Chapter 22- Like Nothing Before

*Mature Content*

“Is that so?” I hummed at the touch of his hands on my skin. “Alex wanted me right there?” My words more of a breath than actual words as his tongue grazed my neck.

“Yes love.” Clay whispered in my ear. It was hard to think as I was overtaken by my need for him. I could no longer just sit there and enjoy his touch, I needed to feel him, to taste him like I had never needed to before.

“Clay.” I hummed yet again. My hands found their way under his shirt, and I slowly took it off him, throwing it on the floor next to me. His hands quickly did the same.
My body was calling for more and I pushed him back so that his back was against the sheets. I bit at his ear and kissed down his neck. I made my way kissing down his chest licking and kissing. He tasted so good I could not stop.

I let my legs hit the floor and found the edge of his sweatpants. I was so thankful at this moment for the fact that he was in sweats because it meant I didn’t need to take an extra moment to unbuckle or unbutton anything. I ripped off his pants with a strength I did not know I possessed. I was rewarded with the fact that now my mate, beautiful as he was, was bare naked in front of me. I took a brief second just to admire his body once again.

That was when I was overcome with a need to taste him. I bent on my knees and looked at him.

“Gracie, You don’t” That was all Clay was able to say because my mouth was over him in a second. I licked down its length and was again rewarded by a moan of approval.

I kissed back up and finally took it in my mouth. It was so hard and filled my mouth easily. I rocked back and forth sucking all the while. It felt so good, but I needed more. I needed to feel him inside me.

I let myself off and ended with a light lick on the tip. Then kissed back up his chest, I felt myself get into just the right place to take him inside me.

“Gracie.” Clay breathed in a whisper.

“I want you Clay. I need you.” I whispered in his ear, just at the moment he braced my hips and I landed right on him taking the whole into me. It felt amazing. He was so deep I could hardly stand it, Clay grabbed onto my hips and moved me up and down, bouncing on top of him. Then I was able to take control rocking against him, It was the most wonderful feeling I had ever felt.

I could feel myself peaking, “Clay.” I hummed his name. It was all I could do not to scream it from the rooftops. He felt absolutely amazing. I wanted to feel him explode within me.

“Gracie,” he returned. At that exact moment I felt him, I felt him coming within me. I let my self come in waves like the ocean. It felt like nothing I had ever experienced before. I officially felt like one with him. I shook as the last parts of me let go and then I clasped down on his chest.

“Wow.” I said into his chest. He started to shake, and I realized he was laughing. A silent laugh.

“Wow is right.” I am not sure what just happened Grace, but it felt like nothing ever did before.”

“I agree.” I rolled off of him. And cuddled into the crook of his arm as he combed my hair with his fingers.

“I love you, Grace.” He said to me.

“I love you too.” I said to him feeling so complete, but in that same moment that I felt complete, I knew I wasn’t. I had to make things right with Lilliana.

“Let’s get you cleaned up, and then talk with Lilliana.” Clay said reading my thoughts. He pulled me up from the bed and then walked me into the bathroom.

Clay started the water. The bathroom was like something you only see in movies. There was a huge tub, like a hot tub from a hotel in the corner. A huge double sink that spanned against the one wall, and the toilet had its own little room. What caught my attention at this moment though was the shower. Clay had turned it on and from the ceiling rain came down. It was magical.

He pulled me into it and the water seemed the perfect mix of warm. I let it soothe my muscles and run over me. It felt amazing. Clay washed and conditioned my hair letting his hands work against my scalp. Then grabbing a sponge and soap he washed me head to toe. Washing and kissing me as he went. This was like a magical place and now officially my favorite part of the entire castle.

When we were finished, I dried my hair and put on some clothes. I knew I still needed to make everything right with Lilliana, I was just unsure of how to do it.

“How do I reach out to her is she won’t answer me?” I asked Clay.

“When Alex gets mad at me and doesn’t want to answer I have to meditate. I have to get to the deepest parts of my mind and find him. Meditating helps you do this.”
I nodded. I had never really meditated before. They always told us to in martial arts classes but mostly I just let my mind wander and got bored.

“Ok. Meditate. I can do that.” I told myself aloud.

“I am going to go see what is for dinner. I will be back in a bit to check on you and bring you some dinner too.” Clay knelt down to where I was now sitting cross legged on the floor and kissed me on the forehead.

“Thank you, Clay.” I told him. I was so full of love for him and very thankful that I was lucky enough to get such a caring man.

“You can do this Grace. I have faith in you.” He walked out the door closing it behind him.

“Glad someone does.” I said sarcastically to myself. “Alright, close your eyes, Grace. Concentrate.” Again, I told myself this very aware that I was now speaking to myself.

After having my eyes closed for what seemed like forever and trying to concentrate, I opened my eyes and saw that only two minutes passed.

“Grace, you have got to do better than that. C’mon you can do this.” I closed my eyes again, this time trying to focus on how Lilliana made me feel. How I thought she looked. Trying to summon her very essence. Suddenly the space in my mind that was very black turned into a beautiful garden. There in the middle of the garden sat Lilliana.

“Welcome Grace.” Lilliana said to me.