Not The Tattoo Again
You just keep filming, I’m yet to fuck my girl, you had your time with her, Jason said, his tone slightly mocking.
Jason's comment caught us all off guard.
Sebastian’s eyes widened in disbelief as he processed what Jason had just said. “Your girl?” he repeated, his voice barely above a whisper.
Jason just laughed, a sly grin playing on his lips. “Our girl, you know what I meant. I let you guys have your fun with her, so why are you guys complaining now that it’s my turn?”
I could sense the uneasiness in the air as their conversation turned serious. I knew I had to intervene before things escalated any further. “Guys, Jason didn’t say anything when you guys fucked me. Why is it suddenly a problem now? And why are you talking like I’m not even here?” I looked at both of them sternly, hoping to diffuse the tension.
No one answered and I knew they didn't care about my intervention.
Also, why does Aria have a tattoo with your name on her pussy? And don’t think we are blind, even your ass has her name. Is there something you guys would like to tell us? Sebastian suddenly asked, his voice laced with accusation.
I felt my heart stop as all eyes turned to me and Jason. Jason and I glanced at each other, both knowing that the truth was going to come out sooner or later. Before I could even utter a word, Jason spoke up.
I’m the one who tricked her into getting that tattoo. She had no idea it was going to be my name, Jason admitted, his face flushing with embarrassment.
Sebastian didn’t look convinced, his eyes narrowing in suspicion. Nathan, on the other hand, remained unbothered, a small smirk playing on his lips. I admired his laid-back attitude in the midst of the tense situation, and I felt grateful for having him there.
Sebastian’s gaze shifted back to me, his expression a mix of disappointment and concern. Aria, since you were tricked into getting that tattoo, I hope you’re going to remove it, he said firmly.
I met his gaze, my heart pounding in my chest. I knew that removing the tattoo would be painful, but I also knew that it was a constant reminder of a mistake I had made. After a moment of silence, I finally spoke up.
Nah, I’m not going to remove it. I’m not going to go through that pain again. I’m sorry, I said, my voice firm.
Sebastian’s face fell, hurt evident in his eyes. I could tell that he was disappointed in me, but I couldn’t bring myself to undo what had already been done. Despite his reaction, I knew that I had to stand by my decision.
As the fire crackled and the night grew darker, tensions lingered in the air. The revelation of the tattoo had cast a shadow over our otherwise carefree gathering, leaving a sense of unease among us. But Nathan’s nonchalant demeanor helped to alleviate some of the tension, and I found myself grateful for his presence.
Before any of them could continue talking again, I continued, “If you guys have a problem, you can leave. I think you’re being selfish.” I could see the regret in their eyes as they realized their mistake. Nathan chuckled, trying to lighten the mood, but Sebastian remained silent, lost in his thoughts.
After a moment of awkward silence, Jason cleared his throat and apologized, “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to come off that way. And about the tattoo, I'm sorry too, I already apologised to Aria and she forgave me. Let’s continue filming, okay?”
Yup, all he cared about was the sex tape but I couldn't blame him, Nathan and Sebastian had their time and now they decided to ruin it for Jason, it wasn't fair on him.
Sebastian finally spoke up, his tone softer than before, “I’m sorry too, I guess I overreacted. Let’s just forget about it and have some fun.”
He wasn't convincing at all.
After a few awkward moments, Nathan suggested that we all watch a movie to lighten up the mood. I could tell that Sebastian was still feeling uneasy, but he agreed to continue hanging out.
With tensions eased and apologies exchanged, we had to resumed our fun.
But the air in the room was still heavy with tension as I looked around the room, I could sense the unease in the room, and I knew that if we were going to salvage the night, something needed to change.
My own mood was off, I glanced over at Jason, who was staring into at the fireplace with a furrowed brow. His usually bright eyes were dim, and I could see that his own mood was just as ruined as mine.
I knew that if we were going to move forward, we needed to lighten the mood. And what better way to do that than with a few drinks? I suggested to them that we all have a few drinks together, hoping that it would help lift our spirits and bring back some of the joy back.
I made my way to the kitchen to fetch a bottle of wine, feeling a sense of freedom as I moved through the room naked, Well the tattoo conversation was out of the way so I felt free. I returned to the living room with the wine in hand, pouring glasses for each of us as we gathered around the crackling fire. The warmth of the flames and the smooth taste of the wine began to work their magic, softening the edges of our moods and bringing a sense of ease to the room.
As the night went on, I could see Sebastian becoming more withdrawn. He seemed lost in thought, his gaze distant. I knew that he was still processing what had been said earlier. I decided to talk to him privately, hoping to get to the bottom of his feelings.
“Lets talk outside” I said to him.
We left the lounge and went to the porch.
Hey, are you okay? I asked gently, placing a hand on his arm.
Sebastian looked up, his eyes filled with a mixture of emotions. I don’t know, he admitted. I just... I guess I didn’t realize how much everything bothered me until Jason said those things.
I listened as Sebastian poured out his heart, expressing his insecurities and doubts about our relationship. I reassured him that he was important to me and that I valued our bond. I could see the tension slowly melting away as we talked.
I hugged him tight and we headed back to the lounge.