Chapter 90. Are You Scared Yet?
                    Hunnie
 
 
(Trigger Warning)
 
 
 
I fall asleep shaking with so much hurt in my heart.
 
 
I wasn’t sure if I passed out from the stabbing pain, or the loud and obnoxious moans from my mate and another woman....
 
 
 
It didn’t even mater anyways...They aren’t even here. They both left me here on the floor, not even concerned for me one bit. It troubled me dearly. Wha has gotten into Bahm. How could he think what he did to me last night was even right?!
 
 
 
I shield the sun from my eye coming through the large window in the middle of his room. Pulling myself by his bedsheets, I got my naked body up from the hard, wooden, floor. The bed empty, yet everything wrinkled and tussled around.
 
My chest tightens again, restricting me from taking in smooth air or my next step. I can’t breathe. desperately looking for any air to grasp onto.
 
I look around the room frantically, searching for help. Not even a maid in sight.
 
 
Staggering to his bathroom, I lower myself inside the large empty tub that resembled a Jacuzzi, actually I fell in, pretending that I wasn't panicking from another episode like when I was younger. 
 
 
 
Reaching my hand for the faucet to turn the tub water on, I lose consciousness and everything goes black.
 
 
Within a few minutes my eyes flutter open and up to Bahm standing above the tub, looking down at me with cold, wandering eyes.
I shield my body on impulse and his face twists and he bends down to grab me out of the tub with both hands.
 
 
“What? You only like women now?” He insults me as he drags me out of the bathroom.
 
 
“Is that why you won’t let me touch you!” He hisses and throws me onto his bed with immaculate strength.
 
 
My eyes become teary and my body aches tremendously. Trying to catch the sob in my throat, Bahm climbs onto the bed and pulls me close to the edge by both of my feet. I become to scared and speechless.
 
Pushing my legs straight  over my head, he enters inside of my body within seconds. I was terrified, feeling disgusted. I cried and cried, pushing his shoulders off from under the weight of his body. He starts thrusting slowly, nibbling on my ears as I yell for him to stop and get off.
 
 
Flashes of what Jahred and Fonz did to me came before my eyes and I yell finally. “NOOO!!” I cried uncontrollably when he didn’t even listen and only continues his assault. 
 
 
 Lifting my hands over my head he sits up from my body and Kris comes bursting through the door seething.
 
 
“BAHM!! 
YOU AREN’T!!!! 
ARE YOU!” 
 
He roars and Bahm slides out of me, leaving me to turn around and bawl. My shoulders shaking with so much power I felt like vomiting. 
 
 
 
I feel his body scurry off the bed and his zipper zipping.
 
 
Then all of a sudden I hear a commotion behind me, grunts and growls filling the inside of the room. I turn to see Kris with Bahm in a headlock and his nails elongated.
“I could feel how scared she was and she said... NO!!” Kris grunts, speaking  through his teeth at Bahm. He was furious ad his face was red.
 
Maids and guards begin to swarm through the room door. I shield myself with the blanket, watching them attempt to break Kris’s grip around Bahm’s neck.
 
Bahm was yelling for Kris to let go, but like a mad man he was continuing his fighting. Someway somehow they were dragged out of the room, only swings from Kris in my view as the door closes behind them.
 
Hurriedly jumping to my feet I looked for something to put on. Bahm’s black dress shirt he wore under his white tuxedo blazer last night.
 
I run to his bathroom, locking the door behind me and wiping my tears. My body doesn’t even feel like it belongs to me anymore. I look at myself in the mirror recalling Evie, Jahred,Fonz, and now even Bahm taking advantage of it.
 
I couldn’t control my crying as I hear yelling and screaming from the halls just outside the door. Growls and glass shattering as I was terrified as to what will happen next. Is Kris ok? I hoped no one would get hurt.
 
 
I sat in the corner of the bathroom on the floor, behind a tall flower vase and  next to the shower. Hoping to hide anything left of me here.
 
 
Roaring from Bahm’s mouth was heard. My body trembling as I push my self deeply behind the vase. This can’t be my mate!
 
 
“THIS IS MY MATE! MY WOMAN! I SHALL DO AS I PLEASE. IF SHE DOESN’T LIKE IT, SHE CAN GO LIVE IN THE DUNGEONS WITH ALL WHOS DISOBEYED ME!!!” I hear his room door fly open as he gets closer and closer to the bathroom.
 
 
My heart racing rapidly, making me feel nauseous and light headed.
 
The doors for the bathroom finally flys open and I yell for him to stop accidentally, giving away my position as he burst through looking around and sniffing.
His face and yellow tunic stained with blood. His eyes black and blood around his mouth as well. Praying to the heavens that it wasn’t Kris’s blood as I don’t hear him anymore. He must be hurt if he went against Bahm!
 
 Bahm rushed over to my corner, lifting me up by my hair as I try to loosen his grip around my hair as the bobby pins and trinkets fall out from last night.
 
 
 
“Let me tell you something. You don't tell me what to do, little witch. I'm so much older than you and can make you disappear very fast. As my mate you will not use your Dark Magic around me or fight me. Understood?” Throwing me to the ground, his jaws were clenched down so hard I thought he was going to pop a vein.
 
 
I stare into his pitiless eyes as he stares back into my glossy and blurry one, clutching my hair in my hand.
 
 
He leaves the bathroom soon after watching me cower on the bathroom tiles.
 
Feeling defeated I lay there, sobbing and huddling into the fetal position. Hoping I would actually be saved from someone other than Kris. I couldn’t have him risk his life for me.