Lovesick Girl

"Good morning, Ma Cherie. How's your sleep?""
Zack wakes Cherie up from a tight sleep with a hoarse voice. Cherie kiss the broad chest and rubs it. She always likes Zack's warm body temperature. The body temperature she always wants to hug every night.
“I still want to hug you, but I have work to do. It is very difficult to get out of bed because we need to work. The world is so cruel to us, isn''t?”
"Yes, I understand. Although I also want to keep you warm all day.”
Zack is getting ready to go to work after he gets an extra kiss from Cherie. That day, he goes about his work with enthusiasm and a smile.
“You look like someone in love, Zack. The aura is lovebird," comments Rosie.
"I'm in love because today is payday."
Rosie laughs at that.
Yes, money can make people happy. In fact, Rosie would not deny it. She is happy too.
Money can make her heal her current broken heart. Honestly, she is already planning on buying a lot of stuff and ordering the best wine of the sixties for his dinner.
"Have you been crying?"
"Yeah, I cried all night after watching the drama."
Zack chuckles softly and said, “Watching drama? Even our life story is like a drama, Rosie. Why do you want another drama series?" he said.
“Yeah, that's the fun point. It makes me feel like I'm not fighting alone."
Zack is a little surprised to see Rosie's melancholic side. She rarely shows her melancholic side. Especially when she is at work, Rosie always looks professional.
“It's strange to see you being so melancholic, Rosie. You'd better be annoying, that's better."
“Shut up your fvcking mouth, Zack.”
That day actually Rosie feels very frustrated because of her unstable mood. Especially when she sees the happy aura from Zack that makes the man even more handsome. This made Rosie even more hurt. She really wants to hug Zack and make him love with her only.
"Hey, why are you crying again?" Zack asked.
Rosie does not realize she is crying again and she cried in front of Zack. The man look so worried. In addition, Zack gives Rosie some tissues.
“Hey, you can hug me if you want. I will hug you and hear all your stories. I am all ears."
What's wrong with her life?
Rosie feels she is in a game of destiny. She is in an endless maze and he is blind in seeing the direction to return home.
“Why did things get so complicated?”
Rosie drunks her favorite wine with a puffy face, she has been crying for more than three hours while watching a small romance drama.
If possible, she wants to immediately wave the white flag to broadcast that she could no longer endure all this.
Yes, sometimes a person can look very weak and broken because of a thing called, love.
"Why does fate make me fall in love with him? I hate this....”
“Rosie!!!!!! Open the door!!!! I will counting down untill 3..."
"One.... Two.... Rosie!!!!"”
Cherie poundson Rosie's door brutally. She knows that Rosie has returns in an unstable state from Zack. The man said that Rosie cried at work. Therefore, she immediately comes to see the state of her best friend.
“Rosie!!!!”
Rosie opens the door and immediately hugs Cherie. She could not stand it anymore. The heartbreak she feels is painful.
"Hey, calm down. Just cry… Tell me what you feel, Rosie. You need to share about your sadness, do not force yourself to act like you are fine. You are definetely ain't fine."
“I'm tired of crying, I hate heartache, I want to be happy, Cherie. Why is it so hard to be happy? I want to be with him, but…” Rosie hardly sharing out about her feeling.
That night Rosie started crying again and Cherie never stops trying to calm and encourage Rosie. After crying and falling asleep tired, Cherie rubbed Rosie's puffy face. She is really sad to see Rosie's condition.
However, this is one of the phases that a person goes through. Cherie has also experienced it although the case is slightly different. When she has to separate from Felix because she is reluctant to hurt the man's heart. They could not continue their love story. At that time it is too dangerous.
It took years for Cherie to heal and move on. Fortunately, Felix respected his decision and they parted ways. Cherie is not in Felix's circle anymore. that is one of the things that helped Cherie quickly move on to the man.
“Why should I fall in love with him if he can't be mine. This world is cruel,,,, Hahaha," Rosie muses while laughing and then crying.
“Yeah, that's the way the world is, Rosie. I hope your broken heart recover quickly. Come back with bright smile and cheerful energy as usual.”
Cherie kiss Rosie's forehead again. It hurt her to see her best friend like this.
However, that is how she need to feel. Cherie believes that everyone has their own love story. In fact, the love story is also sad. Love sometimes makes a person traumatized, hurt, broken and suffering. Another part of love is the reason why a person is born, continues to live and is passionate about living the heart. It is a part of life in this world.
“Such is love, we are born to be alone but we are still looking for love, true love. Is it pathetic or romantic?”
Cherie smile faintly after saying that. Then, she turn and stroke Rosie's face. She heard the woman mutter softly,
"I love you, but the universe is on opposite direction."
One thing the question is, "Who did you fall in love with, Rosie?"
What will happen if Cherie finds out that the man who broke Rosie's heart is Zack? The man she loved too. They fall in love with the same person.
If Cherie knows that Rosie is heartbroken because of Zack, would she still act like this?
Love, sometimes makes a person blind of reality.