Nathan's POV

Aria and I have been fucking  for as long as I could remember, there was always something more between us. I had always pretended not to be in love with her, knowing the taboo nature of our relationship. But behind closed doors, our passion for each other simmered beneath the surface, manifesting itself in stolen glances and secret touches.

For years, we had been carrying on a forbidden love affair, sneaking around to be with each other whenever we could. I thought she was mine alone, that we could continue our illicit romance without any consequences. But all of that changed when Sebastian came into the picture.

Sebastian was a softie, the type of guy who could easily win anyone over with his charm and wit. I could see why Aria fell for him, and as much as it pained me, I knew I had to let her go, but I couldn’t. I didn't want to fight with my own brother over our sister, so I made an agreement with both of them to all be together.

I told myself I was okay with it as long as I could still be with Aria, even if it meant sharing her affections with Sebastian. But deep down, I knew my heart couldn't handle the thought of seeing them together, of knowing that she belonged to someone else.
I watched as Aria and Sebastian grew closer, their love for each other blooming into something beautiful and pure. I couldn't help but feel like an outsider.

But everything came crashing down one fateful day when Jason, stumbled upon the three of us in a compromising position. The shock and horror on his face when he caught us in the act was something I would never forget. We had to stop, to pretend like nothing had ever happened between us.

I went off the deep end, drowning my sorrows in alcohol and reckless behavior. But despite the pain and heartache that consumed me, I knew I had to come to terms with the reality of the situation. I was starting to get used to not sneaking around with Aria when she came to my room and told me she had a plan to bring Jason on board, she wanted to seduce him, I was hesitant but the mere thought being together with her again excited me, even if it meant that I had to share her with Jason and Sebastian.

when Aria succeeded in seducing Jason I was thrilled, we could all be together.  But as the three of us were fucking her  I could sense the jealousy and possessiveness that simmered beneath the surface of Jason’s gaze. He didn’t look happy to be sharing Aria with us, even though he was the last one to join the party. He was even judging us when he found out. But clearly he forgot all about that.

Aria, on the other hand, seemed to revel in the attention and affection of both Jason and Sebastian. She was caught between two lovers, torn between the intense emotions that each of them stirred within her. I could see how she let herself be swayed by Jason’s dominant nature, giving in to his control and surrendering herself to him in a way that made my heart ache. Even Sebastian could see. I knew things were going to get more difficult. Was she also in love with Jason?

As I sat alone in my room, my mind was consumed with thoughts of Aria. How could she fall in love with Sebastian and Jason, and not me? We had been intimate for so long, and although I had made it clear that we could never be anything more than sex partners because she was my sister, the truth was that my feelings for her ran much deeper.

I couldn’t understand how she could look at Jason and Sebastian with so much love in her eyes, while me and her had been together for so long.

Sebastian was head over heels in love with Aria, so infatuated that he couldn’t see the connection blossoming between her and Jason. It was like a knife to my heart, knowing that the woman I love was not only in love with Sebastian but with Jason too. What about me?

I made the decision to confess my feelings to Aria once we were away from our parents' home, as they were due to return soon and we would be moving back to the beach house. The anticipation was excruciating, as I suspected that Aria and Jason were having sex behind our backs, more like behind Sebastian's back since, he was the one dating her officially. However, I held onto hope, knowing that if she was open to being with Sebastian and Jason at the same time, then I too had a shot.

When she told us about her weekend with Alex and his boyfriend, I wasn't jealous at all, they were gay after all, I didn't understand why Sebastian was upset, Jason looked like he already knew. And the fact that they were both not home until after midnight the day she came back from Alex's place made me suspect their relationship even more.