Chapter 9: The Talk

Aria
The day turned out to be a horrible day! That day he made me feel anything less than important. What was his gain out of all of this? I had the next three days off and I planned to relax and enjoy them. I was laying on the sofa in my living room when I decided to research a few things.
I got up, turned on my laptop and started searching for anything that included dominant and submissive topics.
I knew I wanted to try a few things in my sex life, but I never really ventured out, nor had someone I wanted to try it with.
There were many different sites and different information on that subject and I couldn't help but to be drawn to what I had seen. There were pictures of girls in bondage and men choking them while they were being punished. Pictures of them tied up, spread open, and beaten with different objects and later reaching their climax. What was this exactly? Why was I turned on from it?
Unconsciously, I picked up my laptop and laid across my bed again. I couldn't take my eyes away, it was different.
What if Mr. Williams was that type of person? He had already told me loud and clear that he wanted to break me, but how exactly? He didn't hide the fact that I was to be torn and broken into two, only being put back together by his hands. What if he wanted me to submit to him? To bare my body in front of him whenever he wanted? Would I be so willing just to let someone I barely knew destroy and rebuild my body? My core? My soul? I didn't have the answers to that yet.
Maybe I would like being broken? Maybe I would like for him, only him to ravish me. I didn't turn him down when he kissed me, or when he grabbed my neck in that case. I didn't know what a submissive was or what they did, but was I able to try it? With him?
After researching for a while, I decided to go for a run and clear my head. I was only in the house for 5 hours but I was ready to get out.
I took my jog on my normal route and decided to take in the scenery, when he came into my mind again. I tried to shake him out of my memories. I was never this type of person to want a man so badly. I was never the type to chase. Why did I want him so much? Why couldn't I answer myself the few questions I had asked?
I ran for almost an hour trying to clear my head. I got tired and started walking back towards the house when my phone vibrated. I didn't know the number so I ignored it. Then I got a text.
*Answer the phone.* Who the hell was this?
*I'm sorry. I think you have the wrong number.*
I didn't get a reply then. It took a few minutes for them to answer me back.
* No, it's the right number. Why are you ignoring me Aria?*
Right when I saw them text my name, I knew exactly who it was. Mr.Williams.
*Mr. Williams. How did you get my number?*
*Am I not supposed to have contacts to all my employees?*
*I feel as though, that is not why you called me. I'm busy Mr. Williams, how can I help you?*
*You will always have time for me Aria, whether you like it or not. You never answered me the other day., and I am waiting on your response.*
* You asked me a question*
*No, it was a request. 'How was your day' and 'Join me for dinner' are far from being the same.*
*Mr. Williams...* i started to tell him off when he interrupted me.
*Aiden. Why won't you call me by my name?*
*Don't take it personal.*
*I never do. You know what I think Aria?* Mr.Williams said with a pause.
*What is that? Should I be worried..?*
*Only if you want to be......I think you feel something for me, but you're too afraid to show it. I think every time I'm around you, you cower under my touch. I think, you want me too, you want me to fuck you.....*
How in the hell, did he know? Was I that easy to read or was it just from his past experiences? Either way I wasn't going to let him win, not this time.
*Aiden, if I did want those things, you would never know. I would never tell you how I felt no matter what happened.* I tried so hard to reassure myself, but underneath I knew I was lying. I was lying to him and even to myself.
*See Aria?....I think those things because I know. And as a matter of fact, I know for sure you want me. The way I touch you, and the way you say my name is proof enough. You're always so wet for me Aria. Why are you denying it?*
Why was he pressing the issue. I guess I finally understood when he said he wanted me. He was such a persistent man.
*No sir, I am not denying anything. Like I've said before. I'm busy, what can I help you with?*
*Answer.the.question.Aria. Don't give me no for an answer*
*How do you expect me to answer you when I can't even say no?*
*It's not an option that's why*
*And if I say yes? What's in it for me?*
This was going no where fast. I didn't want to end up submitting to him but I knew that he would do anything in his power to make me bow down to his needs. There wasn't anything, anyone that he couldn't get and he made that extremely clear to me. I don't know why I would even want to trust this man with my body or my mind for that matter when I barely even knew him. How was there anyone in this world that could refuse such a powerful man with so much to live for?
I knew within every ounce of me that he was a well-known bachelor and that every woman out there would do anything for him. Not me though, I would never bow to him willingly, sex is one thing, but trying to control me is entirely another.
*Oh baby, I'm going to make it worth your while. Every minute, every second that you spend with me, you'll never want anyone else to touch you. So, say yes.* Did I really have a choice?
*Ugh. Yes, I'll go with you* I kind of already started to regret my decision.
*Good. I'll text you the address to the fair later. Make sure to wear something.....nice.*
*Wait, you're not going to pick me up and we go together?*
*No. This isn't about chivalry. Follow the instructions and do as I say, and we'll have a much better night Aria. I'll send you the information later and don't! be late. I mean it or the consequences will be dire.*
He said as he hung up the phone. He was so persistent and so damn arrogant! Why did I say yes? I didn't want to go because I felt something, in the back of my brain, tell me that he would make do with his promise and give me something I thought I never wanted.
I knew deep down that he was a man of his word and that he'd never let me refuse him. No matter what I do, he wouldn't let me go. No matter who I dated, I had a feeling that I would always belong to him, and I could never run away.
This man is dangerous and I could bet so was his background. If he really was dangerous, then danger would follow him.
If I became his, what would happen to me through all this? What would become of me?
"That bastard! How dare he!.......Well, I have to go and get ready now that I've said yes. It better be worth all this shit I'm going through." I said to myself as I jogged back up to the house to shower and lie down. I still had hours before tonight would begin and I still wanted to get some rest.
There were so many questions I wanted to ask him, but I didn't want him to think that I was the slightest bit interested in him.
But even through all this, little did I know, everything was starting to fall apart...even me.