Chapter 29) Rages Of BROKEN HEARTS

{At Porishma's House, Delhi} 




When Porishma came back from NY with Davis . Rudra , Arjun and Neil were already there . Rudra was staring at ANSH with his mixed feelings..




And at this moment Porishma knew that she lost Rudra for forever. He would never forgive her for the betrayal. 




It wasn't a betrayal for her but it was for Rudra because Porishma hid the fact of Ansh . She did it because she knew that Rudra got married but she didn't know that Marriage never happened . 




Why ? Because Shakti went to help her friend but Porishma was unknown by this fact .




When Asha ji saw Porishma, she immediately took Ansh back to his room.







PORISHMA POV :-




"RUDRA" ... ,, I whispered his name but his eyes were empty 




Neil and Arjun were here present at my house witnessing the betrayal of a friend




"Pari ! ... ,, Rudra said sadly my name  And i felt my heart freeze at his broken self




"Why ? Why did you do this to me Pari ? I was your friend" .. ,, Rudra's voice cracked




"I never hide anything from you . I share every mistake , fault , pain , tears , smile and happiness to you" ... ,, His voice cracked and eyes were red and Now my heart was pinching by his every words.




I'm crying at the end of our friendship.

Images of our happy friendship were running infront of me..




I always bossing around him. And Rudra Loved this side of mine.







End Of POV:-







(From here , Rudra and Porishma's conversation might confused you but they were talking about each other . This conversation happened between two friends that's no mentioning of Mompi anywhere in the conversation . This is my writing style which made you think differently).




"Pari !" ... ,, Rudra screamed at her and Her thoughts broken .




Rudra was broken because of her . Porishma was cursing herself . She thought herself as the culprit here but now after so many years . She couldn't afford to loose her sanity. Her heart and her sanity was her baby.




Her Son !!




Her Ansh !!




How can he managed to get found the information about him. Hahaha how can I forgot that He is a police officer Rudra Singh Rathore and gets what's he wants. He fulfilled his desires and now his eyes on my Son..  ,, Porishma thought




(Porishma didn't knew that Mompi disclose about Ansh in her last letter)




I lost my friend today. I broke the promise i made to my friend. I'm a Monster here.. I can't cry . His eyes held anger , pain and betrayal. I betrayed him and our friendship. He looks devastated by the end of this.... ,, Porishma mind was full of unexpected thoughts




"Why were you ignoring me from last seven years Pari ??" ... ,, Rudra asked and Porishma stood numbly infront all of them.




"Why did you hide him from me ?" ... ,, This was Rudra's second question




"We Were friends Pari. Why didn't you tell me about ANSH?" .... ,, Rudra's third question to Porishma 




"You are bad !! A bad friend" ... ,, Rudra accused her and his accusations were not all correct but Rudra was hurt too . 




Porishma's tears blocked her all senses . She was only staring at Rudra .




"Rudra !!" ... ,, Arjun interfered but Rudra showed his hands to stop Arjun.




"Rudra! just tell us why you are behaving like a mad man" ... ,, Neil said and huffed . He loved Rudra and Porishma equally but Neil was unaware of their strong friendship they shared long back.




"Neil ! Don't interfere in our matter" ... ,, Rudra screamed at Neil 




"She became your sister when she joined your company but she was my most trusted friend from the time she came to Delhi" .... ,, Rudra said and both Arjun and Neil looked at Porishma who was crying. 




"Tell Pari ? I'm right or wrong"... ? Rudra again asked her




"Ye. yess !!" ... ,, Porishma accepted it.




All of them stood there shockingly and their eyes were wide. Davis face was the Most shocking among them.




"I loved You Pari !" .. , Rudra said as a brother and tears were running down from his eyes too . 




Porishma sobbed as She said truly from my heart but he shook his head negatively, "I. .. i l. Lo.. love you too"




Their fate played with them. 




"Rudra please" .... ,, Porishma pleaded




"No ! You never loved me Pari otherwise you never hide the important information from me" ... ,, Rudra spoke as His voice cracked again he felt pain his chest 




"Rudra !! You were busy with your girlfriend and you didn't have time for me and my problems" ... ,, Porishma said and Rudra started laughing crazily and fell down on the floor




"Oh really !! Simply say Pari when i wasn't there with you when you needed me. Your exams , your pain , your tears. i openly accepted you. never commented on your past" ... ,, Rudra said and it was the truth. 




Rudra was there with Porishma whenever she needed him that was why Porishma wanted Mompi to disclose that time but Mompi were right on her point too .




"I always did my best to make you smile whenever I saw you sad" .. ,, Rudra said as he rubbed his chest 




I hate You Pari !! ... ,, Rudra screamed and Davis stood in front of Porishma to support him.




"No please !! Don't say this"... ,, Porishma pleaded guilty to him.




"You are a heartless woman" ... ,, Rudra said and his words stings badly to her




"Listen Rudra !! After your training i tried to contact you but I got to know about your wedding and that you went to Rajasthan i thought to not disclose this to you otherwise your marriage and family will suffer from the information" .... ,, Porishma tried to made him understand 




"What's going on ? Just simply tell us dammit !" ... ,, Neil yelled at this time.




"You don't want me to meet Ansh . You never tried to explain the situation. You always makes excuses to stay away from me . I gave you so many years to come forward and tell me about your problems but you never did . I always found your behaviour strange because my Pari was not selfish" . ... ,, Rudra said and his words were correct too . 




In these years, Porishma hid ANSH from Rudra but she had her own reason too.




"My Pari was strong , beautiful and brave but seeing you always planning and plotting to ignore me crushed my heart Pari" .. ,, Rudra yelled at her




"You lost your Pari that day when you went for your exams and training. RUDRA !" ... ,, Porishma said loudly this time and Rudra smiled knowingly at her




"You're a bad liar" .. ,, Rudra said sadly




"It's True . Rudra ! Because if i ever told you that I was in the middle of crises . You never left me. My one decision would ruin your future and i did what i thought was best for all of us" ... ,, Porishma said as she was hinting at the situation she faced after the death of Mompi . 




How she handled newly born baby Ansh . Ansh was only one month old when Mompi died .




Porishma moved towards him . She clutched his face with my both hands. He hugged her tightly and hide his face in her neck.




"I'm sorry !!

I'm sorry for everything !!

I'm sorry for not telling you !!

I'm sorry for not informing you about Ansh" .... ,, Porishma was continuously telling him but Rudra pushed her away from his body 




"You think you'll hide this from me forever Ms. Das !" ... ,, Rudra taunted me 




"Ms . Das ? Not Pari !" ...  , Porishma thought because This was bad because Rudra had a possesive and obsessive personality . Rudra was not in his self. She was scared for him.




"I'm a Police Officer RUDRA SINGH RATHORE !" ... ,, Rudra said and an evil smile appered on his face




"RUDRA ??" ... ,, Porishma suddenly felt strange because of his sudden change of behaviour




"Just tell me one thing !! Will you ?"... ,, Rudra asked and she nodded her head




"He is Mine Right ?" ... ,, Rudra asked and Porishma trembling at his assumptions




"He is My Son right Ms. Das ?" ... ,, Rudra yelled at her and Neil covered Porishma from Rudra's hell HADES angry self . ARJUN held Rudra to stop him from coming near her.




"ANSH IS MINE !" ... ,, Rudra was talking to himself




YES !! Yessss !! Yesss !! He is your Son. Ansh is your son. You are Ansh's biological father" ... , Porishma screamed at Rudra and fainted after that.




Rudra behaved like this or talked like this because of the pain and loneliness he felt in these all years because of Porishma . 




That was why Rudra thought to made her the taste of same medicine she used at him . Rudra didn't reveal that he read Mompi's letter and he got to know about Ansh from the letter and mostly Rudra was testing Davis too because of Ansh . 




Ansh had confidence in DAVIS and Rudra didn't want to Crush that confidence of his son so he talked like this and Porishma admitted that Ansh was his son . 




Rudra created a small misunderstanding in Davis mind and made him think that Ansh was Rudra's and Porishma's son . 







RUDRA POV :-




Now seeing her like this I had a strong feeling to cocon her in my arms and protect her from whatever is troubling her. She fainted after telling us that Ansh is my Son...




My heart is hurting too much . My whole body , my senses is in pain.




I trusted her most and what i got a cruel betrayal...




I'll show you Pari ... My other side of mine which is always hiden from you..




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Thank you 




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