Survival vs Depression

Wolfy's 🐺 P.O.V




     Survival






Gahh, I'm falling for her.


She was so shocked when I grabbed her to kiss her the way she did me earlier. I was shocked too!



She didn't waste any time getting up on my lap and rubbing her parts against me! I could have died and came back to life a happy demon. She was using me to satisfy herself!


The excitement was building up, I couldn’t take her humps any longer. I didn't even know I was releasing my sticky stuff until I looked down at my jerking body. My hot liquids squirting everywhere.


I heard faint moans escape her swollen lips, before she too, found her release.


I wanted to lick every part of her up, but she got up so fast and before I even knew it, I was being hauled off to that cold ass bathroom.


We had more sexy time in the tub. Grinding away our lust for one another.



I knew for sure she felt the same way about me. I could hear it in her heart. That's why she reacts the way she does with me...



We snuggled in bed, embracing one another. She smelled so sweet, but had an irresistible spicy scent that I couldn't quite remember.




"Can you say Hun-eee?" With a wide grin her hazel eyes looked into mines so brightly.


"Hun...Hun, Hunn-eeee" she says again.


I was watching her mouth open and her tongue flip up intriguingly.


She grabs my face and makes a funny facial expressions while repeating the same words over and over again.


So irresistible she was!


With a whispering voice I never existed, I exhaled out with all my might.


"Huuuunnnn"


She seemed very impressed and filled with joy!



She picks up her book after and starts writing.
Laying my head on her stomach, exploring her body quietly.


It was that of a goddess! Every spot and crevice needed worshipping!


The overpowering sweet aroma she gave off was INTOXICATING!

So smooth, and shined with so much illumination to be licked it away!

She was made to look like she was dipped in gold.


It drove me wild hearing her body relax around me.


So wild, I started having an overbearing, dark urge.


This never happened before!



I wanted to bring my wolf out.. and ... mark down on her flesh.



Branding her mine for life....



Resting my head so close to her lady parts were not helping either. I'd mark her right where the sweet smell lingered out of.


-"Claim her!" A stern, deep voice rumbles.



I looked up at her, lost in a uncontrollable trance wanting to devour her whole.




I wasn't sure what had taken over me, but it felt as though I blinked and I was already positioned on her.


Her heart was beating differently this time.


Beats of enchanting callings. I was ready to give her more than I could even handle.


Once again, I blinked and found myself already thrusted inside of her squishy, moist, precious area.



I looked down at her face and she had tears. Her cheeks were pained and her fearful eyes wide. I couldn't control myself, but I wanted to soothe her too.


The frightening, dark, deep voice came back. It guíese me.



It sounds like me.



—"Mark her....NOW!"



I would have never listened to that voice if I knew she would feel this way.


Giving her my marking, yet she didn't seem too pleased at all!



I knew she was pained all over but I didn't quite understand.


Paying no attention to me, she continues forcefully dressing us both, angrily. 


Going outside she closes her magic bubble thing over us, and takes off into the cold night's sky.


Last time she did this, we went to the woods. I wasn't feeling very well then, and now I felt even afraid.



A shiver ran through my body.


What are we doing. It's cold here...


We landed and she gave me some chocolate granola bars, but I couldn't even eat these things right now.


It's freezing!




She turns her back towards me and starts walking away. I dropped the bars and followed after her.



'Boing'



My body came in contact with an invisible wall and I ricocheted backwards.



I couldn't get to her. My eyes started stinging.



I kept charging the invisible wall that was stopping me from getting to her.


"Hun...Hun!" I yelled out, falling to my knees.


She turned around, mumbling something and took off.


My chest was filled with so much pain, I collapsed.


 
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Traveling through the woods for five sun risings, I couldn't live without her.


The invisible wall was still up in the direction I smelled her from. I travelled the opposite way, looking for some kind of opportunity.



I had no energy to even eat. The pain in my chest devoured me.



I wish she would have known how dangerous it was out here for me. I've been running from the same hunters that found me last time.


I happened to fall into two bear trap while in man form. I was too exhausted to shift...



I needed her.


The pain....



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Depression




Hunnie's 😞 P.O.V



It's been a week since I left Wolfy in the woods.


My body has been in so much pain holding up the barrier spell. I wasn't sleeping.


I should, to get my energy back, but I couldn't....



I was wrong to him. I felt hormonal for leaving him....but..but he... he marked me..



How could I explain this all to my coven? They would completely disown me.



I cried for so many days.


How could I allow myself to dive deep into all of this.



When it was time to go back to work, I was clearly blanking out and having panic attacks. Very grateful someone noticed and pulled me aside. I lied, saying there was a death in the family and that's exactly what it felt like.


A death!


A part of me had definitely died that night.


I couldn't function at the academy either. The girls really believed my cousin had died.

Even Jahred gave me comfort knowing I didn't know my "cousin" for that long, but he could see I was clearly bothered.

I was in and out of my spirits all week. Forgetting all my spells and classes, I completely missed them all and hung outside at the picnic table.

Maybe waiting.

Sulking and writing away on the bench, Lenah joined me today and brought me green tea.


"I'm sorry you feel so down Hun, but you know you did the right thing."

No one knew I got marked. I casted an illusion spell on the other side of my neck to look like my right.


"I know..." I said looking up at her with my dark eyes. "Did I really do the right thing though? Should I have not had made sure he was actually ok before I left him?"


Lenah held onto my hands from across the table, trying to show me as much comfort as she had been doing this week.


She quickly lets go.


Bringing my heavy, dizzy head up, I seen her staring at Kris, an old classmate of ours who was glaring down at my neck.


I brushed my hair across my neck as he stood looking at me weird. No one can see it, so why is he staring down at me like that?


"What Kris?" I said softly, I wasn't even sure he heard me.

I was in no mood to talk to this womanizer or hear any of his sexual jokes.


"Where is he?" He said to me with concern on his face, and one brow raised.


"I don't know what you're talking about, but it's not the time." I mumbled, bringing my gaze to Lenah, who was mouthing the words "WHO".

"BAHM, HUNNIE! Stop fúcking around!!" He yelled so quickly it startled Lenah and I.


I thought maybe he was high or drunk?


"I don't know who that is....and what gives you the right to ye—" He cut me off, taking quick strides away from lenah's side and around the table towards me.


He made me all the hairs on my arm stand up with the look in his eyes.


"DO NOT, Fùcking play GAMES WITH ME HUNNIE!" If I thought he yelled earlier, I was so mistaken.


A few beings stopped and stared at us. I was so embarrassed and fully awake now.

"THE KING!" He yelled again cocking his head to the side looking like a damn drunken fool.


I really wasn't sure what he was going on about. I was becoming afraid.


"Kris, I'm so serious when I say I don't know who you are talking about."

"Yeah Kris! You should really stop yelling before someone comes over here," I hear Lenah angrily yell.

Kris glared at her sharply before leaning closer to my face. He then put his hand on my mark.

It took me to surprise, sending tingles and tiny pin needles as he touched it.

'What the hell? How...how did he...?' My brain stopped working.


"ThE..PeRsON..ThAt..GavE..YoU..THiS..."


The blood leaves my face.Witchy World's oxygen begins exiting my lungs. I could have fainted.

Like a scared bunny, I started bawling, bawling out like I got caught stealing.


"Oh...my gosh, I'm...I..I'm so sorry....
He's...he's....in the woods somewhere" I cried holding my face through my muffled words.

He gripped the collar of my shirt with his eyes turning all black and that's when Lenah finally charged around the table, pushing him away.

"Hey!...What the hell Kris let her go. What's gotten into you!" She yelled at him. "We're all friends. Remember?"

"Sorry" he said ever so calmly and throwing his hands up in defeat.

Then his face twisted back up in my direction.


"Open a portal. NOW! PUT ME THERE!"


He was almost in tears and I did exactly what he said. Knowing I'll be hurting after this. I might even faint.

"No Hunnie, you are too weak right now. Kris let her be!" Lenah yelled, but Kris ignored her, making a circular gesture to summon my portal.



My heart feeling so heavy that Wolfy did have someone after all.. and I left him there.



Left him in the middle of the night at who knows where in the dark.


"I hope you find him" I murmured to Kris softly after he walked into the portal.


I hoped he didn't hear me. I deserved to die if Wolfy died.