Chapter 18

Lola's POV
I often tell myself not to make any assumptions before hearing from both sides of the story. Assuming usually leads to a huge down fall, especially in relationships
But of course, easier said than done
A relationship is built on trust, and because I blindly trust Jake with all my heart, I'm definite he wouldn't do something as foolish as kissing someone behind my back
I tried not to let her words get to me, but then again why would she lie about such a serious issue that could get her in trouble if Jake or his father knew. She isn't dumb, not at all, the blaze in her eyes I noticed revealed her true self
The victorious smirk never left that girl's –Vera's face. I wanted to slap the hell out of her, but refrained against it since it'll make me appear as the bad guy
Mia wanted to give her a piece of her mind but I grabbed her wrist before shit happens. I didn't mind watching Vera get tied up by tree branches or have a hurl of bees attack that thick skull of hers, but it won't do us any good.
"Can you believe that stuck up bitch?" Demanded Mia, ferocity still present in her eyes
I remained silent, too caught up in my own thoughts
"Lola?" Her worried tone didn't go unnoticed
"I need to speak with Jake." I said staring into clear distance. I didn't know how much longer I'll be able to keep my temper in check, it's craving to be unleashed
The thoughts running in my head were no sprinkles and sunshine, and in order to keep my sanity, I need answers immediately
"Don't tell me you believe her." I sighed saying nothing. I don't know, do I
"You do?! You're smarter than that Lola! She's only saying that to ruin things between you and Jake." She stomped her foot, angrily staring at me
"It's not like I'm going to do anything stupid, Mia. I just want to talk to him and see what the hell was she talking about." I grumbled turning my head to look at the castle.There's one way to find out whether she's saying the truth or not, and I only hope Jake won't disappoint
Aunt Linda told me Jake should be in his study by this time. So, here I was, impatiently drumming my fingers against the arm chair waiting for him to walk down the red carpet
Mia insisted on making me eat vanilla ice-cream, my favorite, practically shoving it into my mouth to let my anger subside. It worked, well kind off, I was still furious with Jake.
I reminded myself that I must stay composed and not let my anger get the best of me, hearing his side of the story is necessary. My eyes scanned his study, impressed with the amount of books Jake owned
My love of books kicked in making me walk up to the bookshelves, trailing my finger over the big stack of books neatly placed next to each other, not landing on any in particular. All were the finest romance novels, ones I read a while back.
The sickening feeling in the pits of my stomach didn't subside, constantly reminding me that I won't like what I'm about to hear. I sighed getting back to my seat blankly staring at the ceiling. I took my phone out of the back of my pocket as I felt it vibrate
Still waiting? It was a message from Mia
Yeah, I've been sitting here for about twenty minutes and still no sign of him. It's getting on my nerves, and I'm already flustered from what happened today. /
They should start with a patience awards ceremony, I'm sure I'll win first prize. I should've gone around the castle hollering Jake's name, but instead I'm here in his study tapping my foot against the carpeted floor
Then stop being miss goody two shoes and get a grip of yourself Lola! Don't give in easily and make him think that he could go around kissing girls and get away with it. -_-
As much as I hated to admit it, but Mia's right. I shouldn't give in easily and then act as if everything's okay, because it's not. That of course if Jake confirmed Vera's words
I smiled reading her last message
I will.
Make me proud babe ;
Hearing the door open, I quickly placed the phone in my pocket, my eyes stonily fixed on the person I've been wanting to see. I smirked watching how his brows shot up in surprise, certainly not expecting my presence in his study
"Is anything wrong, love?" Worry covered his features
I rolled my eyes resisting the urge to snort. Yeah, everything's alright except for that crazy ass chosen of yours who won't get that she'll never be queen. Oh, did I mention that you two kissed
"Yes." I said dryly, standing up so that we were inches apart. Even with my height, he towered over me
"What's wrong?" His tone turned serious as he stared at me. I made sure to keep my face void of any emotion
"Care to explain about the kiss you shared with Vera?" I spat, narrowing my eyes at him. He better have a good explanation or things won't end well.
Jake swallowed nervously, rubbing the back of his neck. That wasn't a positive sign, Jake usually does that when he's hiding something.
He opened his mouth attempting to speak but closed it right away
"Jake," Whatever tough façade I held faltered, only to be replaced by hurt. His silence confirmed my suspicions, and I took a staggering step back, wanting to be as far as I could away from him
This couldn't be true, no I refused to believe so. Jake loves me, he couldn't do such a thing, could he? He wouldn't hurt me by kissing another girl, he loves me
"You kissed her." I whispered, feeling the tears well up in my eyes
"It's not what it looks like. I didn't kiss her Lola, she kissed me." He most likely saw my eyes glistening, raising his hand so he could cup my cheek, but I slapped it away immediately.
"As if that makes a difference." I glowered, watching his eyes twitch in anger.
"It makes a lot of difference, Lola!" He growled running both hands through his hair.
"Saying that she kissed you doesn't change the fact that you let her!" My voice rose, and I pointed an accusing finger at him.
"I didn't let her, Lola. She came up and kissed me out of nowhere, it was only a peck. If it lasted for more than a split second, I would've pushed her away from me and you know that. Why would I kiss her when I'm in love with you, huh? Do you think that lowly of me?" He shouted, banging his fist onto the wooden desk.
He closed his eyes, breathing heavily, and I bit my lip knowing I had pushed his buttons. We stayed like this for a couple or more minutes, in silence, until Jake regained his coolness.
Too bad I didn't.
I should've been convinced, but my stubbornness kept me from believing his words.
She's only saying that to ruin things between you and Jake, Mia's words rang loud in my eyes.
"You know what, I don't want to talk about this anymore." I stated, turning my heels and heading straight for the door.
I need some fresh air to think straight, if I stay here any longer I'll burst.
"Running away from the problem doesn't solve it, Loka." Jake's cold voice froze in place.
How dare he!
"If I remember correctly, you were then one sucking another girl's face, you hid this from me, so don't you dare accuse me of running away." I scowled, stomping away and slamming the door behind me, not bothering with the glass shattering sound from inside.
Thinking about Jake and Vera exhausted my every fiber, draining any liveliness left in me. I might have been too harsh on Jake, but it was all because of the hurt I felt. A part of me regretted talking to him the way I did, begging me to apologize, but my pride got in the way.
It's a shitty feeling knowing that a girl kissed your boyfriend just before you two got together. Call me stupid for acting like this, but I felt betrayed.
But she's the one that kissed him not the other way round. A faint voice in my head alleged, but I shushed it. It's the same thing, they kissed.
I rested a hand under my chin, carefully staring at my phone. I expected Jace to call me, to send me a text at least.
But nothing, nada, zilch.
It infuriated me, I wanted to shout at him, to tell him this is all his fault. Why did he hide such thing from me? I would've appreciated his honesty and not have make a big deal out of it.
It wasn't until Mia barged into the room with a killer glare that I knew shit was going to happen at the castle.