alex and Justin were a couple, both gay, and how I didn't know my weekend with Alex would turn into a sex weekend.
After I told them the truth about what happened with Alex and Justin, the room fell silent. Nathan was the first to break the tension with his unexpected reaction. "As long as you had the time of your life, I don't see anything wrong with being fucked by two gay men," he said nonchalantly. "And it's not like we have already set rules on who you should or shouldn't fuck," he continued, with a shrug.
His words were like a weight lifted off my shoulders, but Jason, on the other hand, just stood there with a knowing look on his face. He wasn't surprised by my confession because he already knew and I felt even more guilty because I couldn’t tell Sebastian that I fucked Jason behind his back. I knew Nathan wouldn’t mind after what he had just said.
Sebastian's stoic expression made my heart sink. I could see the hurt in his eyes he processed what I had just revealed and I knew I had betrayed his trust. He didn't say a word, but the disappointment was written all over his face.
He excused himself from the table and went upstairs to his room, I knew I had to go after him. I could feel the weight of my actions weighing heavily on my shoulders, especially knowing how much I had hurt him. I followed him up the stairs and found him sitting on his bed, staring blankly at the wall.
"Sebastian, I'm so sorry," I began, sitting down next to him. "I know I told you that nothing was going to happen between Alex and me, but betrayed your trust, and I feel terrible about it."
Sebastian turned to look at me, his expression softening slightly. "I trusted you, and you let me down," he said quietly. "I thought you cared about me, but now I'm not so sure."
Tears welled up in my eyes as I realized the impact of my actions. I reached out to him, taking his hand in mine. "I do care about you, Sebastian. I made a stupid decision, but it doesn't change how I feel about you. Please forgive me."
“Alex was the one who helped me seduce Jason. If it wasn't for him we wouldn't be together. He needed to spice things in his relationship and I helped because I owed him” I told him, But I still felt a pang of guilt for not revealing the full extent of my actions, I couldn't tell him about Jason too.
Silence hung between us, heavy and suffocating. I could see the turmoil in Sebastian’s eyes, the conflicting emotions warring within him.
Sebastian sighed, looking torn. "I need time to process everything," he said, pulling his hand away gently. “I don't know if I can trust you again.”
I felt my heart sink at his words, knowing that I had jeopardized our relationship with my reckless behavior.
“I don’t know if you can trust me again,” I admitted, my voice breaking. “But I swear, I never meant to hurt you. I love you, Sebastian.”
He looked at me, his eyes searching mine for any hint of sincerity. After a long moment, he sighed, the anger in his eyes softening. “I love you too,” he said quietly. “But we need to figure out where we go from here.”
But I was determined to make things right, to show Sebastian how much he meant to me. I leaned in and pressed a soft kiss to his lips, hoping to convey all the love and regret I was feeling in that moment.
He hesitated for a moment before returning the kiss, his arms wrapping around me in a tight embrace. "I still care about you, too," he whispered against my lips. "But we have a lot to work through."
After my confession, I spent the rest of the day with Sebastian, trying to make things right. As we lay in bed, I apologized profusely, telling him that I never meant to hurt him. He listened attentively, his eyes filled with emotion.
"Next time, please just be honest with me," Sebastian said softly. "I don't want to have to go through this again."
I nodded, promising to always be truthful in the future. The punishment I had received from Jason two days ago had taught me a valuable lesson about loyalty and trust.
Despite the tension between us, Sebastian and I found solace in each other's arms. We didn't need sex to feel connected; just our presence was enough to bring us comfort.
As much as I wanted to tell Sebastian that I have fallen in love with Jason too, I couldn't bring myself to hurt him any further. The day had already been filled with enough pain and heartache, and I didn't want to add to it. So, we lay in bed in silence, the weight of unspoken words hanging heavy in the air.
I couldn't even find it in me to have sex with him, my body still sore and aching from Jason’s punishment. But I wanted to show him that I still cared, that I still loved him. So, I pleasured him in other ways, using my mouth to bring him pleasure.
I took him into my mouth, swirling my tongue around his cock, sucking him in deeply. I could feel the tension in his body slowly melt away as I worked my magic on him. I didn't shy away from exploring every inch of him, sucking on his balls and making love to him with my mouth.
When he reached his peak, he released into my mouth, the taste of him filling my senses. I swallowed it all down, savouring every drop of his cum. And then, we lay there in bed, our naked bodies intertwined, our hearts beating in sync, we cuddled and listened to the calming rhythm of each other's heartbeats.
I could feel the love and affection between us, a bittersweet ache in my chest. I realized just how much I cared for both Sebastian and Jason. It was a complex and tangled web of emotions, one that I couldn't unravel no matter how hard I tried. I loved Sebastian for his soft touch and Jason for being rough. They both had different qualities.