Chapter 12 The "kind" maid

The woman standing in front of me was so sexy, I could tell she was wearing Luna's clothes, but I didn't care.
She has red hair with a pearl headdress that shines in the sunlight, and her eyes are dark, a very rare color, at least in the red night clan.
She has a hot body, with a front and back, and Luna's gown shows off her beauty well.
"Are you waiting for me?" I asked.
"Yes, dear Lord Luna." Her voice was so delicate that I thought a man's heart would not be able to bear it.
"Luna, I am the maid that Alpha brought back from the White night clan, please don't be angry, I just don't have any clothes to wear, and it was only Alpha William who let me wear your gown."
Although I should have thought that this woman should be related to William, I heard her say it personally, but my heart is still very hard.
"Did you come to see me about something?"
"Lord Luna."
"You don't have to be so formal, just call me Gina." I didn't like that she kept calling me Luna a title I hadn't gotten used to.
"Yes, Miss Gina, you are an enlightened Luna! May I talk to you for a moment? Let's say we enter your room."
I was a little anxious to get out the door, but my duty as Luna told me that I needed to accept her request and listen to what she had to say.
"Okay, come with me!" I led her into my room and invited her to sit down.
Her eyes were dark, like an abyss. I didn't like her eyes because they gave me a deep, unreadable feeling.
"Miss Gina, please forgive me for coming straight to you without an invitation."
"It's okay, I don't have anything to go on right now, what do you have to say to me?"
"Yes, Miss Gina, as I said earlier, I am a gift brought back by the King from the White night clan, my name is Ambow and I am now living in the King's mansion."
I felt a pinprick in my heart, it hurt! Why did William let her live in his mansion? William never invited me into his mansion.
"King was gentle, he took good care of me, he would consider my feelings and let me stay by his side to take care of him. Because he thought I would feel lonely since I had just come to the Red night clan and only knew him alone. I think King can take care of me so carefully, it must be Gina who taught him that."
I already felt my breathing become confused. It turned out that William was such a caring person who would take care of other people's feelings, he turned out to be such a gentle person, but would not treat me like this.
"Last night, I saw that King did not accompany Miss Gina to spend your important first night together, and I thought that there must be a conflict between you, and I was afraid that because of my presence, a crack would appear in your otherwise very good relationship, so I purposely came to apologize to Miss Gina."
Now I finally understand that William was not at the Golden Hall last night because he was in a hurry to get back to his mansion to find this woman, and they were together last night!
Our relationship wasn't quite as good as she said it would be.
I feel like I'm suffocating, my heart is like a million needles at the same time as the unbearable stabbing pain, I cover my chest, I feel my head also begin to dizziness.
"What's wrong with you?" Amber asked me as she came up to me, and I saw a red mark on her exposed breast, and my brain felt as painful as if I had been struck by lightning.
Could this be the imprint left by their mating! I felt like I was thinking too crazy, but everything that happened made me think that William had betrayed me?
I pushed Ambow's hand away and said softly, "It's okay, go ahead, I just didn't eat breakfast and I'm a little dizzy."
"Miss Gina, please take care of your health! You still have to breed princes for the king!"
"Thank you, you're a nice person." Even though I didn't want to say that, being Luna I had to say it.
"Miss Gina, let me cook for you! King has told me how I should cook, he is always so attentive, in White night clan I was always served by others, after I came here it was King who taught me how to do these tasks, please, believe me, I can do it well!"
My mouth was as bitter as if I had eaten a gall bladder, and my stomach kept churning upwards with acid because I hadn't eaten in a long time. I felt like I was going to throw up!
"No, it seems like William is good to you, and of course, you deserve it because you are so beautiful and want to be owned!" I didn't have the strength to speak anymore, I looked at her beautiful face and just felt like the ugliest woman in the world, not worthy of what I have now!
"Miss Gina, you are truly in tune with the King's heart! The King told me the same thing last night! I didn't expect you to have the same opinion! It makes me feel shy!" Amber covered her eyes, and her look was so compassionate.
"That's great! It looks like William likes you too!"
"Oh! Goodness, Miss Gina! Please, you mustn't say that the King is supposed to like you the most! Even if he had expressed his love for me, it would certainly be no more than a millionth of the love he has for you! You'll make the king angry if you say that!"
Ambow's worried eyes, like really care about William's feelings, I feel like an outsider now, and the two of them are the couple in love.
"It's okay, didn't you say that William is a very nice guy, I don't think he'll be sad just because of that, and besides, any man who sees your face should be able to forgive you!"
Amber held my hand in excitement, "God! You are a good Luna! I am really happy that you can say that! It must be a blessing for the people of the Red night clan to have a Luna like you!"
I could feel her hands were soft and a little cold. The image of William and her lying in a bed together appeared in my brain. Did she hold William's hands like that? No! It could have been somewhere else!
I felt so hard on my heart, just now I was worried about William's safety and I was thinking about what I should do to help him, but his heart was long gone from me! On the night of our wedding, he was making out with another woman.
What should I do? How do I wish God could tell me what to do next?
"Miss Gina, what's wrong with you?"
"It's okay, I know everything you said, do you have anything else?" I didn't want to hear any more stories about them.
"Yes, Miss Gina, I have one more thing, I wanted to come and see the garden here, just now the king himself came here and picked a bunch of roses and gave them to me, I wanted to respond to him in the same way, although he told me that this fight might take some time, I wanted to pick some flowers and put them in his study and wait for his return, that would be my way of repaying him, don't you think so, Miss Gina?"
"Yes." The garden where we met, and William told her without reservation, I could already conclude that they must have spent last night together and exchanged everything about each other.
"But, Miss Gina, that is the king's garden, no one is allowed to go in without his permission, can you ......"
I knew what she wanted to say, "Sure! Here's my token, go ahead and pick it!" I don't think I have the power to stop her anymore, even if William were here, he would have allowed her into the garden without hesitation!
After she left, my tears were out of my control and flowing, my brain was foggy and even my consciousness started to become blurry, I felt like a clown, a clown who came to make others laugh!
My existence only brings trouble, hindrance, and pain to others, should I not exist?
I saw the scissors on the table and a terrible thought came to my mind if I die, will I be able to make others happy?
But what about my sister? She must be in great pain! Her greatest hope is to see me get happy, she likes to see me smile, and I can't let her suffer because of me.
I want to continue to live, even if it is for the sake of my sister, to be abolished in the future, can live with my sister, I have to live strong!
I put the scissors in the drawer, dried the tears on my face, closed the door, and walked out of the golden hall.
I passed by the garden gate and didn't see Ambow, so I guess she went into the garden!
I departed from the Golden Hall and went back to my sister's house because it had all my belongings.
My sister wasn't back yet, she was at Mrs. Mary's house, so I gathered up my things, disguised myself, and saw what was happening outside.
I was walking on the road to the barracks with hardly any people around. Nearing the barracks, I could hear loud voices ahead of me, the sound of troops lining up, and the sound of slogans.
What should I do as Luna when the war comes?
I stood not far from the barracks and saw that the Red night clan army had marched to the south, the soldiers all turned into wolves, howling and running forward, the dust stirred up behind them flying in the sky, blurring my vision somewhat.
The scene was so shocking that I clenched my fist in excitement!
Behind the wolves were hundreds of large wagons, half of which held many bags of food, clothes, and tents, while the other half held cannons, machine guns, and bombs.
I didn't see William, I think he would have led some of the soldiers as the vanguard to go ahead.
I want to do something for this war, yesterday I happened to hear the maid say that the elder Lord Jason is looking for military experts, I remembered that when I was studying abroad, I was very interested in military knowledge and achieved very good grades, I decided to go to Jason!