Chapter 14

I jolt up out bed? I look around and I dont know were I am, I'm in a huge bed that I dont recognize and a big room I dont recognize either it looks like a mans room and I start to get worried cause how did and up here cause the last thing I remember was being on the plane with Zander, were is he and what happened how did I get here.
"I carried you up." I hear behind me and I see Zander grinning at me in the doorway before walking in to sit next to me on the bed.
"You carried me in?" I asked shocked
"Yes we got here and I carried you up here cause you had a hand grasped on my shirt and I couldn't pry you off without waking you."
I look at him, and wonder how on earth was he able to carry me to this room.
"Wait is this your room?" I ask him
"Yes it is, dont worry I didn't do anything to you."
"Wait I don't remember getting off the plane. How did I get off?" I ask Zander.
"How do you think? I carried you off the plane too." He says exasperated.
"But how I'm so fat and I know I'm heavy." I say shocked.
Zander looks at me and pulls me down on the bed and gets on top of me. I get worried that he is going to do something.
"Why do you say your fat, cause your not so dont say that again. In fact I like you how you are."
"Because I am, everyone has always said I'm fat and even my parents were always disgusted with me because I'm bigger."
"Please dont ever say you are fat ever again ok?" Zander says.
I nod and we are looking at each other when I realize he said he likes me the way I am, what does he mean by that. He cant actually mean he likes me. Right? My wolf is loving how close our mate is to us and I see his beautiful brown eyes and I look over his face and my eyes land on his lips and how I would love to kiss them, but I cant because if I do that I could lose control of my wolf and he would see a part of me he can't. Humans dont know about werewolfs so I would breaking a werewolf law if he knew, plus he probably would be freaked out and I cant risk that with him. We stare at each other for a few more minutes and than his phone starts ringing. He looks at his phone annoyed and gets up and talk the phone call. I continue laying on the bed not trusting my self to get up yet not when he was just so close to me seconds ago. I feel so restless that I must let my wolf go but I cant yet. Zander ends the call and tells me that we should go down for dinner. I nod and get up to follow him. He walks away like nothing happened and I look all around, his house is huge not quite a mansion but bigger than an average house. The walls upstairs are a light blue color with dark blue curtains and there are different shade of blue rugs on the floor. We go downstairs and we take a right and we walk into this big kitchen. Now I lived in a mansion type house because it was my pack house and it had a huge kitchen. Zanders kitchen is smaller but it's still big. I look around and there are three people all cooking or cleaning. They all turn around and Zander walks over as I follow him, he turns to me and start talking.
"Allison this is Connie, Sarah and Adam. Connie is my chef and Sarah and Adam are her assistants. And this is my wife Allison. He says to the three people standing there.
I take their hands they have holding out to me. "Its very nice to meet you" I say smiling."
"It is nice meeting you as well dear. We heard Zander was getting married but we didn't know it would be someone so beautiful." Connie says looking at me.
"Well I'm not sure beautiful is the word but thank you Connie." I say blushing.
"Well dear dinner is ready and we have the table set, why dont you go and eat?" Comnie says looking at then at Zander.
We head into the dining area and it is big too, it seems everything in this house is big. The table was set for two and so much food was in the table, I couldn't believe it! I sat at the table and so did Zander, he started putting food on his plate so I did as well, the main course was spaghetti and garlic bread, I didn't want to over eat so I just took a small helping and one piece of toast, the spaghetti was delicious and so was the toast, I saw salad and took a large helping of salad and even that tasted amazing! Connie comes out and asks if everything is good and I nod my head yes.
"Have you eaten yet Connie?"
"Oh dont worry about me dear, i will eat later." 
"Why dont you and Sarah and Adam come eat with us?" I say looking at her.
"Oh we cant, it not proper us eating with you."
"Yes it is proper, besides you made it, you should enjoy it too." I say
"Connie, go tell Sarah and Adam to join us and get three more plates, we have plenty and there are plenty of seating." Zander tells her.
She goes and brings back Sarah and Adam and we all sit and talk and joke and it's nice talk in ng with so many people. We sit and talk for what feels like hours until Connie gets up and starts clearing the table, I go to help her but she won't let me. Zander looks at his watch and looks at me." Well we should probably go to bed, its past 11 and I have an early day tomorrow. I nod and say goodnight to everyone.  We walk up and I turn to ask Zander which room is mine and he points to the room were I was earlier, I look at him strangely so he he said that was his room.
"I thought that was your room." I tell him.
"It is my room, but it's also your room now too. We are married and we shared a bed in our honeymoon."
I'm not sure what to say to him because on one hand I would love to share a room with him but I also cant because what if I accidentally let my wolf out and he sees me. I cant really explain that away.
"I would feel better if I had my own room."
"Well unfortunately, all the other rooms are for guests and this is your house now as much as mine so you will be sharing my bedroom with me."
I want to protest but my wolf makes me stay quiet. Cause really I cant argue with him. I dont want to argue with him.