Chapter 56 Never Leave Me Again

I need to stop for one moment and take a step back, for beyond all the craziness that fill our lives, I need to allow myself to remember what drives. What makes this all worthwhile is the beauty that stands in front of me. Should I not have had her presence in my life, I would not have had the sheer willpower to take the impossible on.
To have beauty in your life is easy, but to have the beauty of the woman that you love and the one that loves you in return is the greatest gift that one can experience. I can, with all honesty, say that there is no doubt that she completes my life. To be lonely for eternity can be seen as a life sentence, but having what you crave, is the greatest blessing.
I have never been more assured to have chosen her to be mine for life. I promise her my deepest love, my fullest devotion, my tenderest care through the pressures of the present and the uncertainties of the future. I commit myself to love her. I know that our love is heaven sent, and I promise that I shall be there forever and always. My heart will be her shelter, and my arms will be her home.
She does not only live in her own body; she lives in mine too. We are part of each other; we are one. I hear her footsteps in the passageways of my heart. Her voice echoes through my veins. I can see her face in the mirrors of my memories. She has engraved herself deep into my soul. She will forever be a part of me.
Who would have guessed that I would find her in the last rays of the daylight? That she would look up and smile at me, that she stopped me from running away. Where would I have been if she did not ask me to come back and stay, and I stayed long enough to have her in my arms.
What she brings to my life lay like the beautiful colors of a perfect autumn in my soul. She has made me change in so many ways; I lived with myself for so long that I did not know that I could be a better man. But yet she excepted me the way I was; it scared me that she gave up everything to be with a man like me. She took my loneliness away and vowed herself to spend eternity with me. I pray every day that I shall be good enough for the woman that loves me unconditionally.
The woman that is staring at me with that beautiful smile is the love of my life.
"You are not going anywhere Trinity."
"Colton, just let me leave."
"Can you stop running away from me, can you stop running away from yourself?'
"There will always be something, and dare I say, someone come between us."
"Yes, and let they try, because together we are stronger. You cannot keep on running when things don't go your way. I am not being mean, but princess, you need to be stronger."
"I don't know how to be when all my life I was brought down."
"Well, now you are with me, and I am not letting you bring yourself down."
She only but chuckles at me, then she reaches over to me, and her hand slides around the back of my neck. I lower my head to hers, and our lips touch.
At first, my lips are gentle, exquisitely careful, as if I fear bruising her. She moans at the back of her throat, begging for more; my mouth settles more firmly on hers. The taste of her, her intimate flavor affects me like a drug; I kiss her more aggressively, hunting for the deepest, sweetest taste of her. The tip of her tongue slides through my lips in silken exploration. I am stroking the slick insides of her cheeks, slow and insistent. She has never kissed me like this, feeding her rising passion. I hold her tightly and lock her full body against me.
I consume her mouth with patient hunger. Her hands flutter to the sides of my face, stroking the bristle of my cheeks and jaw. I make a quiet moan in my throat. Suddenly she takes hold of my shoulders and eased her way into my body. I gently hold her, still ignoring her whimpering protest. Her gaze is locked with mine for a moment. The stillness is broken by our panting breaths. I want to possess every inch of her body and every flicker of her soul.
"Come, we are going to unpack that back. You are not going anywhere. You hear me. I fucking love you, do you understand that?"
And right behind her, I am, and does she sway those hips. She is swaying them on purpose, and the only purpose is to make me weak. So I grind on my teeth as I growl under my voice. Then she looks over her shoulder and smiles seductively.
As we step into the room, we come to a stop at the foot of the bed. As I turn to her, those deep brown eyes tell me so many stories, but what they tell the most is that she wants me just as much as I need her.
As she starts to speak, I softly press my finger against her soft velvety lips.
"Ssshhh, Trinity."
But then I add...
"Unless if you want me to stop."
She answers by loosening the buttons of my shirt slowly one by one; I watch as her hands are slightly trembling. I take her hand to stop it from shaking and let my lips seek hers instead; it is all she needs to take that edge off her nervousness.
In no time, she has me bare in front of her; she runs her fingers over the lines of my muscled chest. It sends ripples of pleasure to every corner of my body. Then she slowly pulls my shirt off over my shoulders.
I scrunch her dress together; it finds its way over her head and into a pile next to my shirt. With very skillful fingers, I undo her bra and toss it to the side. I take that skimpy little panties and wiggle it over her that tight bum that she was swaying so freely.
Then I push her body back onto the bed and watch how she sinks into the soft satin sheets. But wait, she is still wearing those red stilettos. I take her legs and run my fingers down her inner thigh very slowly; I drag them over her calves painfully long, and finally, Islip them off. Then I crawl up her body like a hungry animal.
I slowly lower my body on top of hers, and it only takes one word.
"Please, Colton."
I settle my body between her thighs. I wrap my arms around her back. She squeals as I swing her onto my lap. In one brutal thrust, I sit her down on my length, filling her so suddenly she cries out in shock. My hands roam over her back and bottom, on her breasts, rubbing against her nipples. She is everywhere as I pull her back up then slam her down again. She is flying and spinning as I do it over and over. Waves of pleasure roll over me. My fingers dig into her shoulders, holding her down, filling her completely.
I lower my mouth to her neck; my teeth scrape lightly against her skin...she moans...I kiss my way down her back. Her hands grab onto my head as she throws her body back into me.
Suddenly, I stand up straight; I grab her under her knees and raise her hips for deeper access. My thrusts are ruthless now as I slam into her over and over. Our bodies slap together. My cries grow louder, more desperate, as the pleasure mounts. I am on fire and ache for release.
I stop. She whimpers. I flip her over, positioning her on her hands and knees in the middle of the bed. My light fingers trace a path down her spine, and she shivers. Then I plunge into her; I steady her as I grip her by the hips.
I remain still for a moment, filling her with my length until she wiggles against me, urging me to do it again. I wrap her long hair around my fist and gently tug her head back. She follows my lead, rising to her knees to meet my mouth in a firm kiss.
Finally, I release her, and she places her hands back on the bed. I slam into her so hard she falls forward onto her elbows. I go to do it again, this time grunting with the force of it. It has never felt so good, so erotic, so raw.
Pressure builds within me; muscles are turning to jelly; pleasure is singing through my veins. I cannot take it anymore. I am going to shatter into a million pieces. I am so overwhelmed; my heart and soul are about to be ripped wide open. I cannot handle it anymore.
"Princess, I cannot hold it any longer."
"Let go, Colton."
She throws her head back as she trembles in orgasm. Her heart stops, and her body burns, releasing that ecstasy that her body was yearning.
And I am right behind her. I feel my erection grow larger and harder. I feel as if I am about to burst wide open. All it takes is one fierce drive, and I am over the edge. With one hoarse groan, I find my release.
As I fall next to her on the bed, I cannot help but be taken aback at the raw, animalistic moment that we just shared.
Then she slowly gets up and makes her way so elegantly into the bathroom.
Then I call after, "Don't you ever leave me again."
"Well, if you are going to do that every time I do, then I will do it over and over again."
She might never realize it, but she gave me the biggest gift that anyone can give...hope...Hope for a future with a woman I know I will dearly love. Yes, our road ahead is going to be very bumpy, but alongside it can be overcome. I just want to spend every minute I can with her locked in my arms where she belongs.
It is like a breath of fresh air has blown through our lives. We are finding each other in so many other ways. I take her face between my hands and look beyond her blue eyes; what lies there is what I am feeling deep in my heart. I have never been so certain about anything in my life before.
"Princess."
"Yes, Colton."
"We need to talk about what is going to happen now."