CHAPTER 21: PART 2

Aria

"I'm not...!" Out of no where Fred kissed me. It took me by surprise and I moaned into his lips. His kiss was sensual and forceful and it made my legs weak. I was always a fool for his smile and now with him kissing me, my feelings bared towards him.
"Aria, I know he wants you, and I want you too. Will you let me have you, if just tonight? I promise to be gentle with you." He was slightly touching my sides and kissing on my neck. My body started to give in to him as he slid his finger tips down the sides of my hips and raised my shirt.
He gently grabbed one of my breasts and firmly squeezed it in his hands making me moan again. I couldn't lie, I liked the way he was so forceful with me, and the way sparks flew through my body whenever he touched me.
He was about to kiss me again, but my phone rung for the second time. This made us stop and Fred began to apologize. "I am so sorry, my Lady." He said as he stopped and looked at the floor shaking his head. "I didn't mean for it to happen like this so soon. Please forgive me?"
He sat there with his head in his hands not looking at me. I touched his shoulder and tried to comfort him. "Hey, it's ok Fred. I forgive you."
What the hell is wrong with me? Comfort him? I'm the one who needed the damn comforting! I tried to remind myself that it was just a mistake, but my consciousness wouldn't let it go.
"I swear I didn't mean to jump you that way. It really was never my intentions. It's just that, when I woke up and saw you in my arms it seemed like a dream come true. You just felt so real, so good in my arms." I looked at him in his eyes and held his hands" I said it's okay, I promise. Mistakes happen, I'm just glad it didn't go too far." I said while getting up to put the empty soda cans in the kitchen trash.
He was silent for a moment, as I assumed he was still guilt tripping himself. I was about to turn around and walk back to him when I heard him say, "Yes me too, but I was serious about wanting you. I really want to be closer to you if you'd give me the chance, and I really want to take it slow with you. That is until you're ready."
It took me by surprise when he said that. What was I to do or say to him? I had already told him that I didn't have feelings for him, of course that was a lie that only I knew. 'Yeah, sorry. I have to turn down your love because I'm fucking my boss?' or ' I'm sorry, I just don't like you the way you like me?' That was a lie.
"Fred, though I may understand how you feel, this still wasn't supposed to happen. Let's just leave it as a misunderstanding okay?"
"Yes, okay then." Was the only thing he said before he grabbed his cell, keys, and left. He didn't say another word to me, and it kinda hurt a little.
I do have feelings for Fred, but I also have feelings for Aiden that I couldn't just magically get rid of. I locked my front door and leaned against it thinking about Fred and what I could do to make him feel better about this whole situation. While I was in my thoughts, my phone rang again and when I looked at the caller ID, it was Aiden. He had called at least five times now while I was with Fred. What could I tell him? How could I cover up the single fact that I was with another guy? How would Aiden act if he knew that Fred had made a move on me, and that I almost allowed him to take me? I was Aidens' possession and he would never be okay with the fact that another man touched what belonged to him, it would end badly.
God, I was so dim headed! If there was anything Aiden wanted to find out about, there was absolutely no doubt that he wouldn't
If he did find out, I was going to be in trouble, Fred was going to be in trouble.
I shook my head at myself. Yeah, real smooth Aria, real smooth.....