Why Am I Like This?

Hunnie's 🔮 P.O.V











Two months later...













"Hunnie, there's a patient in room five refusing medication, she would like to speak with you." 



A check-in nurse came by the station at work, snapping me out of my daydreams.



I got up from my corner and followed her over to the room. 



Once again I caught myself fantasizing! It was like a horrible curse. I couldn't stop! 



As soon as I start having any type of sensual thoughts, my body betrays me! Was I sexually frustrated or something?



I almost needed to bring a extra pair of underwear on works days. 



I couldn't believe the person I had become! Having such shameful erotic thoughts that sometimes, never even happened!





It's been slow during the hot sunny days here in the E.R. Leaving me with all the time to day dream about the wolf I turned into a man...





'Sigh, why am I like this?'





Then, to top it all off, I kept having horrendous heart burn and headaches that lasted hours! My heart felt as thought it was being torn apart. I had to keep eating raw garlic dipped in local honey every night in case I was developing some sort of sickness. 



The sickness being the touch I was desiring. That of Wolfy's. 



The animal turned man, who actually had someone looking for him all along. "The King," Kris had called him. 



I was constantly feeling a never ending desire to release. I wanted to engage in many forms of sensualities. My appetite was strong, but the pain I've been enduring in my chest, was stronger. 



I felt like shit most days for what I did to Wolfy. Then other days, I was extremely fearful that Kris would return to kill me because Wolfy had died. 



I wasn't sure what happened to them. I haven't seen them in close to two and a half months. I had took it as they returned back to wherever they'd come from, or worse, Wolfy died in those woods and Kris was mourning..









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This week at the Witchy World's Academy was extremely stressful for me. 





I wasn't fully initiated into the coven still, but I was finally being recognized for all my talents and courage. 



I was on my way up to being a registered Witch of our state!



The longer I was without a coven, the more the witch community looked at me as a rogue witch. 



My coven finally included me on some ritual missions. I was forever grateful, but I was extremely weak and overwhelmed by all of it. I felt like death and my heart kept aching from the hard work. 



Although, I did feel a lot better now that I didn't have to keep the barrier spell up in the woods. That was a big weight on my shoulders. 



Now, there's a even bigger weight....on my heart. 







The next day at the academy, I arrived pretty early. So early, I had the golden sorcery library to myself!



The books were still asleep. Some flying, while others glided staggerly around the room. The mystical blue lights that accompanied them along their journeys were also faint and dull. 



I went over to the barrier protection shelf and picked up a spell book written in the B.C era, along with an ancient thesaurus picture book.



I'd be very busy today, the way I needed it to so I didn't have time to daydream.



I didn't need any bad, sexy thoughts invading my occupied mind. If I happen to suffer from my excruciating heart ache, I brought some medicinal herbs and potions for pain as well.



I sat at the hollowed out golden table in the library and read all three books. I patted on my skirt occasionally from the draft of wind coming from the giant's steps outside the room. 



-"Hey where you at?! 

come to the cafe." 

My phone went off with a text from Lenah. 



I didn't even realized that Tenn and Carney texted me as well. We've been having breakfast every morning at the academy. I noticed lately, Jahred, my ex has been joining us with his friends too. 





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Still in the library, I closed all the books and put them into my bag. On the way out I heard the robotic voice from the room, letting me know that, "Hunnie Inzotta checked out three books".



Witchy World had the highest in all new technologies. Mixed with magical energy as well.



The world is truly beautiful in every way for all supernaturals! 



When I got to the cafe, I approached our table to see Jahred seated in my spot. He knew this was my seat! Why does he need to be so close! 



He had an Alpha friend that's been hanging with us lately too. He seemed a lot more interested in me than even Jahred had been. The both of them truly seemed like they were competing to please me. 



From Fonz, the Alpha buying me lunch, "as a friend" he quotes, to Jahred going out of his way to compliment every magical thing I did at the academy. 



It also could all be in my sexual perverted head thinking they both wanted me. Jahred was a long term friend after all, and cousin of Tenn's and Fonz went to human school with us. 





"Hey Hunnie, you can sit here." Jahred said patting on the seat next to him. I looked at all the girls face in secret disgust and sat down besides him. 



"Hey y'all!" I smiled. 



My mark was covered with magic and I was wearing makeup now to disguise my sleepless and baggy eyes. 



I'd sometimes catch Fonz staring at the side of my neck where my mark was. There was no way he could see under this Marc Jacobs foundation. I applied it there in case my spell didn't work, like it didn't for Kris. 



"Hey Hunnie you have to come to our races sometimes. We could appreciate a judge for the next upcoming wolf hunt to the forbidden forest." Fonz says.  





"Oh wow, a hunt to the Forbidden Forest? That's sound like your style Hunnie!" Jahred cheerfully said before patting at my shoulder. 





My body shuddered in a grotesque way at his touch. He was as much of a man whore as Evie was a whore whore. 



"Oh that's interesting." I glanced at the ladies who were too busy eating their breakfast sweets. 



I leaned away slightly from Jahred's hands and he finally brought them down. 



"When is the hunt, and whats in there that you guys need to have a race for?" I asked sincerely. 



"Well we heard rogue wolves and goblins have been attacking some of the students coming to the academy lately. So we have to show our strength off. Ya know." He said so casually. 



Suddenly a group of rogue wizards sat at the far end of our table. I recognized one of them as Kris's friend, Gabriel. 



The hairs on my arms stood up. I looked around the room to see if Kris was near. 



They all sat down whispering away, not even glancing over to us. I was still on edge about seeing Kris. 



The rest of the day went smoothly though.


The girls and guys all went to the same spell casting academics together and ate lunch as well, on behalf of Carney, who's trying to build her credit. 



We all parted ways around the evening. I was going back to the sorcery library room and the girls all had things to do in the human realm, like school or work. 



I feared sticking around to see someone else that may have noticed me with Wolfy. I felt that depressed and unwanted feeling that buried itself deep in my heart. 



A feeling I couldn't toss away. My anxiety started building up at the thought. 



I should bd embarrassed! 



I couldn't face anyone else that might've knew him. I just couldn't. Especially, after the way Kris treated me. I might break down and die from the already agonizing pain my heart has been in lately. 



  

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The brightly lit halls of the academy was filled tonight. I held onto my bag carefully and made my way past a bunch of mingling wizards and vampires, while trying to avoid the steps of the thirty foot tall giants. 



Clutching my large book bag against my chest, I felt my heart racing at an unbelievable rate. I looked up from the pearly white floors and seen the end of the corridor approaching.



I started to feel sick in the stomach, but shook it off due to the slight claustrophobia that I might be experiencing. 



I then turned to look behind me, making sure there wasn't any rogue witches putting any clouds over my head to make me feel this way. 



You never knew what to expect from the beings attending this academy. 



"Ooops!"



I bump into to someone and drop my bag. 



I hurried to gather all my books that fell out while inhaling the sweet aroma of oreo cookies with a cinnamon tang. 



Mmmm, it smelled delicious!



I felt them bend down to help me gather my belongings and I looked up to say thank you to them. 



"Thank you, I'm sorr—""



The person held an emotionless, blank and dark stare with me under his black fitted hat and his baby smooth skin that glistened under the light. 



His eyes a soft emerald green, like fireflies flickering as it searched my eyes intensely. 



My, what a dark aura!