Chapter Forty-two

Chapter Forty-two

Luckily, Joanna isn't here yet. So, I took the chance to do my shower here, I'll do it as fast as I could I don't want my wife, to freak out when she sees me walking around on my office naked – but that's it! What the f uck is she doing here?! And he actually went inside the office and went to my bathroom. We both screamed in shock, as I was surprised by Joanna's sudden appearance, I couldn't cover it because it should have been covered.
"Don't look!" I even tried to warn her but too late.
"Ayy! Too bad!" He even jumped and then quickly left my office. I didn't do anything other than rub my forehead and then continued to shower. D the!
Days went by so fast that the next thing I knew, my wife found a new friend, not just a friend but a guy friend and its f ucking annoying. The moment I had found out that she is being with that nobody guy I wanted to fire him, they had lunch together and it's annoying as f uck! I need to f uck to something about it! It's obvious that the guy fucking likes him and is trying to hit on her!
This Lenita is still coming. I don't know what the f uck is she up to but I don't give a d amn right now. All my concern is Joanna and that a sshole hitting on her. I even found out that he asked her to go with him on the company outing.
"Breaking up?!" Lenita asked me hysterically. One night when I asked her out for dinner. "You are never ever going to break up with me Justin! Never! We are never going to break up!" She shouted at me. I just looked at her while she slowly went herself crazy. Geez!
It's good and here I am in the VIP longue making our dinner reservation. So no one can hear her screaming or else this would be a very embarrassing moment for us.
"Breaking up?!" Lenita asked me hysterically. One night when I asked her out for dinner. "You are never ever going to break up with me Justin! Never! We are never going to break up!" He still yelled at me. I just looked at her while she slowly went herself crazy. Geez!
It's good and here I am in the VIP longue making our dinner reservation. So no one can hear her screaming or else this would be a very embarrassing moment for us. I sighed and waited for her to calm down but she doesn't really want to shut her f ucking mouth that makes me start to get annoyed.
"Letting you hire a new secretary was already a mistake! At first, but I let it go because I trusted you, but with so many things that can be done Let your flirty ex apply –" Lenita was not able to finish her sentence when I stood up and wiped all the things on our table. Most of them fell on the ground with a broken sound of the glasses and plates.
Lenita was stunned by what I did and she was not able to even utter a single word. I held her right wrist and held it tight as I looked straight at her eyes.
"Don't you. Don't you dare call my wife names. The next time I hear you call her like that I won't f ucking hold back, Lenita. I swear." And then I violently let go of his hand. He grabbed the chair he was sitting on earlier and then looked at me in disbelief.
"A-after all the things that I did for you and your family! This is what I'll get in return! D amn Justin! I f ucking love you so much! I gave everything to you only you refused deny!" Well that's correct I even lost count on how many times she offered herself to me but I always said no.
"I let you go and tried to tell you in my mind that it's okay, that's okay Leni, maybe it's because he's not ready yet! I also tried to make you believe that you're not really married to that girl! That you're just messing up with me. I also always tell myself that, in the long time we spend together, for sure, you will learn to love me too! Justin for f ucking seven years, we're okay! So what is it?! Joanna just came back into your life, you forgot me like that?!"
"That was your choice." I answered him emphatically. And then I walked out of the VIP lounge but before I could get out completely, I stopped walking when Lenita hugged me from behind. This time I can hear her snobs as her hug became tighter.
"Lenita let go of me." I told him strongly but he didn't listen to me, he just tightened it even more he hugged me.
"No! No! No! I love you so much Justin! Why can't you just love me back? Don't you notice that Joanna doesn't care about you! She saw me kiss you before ni-she didn't even do anything right? ! You see, she's a girl and I, I know what she feels and it's obvious that she doesn't give a d amn about you anymore! So let her go, I'm here! I love you so much, please. Please I'm Justin I'll help you forget about her! I am good in bed just let me prove it to you, please! Please! I'll do whatever you want."
"Enough!" I firmly answered him and then I completely loosened his hug from me. I faced him and firmly held both of his news. It's not just his nose that's red from crying, it's almost his entire face.
And I am feeling sorry for her. I'm not numb to not feel his love for me but I choose to ignore it. Because I already belong to someone else, to my wife and that is Joanna.
"I'm sorry. I never want this to happen, I never want to see you cry because of me. I care for you Lenita –" She cut me off.
"Then choose me!" He told me that caused me to shake my head.
"I care for you because I treat you as my friend but not enough for me to choose you, to stay by your side because Leni my wife needs me more than you do. I left her without even saying without a word and I regret it so d amn much. I am thankful, really for all the help you and yours family had done to us but that is not enough to turn my back on my wife and be with you. I like you Leni, as my friend as a person. You we're nothing but nice to me all those years but I love my wife so d amn much. I am sorry for giving you false hope, seeing you hurt was never my intention. You had loved the wrong person..." And then I pointed to myself.
"so d amn much and I am the wrong person. I am sure as hell that once you had met the right person you will love him more than you had love me, just wait for the right time and right person, that will come for you. I'm sorry, I hope we can still be friends after all of this." And then I left him.
"Do you always keep on hanging out with Dustin?" Annoyed to ask Joanna when we finally got inside the suite. I thought we're doing okay, we had dinner together and it was awkward at first but as we get along the bond that we had before little by little is going back.
I am sure as hell that she also is comfortable being with me. Oh my! I didn't know that pretending to be inquired is the only easy solution for her to go home with me. I am so fucking him. I feel like we are really back together for real even though we haven't really been able to talk properly. She let me make love with her over and over again and my happiness is really overflowing.
Now, I am really one hundred d amn for sure that I am the only man in her life but I'm really curious about Terrance, on what they had but I guess this is not the right time to talk about it. Maybe some other time.
"I love you wife." I whispered to him and then I kissed him on the forehead and rested his head on one of my arms and then I leaned over to hug my other arm around his waist and then went to sleep.
He pouted and I really had to gather all my strength just to not completely cross the distance between our faces to kiss him.
"First you always want to have lunch with him and you even want me to join you. You really know how to make me jealous huh?" I asked him more and then I bit my lower lip.
Joanna's successive swallows while staring at my lips did not escape my sight. Now, I can't help but to smile. We were enveloped in silence for a few minutes until he broke the silence.