Chapter 27) MOMPI's Good Bye

{This chapter is the extents 

version of the chapter 

"Dark secrets of his Possession"

from my second book 

'Sexiest Monster 

and 

His Possession'} 




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Shakti was living with Rudra at his house from two days . And from two days he was not at home but at last he called her but only for work . 




Rudra asked her that he needed a file which were in his cupboard . Shakti huffed at his words as She went into his bedroom and opened the cupboard . 




Shakti found a file and read a few bold letters that were craved on it . She read it 'VIKRANT' .




Shakti gave the file to Rudra's team member who came for the file. 




Shakti was working and then suddenly she remembered that something fell down from Rudra's cupboard when.  She was searching for the file.




Shakti went inside Rudra's bedroom and searched it and then she found an envelope.




That envelope was sealed and Shakti's mind was nagging to open the envelope . 




Shakti remembered how Rudra threatened her not to touch any of his belongings but 'MERE RUDRA'  (MY RUDRA) was written on the envelope and she went against her morals . 




Shakti tore the seal of the envelope and read the letter. Her heart stopped beating as she didn't know how to react because her heart got broken into thousands of pieces . 




This was beyond from her imagination . She sat down on the floor in a thud . Her eyes were empty and mind was blank . 




Shakti forgot for how many hours she were seated at the same place .




It was late in the evening as the darkness was cast in the sky. Rudra entered the house and didn't find her anywhere.




Rudra frowned and moved in his bedroom and found her there, sitting lifelessly. He panicked to see her like this and then his eyes landed on Shakti's hand and the envelope which was laying on the floor.




When his eyes landed on Mompi's letter . He forgot about everything and screamed at Shakti. 




"I told you. I told you not to touch any of my belongings but you . . . " , Rudra was yelling at Shakti as his hands furiously grabbed her arms.




Rudra shook her body and Shakti looked at him as tears welled up in her eyes.




"You have a son" ... ,, Shakti whispered painfully.




Rudra freezes at his spot.




"You have a son named Ansh" ... ,, Shakti spoke again and Rudra was observing her words




"ANSH ! " Son of you and your dead lover" ... , Shakti Murmured softly and tears dropped off from her eyes.




Rudra heard Shakti's words clearly and took a few steps back from her.




"W . Wh. What ?" ... ,, Rudra didn't know what to feel . Rudra didn't understand what to say ..




"Your Mompi gave birth to a baby boy . Your son, named him ANSH" .... ,, Shakti finished her line and gave Mompi's letter to him . 




Rudra took Mompi's letter with trembling hands . His eyes were wavering and tears formed in his eyes . He never read Mompi's letter in all these years but today by mistake Everything revealed Infront of both RUDRA and Shakti.




Rudra read each and every words of Mompi . Tears were streaming down from his eyes . He broke down in front of Shakti . 




Shakti didn't like a bit to see him like this . Rudra's heart ached badly . He put his hands on his chest . He stopped breathing for a few seconds and Shakti came back into her senses when she saw the broken self of him . 




Shakti shook his shoulder to make him aware of the situation but his eyes started to roll and Shakti screamed when she found him losing consciousness . 




Shakti screamed in fear to loose him . She slapped Rudra hardly but nothing worked on him . She again slapped him twice and made him come back in his senses . 




Rudra just stared at Shakti blankly .







•Mompi's last Letter . . . .•




To ,

Mere (My) Rudra 




Before I say My Last Good . . . .




This is not a good bye Mere (My) Rudra .This is a thank you letter for you .You know how much I love you and I know how madly you love me but our stars betray us . 




I know unknowingly, knowingly or intentionally, unintentionally , I have hurted you and now if you are reading this letter of mine then it means I am no longer with you , no more in this world who gave me you but I'm always around you and I will always be with you .




Rudra ! I love You. I love you so much that's it's hurting me now when I'm writing this . . .




Rudra ! Thank you for coming into my life and giving me joy and peace . Thank you for loving me and receiving my love in return . Thank you for the memories you give me . I'll cherish them forever .




I want you to know a lot of things . I want you to know the happiness you gave me . I want you to know how much I have hurted myself when I hide about important things of my life . I want you to know how everything changed when you were gone .




My Love . . You were the one I loved from bottom of my heart and the only one thing that I tried to hold on .




I was not brave enough to say goodbye to you but This Life rewards me with something very precious Rudra . It is a kind of new world to me like new world is saying hello to me .




We have a Son together Rudra . I gave him a name ANSH . Same name we decided together and you made fun of me .




Rudra when you left for your training Everything started to fall apart . My parents caged me in our house in kolkata and tried to marry me off to someone who was very older to me but thanks to D (Porishma) . She helped me and protected me from the every harshness . I lost contact with you and at the same time i got to know that I was pregnant with our love . 




Our love Rudra but doctors dropped a bomb on me that I was or still suffering from Cancer and I have to choose in between them . Our love or My life .




So I chose our love Rudra because it is the symbol of our love . I protected our love Rudra . I become Mother and Now you are a father . 




Hello Daddy Bear ..... :)




He is so small and cute that I fell in love once again when I took  him in my arms . He has same dark black eyes like you . But I have a few more days to live in Rudra . 




I want live Rudra . I want to see you . I want to kiss you . I want to see our son to grow up but I know that , this dreams of mine will never get fulfill .




I'm thirsty for the happiness . .




I'm tired of my illness . .




But I have your love , D's supports and Ansh cuteness and I have nothing to loose more .




So go and meet our Son . I gave the responsibility of my son to D because I know she is the only one who can sacrifice everything for our son . So Rudra please never hate her . She is hurt because I am not well and I'll leave this world anytime .




Rudra remember that I always wanted you to fulfill your dreams that's why I hide about my illness . I made D to hide about my illness from you too . But My disease and My Pregnancy are unexpected to us . My dreams shattered that day when I got to know that I will never be able to see you and our Ansh .




If ever I hurted you by any means then forgive me Rudra . I know you will be thinking that how selfish I'm sounding but Rudra this is life and we can't sulk over the things that are not meant to happen . 




Just remember I love you and will forever love you . We have a son together named Ansh . I gave Ansh to D and she is his mother now so please never think to snatch him away from her . Otherwise I'll become a ghost and hunt you down . So never fight with your Pari . Your Pari loves Our son so much . She is his MAA (mother) now . 




And at last I want you to move on . 




Move On Rudra . . . .




Get Marry and live like a normal Person . If ever you find someone who loves you and accepts you like the way you are then she is the ONE Rudra . 




She is the one who will be forever by your side . So never let her go . 




I'm sorry for not saying Good Bye . .

I'm sorry for hiding about my cancer and Pregnancy . .




But I love you and this is my reasons . . 




Hate me or love me Rudra but remember I am just your past . Part of your life and you can't forever live in shadow of our memories . Just store my love in the small corner of your heart Rudra because I am not in your destiny just like you aren't in my fate .




I love You and Ansh both equally but I'm dieing and don't have even time to say goodbye .




So thank you my love 




And Good Bye 




Yours ,

Rudra ki Rassogulle . . . .




Your Mompi 







•End Of The letter• 




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