You Die First!

Bahm's🙍🏻‍♂️ P.O.V




Hunnie was on her way to come get her belongings from the table and I was waiting right here with Lydia.


I had already informed her that I wanted her to call me baby from now on.


Petty, huh?


Like a high school kid, I wanted Hunnie to feel the same jealousy that I felt. She's lucky I don't fornicate with Lydia right here on the table for everyone to see.


Serves her right for choosing to protect a weak ass wolf instead of coming to her mate. She keeps denying our bond, fighting it. She doesn't even know that she's the one going to get hurt if she doesn't accept me soon.


I could already feel her turmoil and exhaustion taking over. Her body was working her up for her mate and she would ignore all signs and burn herself out. The pain was there and I could put it out...


"Hey... what if they fight?

You didn't think this through.

Stop being a big baby!"

Kris was babbling through our link.


I didn't think I was being a baby at all. I thought I was handling it very well, or else we would have a dead alpha here in the academy and a screaming mate, from when I punish her.


I grabbed Hunnie's thick journal out of her bag, stuffing it in my back pocket.


I could smell her approaching.


She was collecting her belongings with suchfierce attitude. Ripping her books and bag off the table. Everyone at the table watched her undoubtedly.


I purposely put my jacket on her belongings so she could notice me!


"Hey baby, I'm hungry...." Lydia starts talking right at perfect timing.


Hunnie looks up with a smile from grabbing her bag to Lydia, and then to me. Her whole demeanor changed.


I could hear her heart racing and even skipping beats. Her breathing paused. She looked between the two of us with so much sadness in her face.


I wanted to reach out and grab her.


ARGGGHH!!


She left so suddenly. Not what I expected.


She starts to break down as she walks away from the table.


I wanted her to hate herself, but...


'Shit!'


I could sense tears falling down her face. I didn't mean to do this much. I wasn't expecting a reaction like this! I thought she would say something or get jealous and try to talk to me!


Come to me!


Instead she's sitting at a table, by herself and torn to pieces.


I truly am a monster. My mate should never feel that it's I, that is rejecting HER.


I didn't know what to do. I looked to Kris who had his eyebrows raised and rubbing his chest.


I know he could feel what I was feeling through our bond between Hunnie.


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Kris talked me into not following her. She needed time, so I began reading her journal. Learning more about my mate.


The short period of time I knew her for, I was so infatuated with her. Her smell, her presence, her body, it all drove me to lala land.


The first page went all the way back to when she was 12 years old. I skimmed through the old flimsy pages and Kris was trying to read all of them from across the table, upside down.


"March 15th-20th, 2007,

Hey journal,

I'm getting impatience as I wait for the last 3 days before my ascension ceremony. I really want everything to be perfect and for the coven to like me right away. Evie seems to think they will be excited for me to show them my dark abilities."


"Dark abilities?" I asked Kris in our head.


"Yeah dark magic dude."


"WHAT!!!" I roared out loud frightening Lydia next to me and some passerby's.


We all know I despise Dark Witches!




I should have known right away that she was a dark witch!


I was lost for words. Did she hide her energy?


"You didn't know?"


"Of course I didn't fùcking know!" I hissed at him through my gritted teeth. I was now seething with fire.


How could The Moon Goddess mate me with a Dark Witch? HOW?!


"She's excellent at cloaking herself, that's probably why you didn't smell her black magic!" Kris says back to me telepathically.


A DARK WITCH!!


"Why...

haven't you mentioned...

any of this, KRIS?!!'" I shouted at him through the link.


"BRO! I CANT DO IT ALL FOR YOU! Read her journal to find out more about her!! SHE ISN'T A BAD WITCH!" He roared back in the link.


"Plus she's fúcking sexy and smart!"


I fiercely flipped through each single page, top to bottom, with the speed of my eyes moving at lightening pace.


I really needed to be distracted right now! I needed some drugs or something, this wasn't going to be a good night if I have to talk to Hunnie again.


My Dark Witch of a mate!




"April 10th-20th, 2021,

Ever since the night of the woods I can't sleep, I keep thinking Wolfy is going to come back and hurt me for leaving him out there. My body couldn't sleep holding up the barrier any longer... not after I keep missing meals and my chakra healings. I want to feel normal again, but I do know I deserve to feel this way. I didn't even give him a chance. I really missed his company and sad puppy face. I can't even hold back the tears as I write this. I wish I could tell him I'm sorry, and that I didn't know he had people out there waiting for him. I just hope he was found...I overreacted Wolfy. I'm sorry. "


I was reading her last few pages she had written from the time she left me, to now. I could tell she did care about me, but her damn coven was in the way


Kris and Lydia were busy on their phones, as I looked around trying to come up with a way to go and talk with her. I was dying to tell her my true feelings. I can even accept that she's a Dark Witch...


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"I'm sorry baby" My ears twitches at the feminine voice talking to Hunnie.



"How does the process even work anyways? I already rejected him, shouldn't he had been feral by now?" Hunnie was asking Lenah.


"I'm pretty sure you should be getting affected too, after he dies it'll hurt you for a very long time. Eventually you might get over it" lenah replied to her casually.


I was feeling disturbed hearing the words "After he dies". Were they planning on letting her reject me til the end?


They obviously didn't know who the fuck I was and that I wasn't some ordinary wolf that'll just "die"!


The warmth and sincerity in my heart for her, coldly disappeared.

I felt my eyes turn onyx and my blood boiling.


I couldn't accept the fact that she so openly tells her friend she's going to reject me, her mate, her Wolfy, til the very end!


I was going to explode. I tried holding my posture on the seat, but I was getting anxious. The tightening around my chest wasn't helping either.



I teleported to the food court.


"If anything happens to you, we will do a ritual to bring you back Hunnie, trust me" Lenah says to a crying Hunnie.


I didn't feel sorry for her anymore. She was agreeing to let me die.


News flash. I DONT DIE!


I walked over to her table, and immediately stood right besides her.


I threw her journal in front of her before she even noticed me.


"HERE! Take your stupid journal.

I know EVERYTHING about you Dark Witch,

and you CAN'T run from me! You are MINE!" I roared and she flinches.


Her face turned to horror when she hurriedly checks her bag to make sure it was indeed her journal.


"Why do you have this?!!" She cried throwing her journal into her bag.


She then proceeds to stand up and send her arm in the air to deliver a smack to my face.


'SMACK!'


"How dare you!" She yells with her face contorted.


Within seconds my hand was wrapped around her throat and I began pushing her backwards.

Effortlessly, I teleported to my bedroom, which sent her being pushed up against my room wall.


"HOW DARE I? No, HOW DARE YOU?!" She was clawing at my arm to let her constricted neck go.


I didn't even care that she couldn't breathe. She put her hands on me first!


"First you reject me, then you find another wolf!!" I began shaking her.


"Now! You are planning to LET ME DIE, AGAIN HUNNIE!! AGAIN!!!"


She was struggling to breathe and started putting up a fight. Tears began forming in her eyes and I watched them fall down. I was fighting with my demons to let her go.


"I...GET OUT" I let my grip loose and turned my back to her.


I couldn't face those teary, fearful, hazel eyes that were caused by me.


"I... " She cough, gasping for air

"I...don't..know where..."


"GO NOW!" I felt like crying for how terrified my mate was of me right now.


"I don't..have...energy." She gasps behind me. Frightened.


"JUST OPEN THE FÙCKING PORTAL AND GO! I KNOW YOU CAN!" I hissed.

I was starting to feel remorseful.


Should I turn around and help her off the floor, only to receive more rejection?

I was a monster in her eyes now...


I remained faced away from her and cupped my face out of embarrassment. 'I shouldn't be choking my mate, even if she did hit me first.' I thought to myself as I heard her portal open. She barely had the energy to even open a portal, and I just let her go...


I've done more to make her want to forever reject me.

I didn't want to do that.

I obsessively wanted my mate.