Chapter 9 -Disheartened

Jennifer was never one to beg , and she would rather be tortured to death herself than pick up the last vestiges of her pathetically worthless pride.
Once upon a time, she was putting herself down a hundred times for money, now, she has to fight so hard just for that one breath of air that is left to live on.
But this time, she would never beg for mercy!
Simon's patience wore thin and he rolled over to sleep, unwilling to look at her face, which was devoid of any expression, any longer.
When Simon got up, he found that Jennifer had fallen asleep. The moment as if she was back to the same look when she was in college, simple and beautiful, only her lips were as pale as paper, Jennifer's weak and feeble look made Simon suddenly forget the deepest secrets, his emotions towards her had even changed subtly.
The sleeping person unconsciously moved her eyelashes. Simon seemed to see how she used to always sleep blatantly against him during boring theory classes. Simon often thought that how nice it would be if he can accompany her lifetime.
Jennifer never shows a desperate and unwilling towards him. She would only toss her ponytail and say with a light smile, "Hi, long time no see."
Perhaps, he really treated her hard.
Thinking of the old time, Simon got up and went to the kitchen to sit at the side and wait for the nanny to boil the medicine.
Only when the soup and medicine had cooled did Simon bring it in, and Jennifer just happened to wake up.
"Take medicine." Although there are some emotion changes in his heart, Simon was still the same iceberg look that had been there for years.
"I refuse." Jennifer was already raspy, and those who heard it were shocked.
Simon no longer forced himself to give her medicine, but sat straight on the edge of the bed and lowered his voice to Jennifer and said, "Get well."
After saying that, he picked up the bowl of medicine, took a spoon and scooped up a little bit and handed it to Jennifer, speaking as if coaxing a child to take the medicine, "It's not bitter."
"Young master Barry is putting on a show for whom? Your child, it is clearly ......" Before Jennifer could finish her sentence, she felt a burning gaze in front of her, she raised her head and looked over, but saw Diana in a red dress standing in front of the door.
"Sorry, I didn't mean to disturb you guys ......," Diana was the first to speak, her delicate look moving.
Jennifer clenched her hands, and even her gums trembled with excitement. Her child must have been killed by Diana. Jennifer didn't expect Diana would put in abortion medicine. The most annoying thing is that Jennifer doesn't have any evidence, but a woman's intuition must be right.
Jennifer stared at Diana viciously, her child had just died and Diana appeared in a red dress.
"It's alright, come in." Simon said as he put down his bowl, Diana's appearance made him shake his head, what the hell was he doing just now?
The moment she heard that Simon still dared to let Diana step into this door, Jennifer felt resentful. She stood up and lost control of her emotions to the extent that she directly reached out and strangled Diana's neck, shouting with all her strength: "You bring my child back! I really didn't expect you are so heartless......"
Diana tugged on Jennifer's hand and choked it tighter directly to her neck, she was obviously stronger than Jennifer and could have pushed her away completely.
But what she wanted was this opportunity, otherwise how could she hit her even harder.
When Simon saw that Diana's face turn red, he dropped his bowl and walked up to her, shaking her off. Diana pretended to be saved and breathed heavily, and her tears fell down in time, making Simon even more convinced that Jennifer was unreasonable.
"Jennifer, you aborted my baby by taking medicine, what does this have to do with Diana? Stop it"
Jennifer was thrown to the ground with sudden force, her wounds suddenly split open and blood flowed out again, she did not have a bit of strength to argue Simon
Simon became distracted when he saw how she didn't say anything and went straight to the next room with his arm around Diana, leaving Jennifer alone helplessly.
That day, Jennifer did not want to recall how she crawled out of the Barry family villa step by step. The old housekeeper felt sorry for her, a skinny girl, and called an ambulance for her, otherwise she would probably have died on the roadside unnoticed.
The moment she lay on the stretcher, the sunlight hit her face and the severe pain beneath her had numbed her. Jennifer looked at this strange yet familiar world, tears welling up in her eyes, but they never came down.
She will not have even the last trace of attachment to Simon anymore.
The world kisses me with pain, how can I return it with a song.