CHAPTER 12: THREE WEEKS GONE

Aiden

It was a dull Friday afternoon and I was sitting in the chair in my library, when all I could think about was that she was finally going to be mine. I wasn't going to give her up for anything and I wasn't going to lose her to anyone.
I had spent almost my whole entire life looking for a doll like her, a woman so afraid to fulfill her own desires, a tease like her even without knowing that she was, and someone that would submit to me without question.
I was beyond happy that she would be mine, for me to do what I pleased with her. I had so many expectations of her and for her, so many things I wanted her to do and to show her, and I was hoping that she would fulfill my every need.
What else could be done? What else could be said?
Aria was to be gone for a full month and during that time I knew for sure that I was going to be lonely as hell. No it wasn't love for her, it was more like she was a possession of mine that I wanted to keep beside me and hidden from the world at all cost. But that didnt change the way I felt about her.
She was to be mine and mine only, no matter whose life I had to take in order to do what was needed. I was crazy for her and she knew it, well both of us knew and both of us, at times, denied it.
I would make sure that every time I touched her, she writhed under me and she would always know who was in control.
I had never wanted anyone this badly and I don't know what hold she had over me but I liked it every bit of it.
I was downing my second glass of scotch when she popped in my head again.
I couldn't forget how I fucked her like crazy that night, and even when she refused to admit she liked all of it, wanted all of it, I still wanted to fuck her some more.
Why couldn't I wrap my mind around this whole thing? It ended up driving me insane some how.
My mind was restless and my cock was throbbing, it had only been three weeks since she left. I wanted to know what she was doing and maybe I'd send her a message........
But then again, I didnt want to seem desperate. I wanted her to run back to me on her own. I wanted her to willingly accept me, and I wanted her to beg me to fuck her.
So many questions popped in my head that I didn't have the answers to.
*What if she doesn't come back Aiden?* He asked me.
He? He as in my inner-self, inner-personality. Everyone has one, and everyone knew exactly what use they were to them. What evil and manipulative things they said, and how much sense they made through all of it.
*She will Caine.*
*How do you know? How can you be so certain?*
*I...I'm not sure. I'm very much hoping she will. We need her whether she knows it or not.*
*Hmm. And if she doesn't accept the...* he was cut off by the ringing of my cell. At this time every other night and I mean every single damn time, the one I never wanted to hear from again, the one that made my blood boil, called without missing a fucking beat.
*Are you going to answer the phone or just ignore it? And even I know that will result in a very,very bad situation.*
He was right. As much as I didn't want to answer or even waste my breath on her, she didn't give up. I would have to explain everything to her later and I'm pretty sure that she wouldn't allow it or even accept that she didn't have a future with me for that matter....Did I give a fuck if she did? You damn right I didn't.
"Yes? Hello Brittney."
"Hi babe! How's it going?"
"Just great", I said lying through my teeth. "How about your side of things?"
"Wow! You actually asked me how I was doing for once? What has changed in you?" Oh! If only she knew!
"Nothing...much. How's work?" I asked like I even gave a damn.
"It's going pretty well. We are actually wrapping everything up. I should be heading back in maybe 6 hours or so. Enough time to get some beauty rest before we head out!"
"Head out? Where are you going?"
"Not just me silly! Us! Our date is tomorrow love! Don't tell me you've forgotten!" She said.
Oh fuck me!! Yeah! Yeah I forgot! I was so caught up in Aria I couldn't think straight!.....Wait, wait, wait. Why was I even caring?
"Umm, no. I didn't forget. Yeah, as soon as you get back get some rest. It'll be good to have alot of energy for tomorrow. I heard it'll be hot until that night. Where did you want to go again?" I asked. As much as I didn't want to waste my precious time with or on her, I wanted to forget about Aria for the rest or the remaining time we had left. At least I wouldn't be bored with Brittney around.
"The Amusement Park of course! I've always wanted to go there when I was a little girl but never got the chance to."
"Yes, of course. Good, we'll go tomorrow."
"OMG! Really?!? That's awesome! I'll be ready at 2! See you tomorrow! I love you!" She said as we hung up the phone.
I wasn't sure what to do on a date with her because it was never mutual love that we shared. All I wanted to do was to be with Aria. Why couldn't I be on a date with her? Why couldn't I stop thinking about her? I wondered what she was doing, where she was doing it, and with whom?
Ugh! I hated this whole situation. This was going to be one, crazy and annoying weekend I've ever had since.