CHAPTER ELEVEN

Rounding up shooting was stressful already but nothing beats the stress of him having to imagine that he would have to go back to the hospital to watch June slowly wither away. Imagining himself having to be there for someone emotionally when he needs help himself was something he couldn't wrap his mind around yet and he was sure he would find a hack for it very soon. The pain was starting to get to the peak for him and he felt like he wouldn't be able to proceed forward with the whole back and forth thing. He really wished there was a way to make everything be fine and make it all stop. June was a strong kid and he could see how she was literally fighting to stay alive amongst everything. He wished there was a way to take away all of her pains and replace them with joy. For a little girl, she has seen too much and he hated it. There was nothing he could do about it.
He was packing his things into his car and preparing to head back to his apartment when Amelia caught up with him, she was surprised he hasn't left for the hospital and the way he was packing, he looked like he wasn't going to the hospital, it looked like he was going home. Amelia wondered why he wasn't going to the hospital today or going to visit June.
'Yo, you are not going to check on June tonight yeah?" Amelia asked and he nodded before placing the last bag into the booth and he opened the can of water he placed by the floor. He downed the entire content in one gulp to show how thirsty he had been. Amelia leaned on the car waiting for him to tell her what was wrong or even tell her what made him decide not to go visit his sick daughter. When he wasn't talking, she decided to ask instead of waiting for him to tell her.
'You know June would barely sleep all night because she would be worried something happened to you instead of you choosing not to see her. That girl is sick and dying, she needs all the love she can get right now and you ditching her for no absolute reason makes zero sense to me" Amelia deadpanned before leaning against the car and crossing her hand over her chest. She wanted to know his real reason for choosing not to go and she knew Jordan too well. He might decide not to even give her any reply.
'Why I am not visiting my sick child is because for the past three years, I have lived solely for her alone and I want to live for myself today. I want to live like I don't have a six years old daughter that is about to die on my hands like I am a free man. Just like the way I was before I met Bella. That is the fucking reason why I am not visiting my sick child. If you will excuse me" Jordan bit back before walking past a seething Amelia who was staring at him with fire in her eyes. He got into his car before speeding off.
Amelia knew he would drive away, he does it every time to avoid confrontations. She kind of agreed with him about not visiting June today and wanting a break out of the same circle for the past three years. A man could only take so little. She wanted to go and see June because her whole body had been wired to see her before heading back to her trailer to get little sleep. Sometimes, they stay there overnight if she was having a crisis and they had to wait for her to be calm. It had been the routine for almost three years now and they are sued to it. She got into her car to drive to his apartment instead, she knew his insides were going up in flames and he would rather die alone than seek help. She needed to show him what being friends means and he needed to know the advantage of having a best friend show ould go back and forth around the earth for you.
She pulled up in his crib and she saw him leave the window side, she smiled to herself because he knew she would still come with him. She opened the door and she met him sitting on the couch and a glass of what she presumed was alcohol in his hand. He didn't even welcome her, he just overlooked her as if he didn't notice her come inside the house. She smiled before dropping her stuff on the couch and she removed her shoes. She walked barefooted into the kitchen to get another glass cup and she walked to the wine cellar to get the apple vodka. She poured herself a shot and she walked to the music set. She wanted to set the mood going and not continue like this old grumpy man. Her favorite song filtered into air and Jordan started nodding along. One thing they always both agreed on was how her music taste was elite asf. She would brag about it for days and he would end up agreeing with her. She was always right for his own peace of mind.
'Fuck it, clubbing sounds like the best idea right now and I would give anything to dance away my sorrow on the dancefloor and drink till I'm wasted," Amelia screamed over the loud music and Jordan nodded in agreement. Clubbing and maybe getting laid was the perfect for him and maybe he would be able to escape the reality this time.
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'I still want to party hard, let me go" Amelia slurred and Jordan laughed. They have been on this dance floor for almost four hours and Amelia has taken everything with alcohol in it. It was time to go home or else they would both wake up as front pages of a prominent magazine and that would be worse for both of them. Considering how many enemies Jordan had in the industry and they are always looking for ways to bring him down because to them, he was untouchable.
'We need to get out of here very fast Amelia, this is almost two in the morning and every sane person should be in bed by now. You are causing a scene here and you will likely bite my head off for not stopping you. We need to get away right now, I mean right now." Jordan fired back and Amelia sighed. He was drunk himself and he was struggling to stay on his feet but someone had to be sane for them both and that would be worse if both of them had zero control. Amelia's alcohol tolerance was low but all the stress she had bottled up deep inside her needed a release avenue. Fortunately for him, she started going after him and he held her hands tight to make sure she didn't run off in another direction and when they got to the car, she went into her own side and he made sure to lock the door after her before getting into his own side of the door. He revved the engine back to life before driving very fast towards home while Amelia sang loudly to the soft music playing from his stereo. As if he knew this was what would end it, that was why he suggested a club near the house for him. He knew she would get drunk in an uncontrollable manner.
By the time he got home, she was asleep and she had stopped singing along on a horrible voice. He got down after parking the car proper and he walked towards her own side of the door and he licked her up like she weighed nothing. She snaked her arms around his neck almost immediately and he chuckle. He made sure the car was properly locked before they went inside and he picked all of her things with his spare hand. He started at her pretty face and he sighed.
He dropped her as soon as they got inside and she refused to remove her hands from his neck. He tried to force it but she wasn't budging and the stares were starting to get uncomfortable and her next words shocked him. Never in one million years had he imagined they would come from her.
'Kiss me Jay, I want to know how good it feels to have your lips pressed against mine." She whispered sultrily and Jordan shook his head to clear the damn thoughts away from them. He had always known that Amelia had feelings for him but tonight just confirmed it. She must have been thinking about it for so long that getting drink tonight just brought out that feeling inside her. He tried to remove her body from his before she would do something they would both regret. She stood on her toes and she pressed her lips again his time, she went harder to and she bit down on his lips gently.
All the self control Jordan had been having flew straight out of the window as he pulled her closer before grinding his body against her. In as uch as this felt terribly wrong, the thrill it gave him was second to none. He wanted to know how it feels to have his best friend under him. He held her throat as random conversation he had had with her or with a group of friends filtered back to his head, Amelia had always been open about her sexual kinks.
He trailed his hands over the slit of her gown and he raised them above her ass before cupping them in a cute manner. He cupped them and he used them to press her closer to his body. He disentangled his mouth from hers and he trailed them down her neck. The soft sighs that escaped her lips kind of gave him the inspiration to continue whatever he was doing to her. She was enjoying so was he, all worries left his head immediately. He got to her shoulder blade and the fabric prevented him from leaving his trail of kisses there so he let go of her ass and he untied her alter neck. He pulled the gown over her head in a very fast manner and her hands found the buckle of his belt. She was fiddling with it as fast as she could and he hurriedly helped her get rid of his own clothes too before he picked her up to put her on the bed.
Maybe because he had been starved for quite a while or because she looked hot as fuck stark naked on the bed, he abandoned his usual culture of licking her legs first and he went straight to the coochie. He spread her lips apart with his mouth and he latched his mouth unto her clitoris. A satisfied sigh escaped her lips and he took that as a clue to continue what he was doing. He sucked the clitoris gently before adding his thumb to the mix. He inserted his tongue in and out of her hurriedly while he pressed his thumb against her clit. She was on the edge of pleasure and he noticed how she was moving fast in the bed. He remembered one time she told them at a game that she was a squirter. He sat up before he started massaging her clit extremely fast and Amelia screamed as the wave of passion hit her, this was a pleasure. She couldn't even bring herself to deny it. She screamed his name as she rose to her climax point and Jordan had to admit that felt good. He was the sole reason she was screaming. It felt so good and Jordan smiled in satisfaction as liquids flew around the room and the main source was where his hands were just present moments ago. He pulled her closer before opening her legs wider for his grand entry. It was time for the main show to start.