Accept Under These Condions, and NOW!

hunnie









"YOUR MATE?!!!"



I charged towards the stupid woman as she just stands there in her robe. She covers her face and just as I'm about to strike her, I feel Bahm lift me off my feet.







"HUNNIE!" He yells constricting my body in his arms.





"Remember, not accepting the bond will result in both of your deaths!" He raises his voice again.





"BAHM!! NOOO!" I yell back at him. How could he ever think that I would ever accept this other woman! Accept what he has done!





"Azalea sweetie, leave us for the night."





"Yes My Lord." she bows over to him and makes her way towards the doors being opened for her from the outside,



Bahm lifts me back into the air and throws me onto the bed. My neck catching whiplash. He angrily climbs over me, while my body pumps me of adrenaline.





"I told you! I'll figure it out Hunnie! YOU CANNOT, go around attacking people!! You are much more stronger than she is!" He talks to me angrily through his teeth. I struggle under his grip and I send him daggers.







"YOU ARE MINE!" I snarl back at him, squirming my body under his.







He stares at me struggling under his grip for a few moment, making me feel crazy, until he brings his head to my mark, biting down on the flesh hard enough to make me cry, paralyzing my body. I scream under his teeth and he lets me go, licking the area and soothing the stinging I felt.





"I know I am yours Hunnie. You are mine too!" He lifts his head to look at my tearful face, then returns to lap away at my mark again.





He parts my leg open with his, and I feel one of his hands coming down to fumble with his shorts before the tip of his shaft is rubbing by my entrance. I lay there dazed, he thrusts inside of me and sucks on my bottom lip. My eyes move over to his, my body bouncing from the rough intrusion he was giving me.





"I love you Hunnie." He lets my bottom lip go, but only comes back down to lick away at my face like an animal.





"I really do...just trust me.." His roughness turned into something soft, as his rocking hips moved to such a slow rhythm. It felt soothingly nice...too nice I remembered my eyelids becoming heavy before I woke the next morning.





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I woke up in Bahm's chambers alone. Luisi and Opi standing by my bedside, waiting for me to lift my sore body up.



"Everyone is waiting for you for breakfast!" Lusisi exclaims and helps me up from the bed.



I showered really quickly and when I came out, a casual looking dresss laid out on the bed, not their traditional looking dress! Dressing myself and even doing my own hair in two braids, I made my way to Bahm's room door.



My heart full of love and clarity.



Luisi and Opi were waiting outside the whole time I changed, and began walking me down the halls to the dining room.



Upon entering the room, Bahm, Kris and the stupid woman is sitting at the table, all staring at me entering in. I could vomit blood right now! What is this stupid woman doing here? AGAIN!





They are treating her like she is apart of the family!!





I sit down in my seat eyeing the woman as she does me. She smiles slightly and bows her head. Only making me much more angry.





I stand back up from my seat, hearing kris saying my name and then Bahm.





"Hunnie don't" Kris says, eyeing me concerningly.





"You better not Hunnie...If it wasn't for you rejecting me, we wouldn't be in this situation." Bahm's voice as cold as ice. I look to his face to make sure I was hearing him correctly.





The woman named Azalea laughs, sending me to the deepest edge. I go to summon my dark magic to beam it at her smirking face, but in an instance I'm grabbed by neck. Cutting my lungs oxygen.





"DO NOT! Use your dark magic in my presence OR ANYONE here!!" My eyes moving over to meet Bahm's cold ones.





He lets me go and I drop to the floor in a panic, holding my neck."





"AND I WILL NOT REJECT HER, JUST TO START A WAR WITH HER PEOPLE. YOU WILL ACCEPT THESE TERMS!!"





"NEVER!" I scream facing his back, coming to my feet and running back in the direction of my room.





Sobbing all down the hall and clutching my dress at my side. The slippers I wore, were pretty slippery on the ground, making me lose my balance her and there.




When I arrived inside, I began packing my hair things in my bag and grabbing my cell phone. Zipping up the small luggage bag I had, and my purse, I turned to head towards the door.





Bahm barges in, almost breaking the door off the hinges. I could hear Kris's voice far away yelling his name. I tried taking a step around him, but he blocks my way to leave. I couldn't even look at him after he grabbed me like that!



I tried walking around him, and he grabs my wrist turning me around.



"Here you go, up and leaving AGAIN when things get difficult!" He snarls at me, tightening his grip around my wrist. I drop my phone from my hand and my purse.





My heart began racing at his behavior, the corners of my eyes stinging as I look into his, and its not even him anymore.



"LET ME GO!" I start sobbing and closed my eyes feeling my body falling to the floor.





"I'M SCARED!" I sobbed as he tried pulling me off the ground.





"BAHM! let her go!" I feel Kris's hands come over his on my wrist, pulling us apart.




"SHE WILL ACCEPT ALL THATS GOING ON BECAUSE ITS HER FAULT!"



My heart shatters in my chest hearing Bahm yell like this towards me. He's never been aggressive like this! What has gotten in to him!



He isn't even trying his hardest, he tells me one thing, but then reacts a whole different way in Azalea's presence! What have I gotten myself into? He says this is all my fault and is treating me like she matters more!



He leaves the room and Kris helps me up. I shove him away and yell "FUCK YOU" to the door and Kris covers my mouth, bringing me to the bed.





He tries to lay in bed with me, but I chased him away.



I sleep the remainder of the day, into the next day. Not wanting to leave the room anymore, as I asked Kris to have all my meals delivered to me. Locking the doors and sitting on the sofa with the small food table on my lap.



I will never accept any of this...