CHAPTER 25:A LITTLE ABOUT ME

Aiden

"Damn it! Damn him! I'll kill him if he ever lays his hands on her again!" I said as I picked up a wine glass from my cabinet and threw it at the wall. I was way beyond furious. He always tried to claim what was mine and that just won't sit well with me. I am not the person to fuck with when it comes to my possessions. "I'll have to deal with him personally if he doesn't heed my warnings, and I always keep my promises."
Any other woman he could have, but not her! I would kill for her without hesitation and if I ever got the chance to lay my hands on Fred, I will not hesitate to take him out.
No one knew my background except that I owned a billion dollar company from all the hard work, sweat and tears that I contributed. No one knew that I came from a wealthy family way before I even thought about being a big time CEO.
I never flaunted around my wealth because I didn't want other people to look at me differently. I was always afraid of the wealth my parents possessed because I thought about all the backlash we would recieve if anyone thought we'd treat them any different than us, which we never did.
However through it all, everyone still knew my name and they always respected the authority I held. I chose that path for myself for many different reasons.
There were body guards, mansions, women, power, money, and death involved in my life but one thing that was never allowed was love. I wasn't deserving of the title according to my father. He raised me to be a cold hearted bastard, to be a murderer, and one of the worlds' most richest businessman, but he never really showed me any love or any affection because he thought it would interfere with his plans.
Some would say fate was to blame, but I didn't waste my time on something so cynical.
I chose my own life and made my own decisions when I got older and it didn't matter how I was raised or where I came from, I promised myself I would never act or show my face to the Devil, unless I had to.
So I figured to hell with fate and whomever that bitch condemned with it.
Love was never on my adjenda and every woman I slept with didn't stay in my bed for long. I always fucked them and left them to show themselves out. However, Aria isn't like them. She's fiesty, strong willed, and extremely beautiful. Every time I'm around her, my cock instantly gets hard and all I want to do is to shove her face in the wall and fuck her until she blacked out.
I always wanted her from the very first time I laid my eyes on her during her very first interview for my company. She looked just as beautiful then as she does now and I knew I wanted something more than just a boss and employee with her.
Since then, I've decided that I'd always satisfy her whenever I wanted. If she accepted my proposal, I'd show her a world full of pain, desire and pleasure. I would never neglect her body but I would deny her release if she ever disobeyed me.
When Fred implied that I loved her, I didn't deny it. I do love her but there were reasons why I couldn't act on the feelings I had for her. I couldn't accept her feelings for me because I didn't want what we had to end.
There were no fights, no hard feelings afterwards, just pure, raw sex and lust. There was no reason why she should know how I felt about her, not now and not ever.
All that she's required to know or do was to shut her pretty little mouth and let me fill her every hole with my thick cock.
I hadn't noticed that I started to drink until I came back to my senses. Thinking about Aria left me vulnerable and impatient. I wanted to have her every hour, every second of the day and when I couldn't get what I wanted, I would always end up in a rage. I didn't know what was happenening to me or why I was feeling this way about her, but I can't deny the fact that she is everything I crave for.
The way she screams my name and digs her nails through my skin when I fuck her, had turned me into a totally different monster. I knew I would protect her with all my being and for those whom went against me, well let's just say that in the end, they wished they never did.
When it comes to Aria, I would lose all control. She is something far more precious than any valuable, and she means much more to me than any amount of money. What I want for her is much less sinister than what I dealt in.
I want a normal life for her, safety and protection for her and that's one reason why I couldn't love her the way I wanted.
And I couldn't tell her about the way I felt, but if the tables were turned, there would be nothing in my power that I wouldn't do for her, but for now all I'll be to her is her dominate, strict, asshole of a boss.