GO TO HELL!

Bahm











Kris entered the bathroom in our lounge room. It was located down the hall from his room and we were eating green baby mangoes with a thick, spicy, and sweet dip. His stomach got upset from the Thai peppers and he stormed off to the bathroom.





I laid on the floor, listening to him grunting his shit away, but then I tuned him out, listening to my mother aways on her side of the castle and then to the outside, where maids tended to the yard and farm.





My mind focused on not paying any attention to you know who, and what was going on around them. I couldn't break this focus for I might explode and I didn't want anyone to get hurt anymore. Especially Kris.





He was taking abnormally long, and I could hear his fingers tapping away on his phone. My ears have already travelled all throughout my Kingdom by now. Tasting and smelling all the different aromas and magics being used down in The Kingdom of Ghabaàr. Using my abilities not to its fullest extent.



My heart begins to feel bubbly, but then it disappears quickly. I close my eyes ignoring the unwanted feelings that I wished I wouldn't feel today. If I could get myself off the sofa I'd figure out a spell to numb myself, but I couldn't even think.




Ashamed of myself, I kept convincing my mind to not explore passed The realm of Vampari. No matter what I felt in my bond to Hunnie.





Not once has she thought about me, and I gave up using that ability to infiltrate her thoughts where they were only filled of Anna, The Vampari people and sometimes Kris.





Never me.







"Hey. You ok out there?" Kris comes into our link while still in the bathroom.







"Yeah.." I say, sinking lower into the sofa and crossing my hands over my chest.





"Just checking on you."





I sigh, sitting fully straight up and wiping my face.




"I wonder how he's doing." An extremely faint and quiet voice is quickly heard in my head.





"What?"





"Huh?.."







"Did you say something?" I asked Kris and looking towards the direction of the bathroom. He was just a few steps away and I could hear him well, why did he sound far like that?





"No I didn't. Can you just leave until I'm done. I'll be here for a while. Those peppers fùcked me up good."
He says and the room was actually starting to stink now that I sniffed.





I teleport outside by my lake, walking towards the gazebo. The faint voice is heard again on my way there. This time it sounds clear and I can hear a feminine tone behind a bunch of static.





It sounds like Hunnie...





I shook my head, she wasn't worthy of my thoughts and imagination. I felt Aldrerix pressing the surface and demanding to have a conversation with me.





"Bahm...are we sure we will let her go like this?"





"Yes Rix. She's made up her mind and the right thing to do, would be letting her go free since I keep hurting her."





"But...but...she still loves us." He groans and it sends an ache to my chest. I had to let her go, I actually wasn't sure what to do but just let her make her own decisions.







"You've always been making decisions based on your anger. Use our heart this time. I'm not quite ready to let her go just yet. We lovs ha." Aldrerix continues.





I hate him in this moment. How could he say something at the last minute. They were already married by now I was sure. I didn't dare to go listen and eaves drop on all the happiness she was having and sharing without me! He angered me now!





"Rix...please stop."





"Bahm...I truly believe she's the one for us. She might even be able to bear our children with her dark magic blood and-"





"RIX QUIET!"



I roar out loud, scaring the birds to fly amok from the trees across the lake.





His words were upsetting to me. So upsetting tears were involuntarily falling from my eyes.





My ears and nose began wondering on it's own all the way to The Vampire realm! I tried taking control away from Aldrerix, but he was fighting for dominance.





The smell of Hunnie seemed stronger right now. I could sense how nervous she was, but then I could also smell the doubt in her heart.





"I'm scared. I don't know what to do..." Her voice floods my thoughts again. Aldrerix and I jump up quickly and suddenly we were pushing ourselves through the vampire realm!





My face and hand burning as we slid through. We sensed a change in Hunnie's heart, which only means I might still have a chance!





With my skin and insides scalding, I couldn't use my abilities as it didn't work under the demon barrier so I ran to the back of the castle clutching my body. The front yard was completely empty and so was the side. I was sure someone must've sensed my presence by now!





As soon as I turned the corner to the backyard, beams of magic and tables came flying my way. I blocked what I could, but without my magic I couldn't dodge them all.





Magical letterings began coming full speed at my face, cutting my flesh and scratching my skin.



I roared after seeing my blood oozing out of my wounds, causing me to fall to my knees. My eyes scan the area and everyone pauses their assault. My eyes finally land on Hunnie. I cough up blood as I struggle to get to my feet. My body brutalized from the inside and it pained more than outside of my body.





I could feel I didn't have much time left and if I died here under this demon barrier...then I'd die forever since I couldn't regenerate.





"Hunnie..." I groaned, making my way up the hill to her.





She was only a few feet away from me but it felt like miles before I could reach her.



The guards in my way had their spears pointed at me, almost stabbing me with the long, pointy thing! I ignored them and pushed it all side. With my sizzling flesh I managed to get up the hill with all eyes on me.





"What's he doing here?" Hunnie says over to Anna. "What does he want?"





"I don't know, but it can't be good."





"He's not fighting back!" I also heard many vampires around me whispering to one another. My hearing was still slightly enhanced.





"Hunnie...please." I begged, finally in her view.





"Bahm you aren't welcomed here. You should leave now before you die!" Anna hisses, but I didn't care to listen. As long as Hunnie knew I'd always love her and only her, then I didn't care to die as long as she knew.





My hands were all covered in abrasions and scratches from the attack the witches did on me and I was losing energy slowly.





"What do you want Bahm?!" Hunnie's voice is heard angrily, but her eyes searches through me.





I stood straight, getting my eyes to look at her through all the smoke leaving my face. I should have worn a mask because the burning of my own flesh was stinging my eyes.







"Hunnie please. I want to talk to you."





"You've had plenty of chances to speak with me Bahm, and instead you yell, assault me, so now, please leave." Her voice croaks at the end.





I was so very apologetic to her. How could I allow myself to explode on her all those times? My mate, my precious Hunnie?





"Your Highness, please listen to the women!" King Fehdrik says down the hill and behind his people. I look at him and back to Hunnie. Her heart was racing and she was holding onto Anna's hand.





I lowered my head again, feeling defeated.





"Hunnie. I know I fùcked up...bad, but I do love you....so much...and...and I want to know what can I do... to have you back?"





"Tsk!" Anna sucks her teeth and the vampires at the bottom of the hill murmur about me.





"GO TO HELL BAHM! You wait until MY WEDDING DAY to barge in and scare these beings have to death—"





"B-But I didn't attack them..."





"IT DOESN'T MATTER BAHM! You can go to Hell for all I care!"





My chest pinged, burning at her words.





"Is that what'll show you that I want you and only you?" The words flew out like daggers to a corpse.





"BAHM ENOUGH! Don't put things in her heart when you would never even do such a thing like that again!" Anna hisses and stands in front of Hunnie.





"I'll do....I'll do whatever she wants me to. If she wants me to go to hell and back, then I'll go. As long as I know I can be her mate when I return."

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