Chapter 19

They ate heartily that night before Kelly finally cleared away their plates and traces of their meal with Alan watching her.

"You're not coming home?" Asked Kelly with a serious face looking at the plate she was washing.

"You kicked me out after promising to have sex with me?"

Kelly swallowed softly and turned to Alan. "Are you sure you want to do it?"

"Of course, why not? I want to do it so you can feel the sensation."

Kelly didn't say anything else when she felt that someone was already holding her waist. Alan kissed her neck making Kelly swallow softly, she put down the dishes she had washed and looked at Alan who was already holding her arms so as not to let go of her embrace.

"Alan..."

"You're warm and fragrant, your smell is addictive..."

Kelly swallowed again and again, then sighed when she felt something was provoking her. Alan didn't stop there, his hands had even moved to rub Kelly's sensitive areas and it made Kelly weaken somewhat. If it wasn't for Alan hugging and supporting her body, she might have fallen.

Alan's play didn't stop there, he even lifted Kelly into the room, continuing the hot game with passion and lust. He didn't care if he was trapped with this girl, he had to trap her to feel the same way and couldn't get away from her.

***

The hot night went on for so long, Kelly lay tired and weak on the bed with her eyes closed. Meanwhile, Alan hugged and kissed her from behind. The two had just finished, looking very tired but Alan's face was so happy to see her.

"Sleeping, Baby?"

Kelly shook her head softly. "I'm tired."

Alan smiled, rubbing her head gently. "I can't let you go anymore, you've got me hooked," he said as he kissed Kelly's cheek soulfully. "No matter how you feel and how you don't trust me but for sure I will maintain our relationship no matter what. After I introduce you to my father, we will get married and you won't have to struggle anymore. You'll have more faith in my seriousness if we get married, right? You'll also find it easier if you carry my child."

Kelly looked at Alan's face with a tired look that she forced. "Do you want me to get pregnant?"

"Why not?" Alan hugged his girl's flat stomach. "I want you in my life, I also want you to bear our child. We are already a married couple so our child will also be the successor of the nation and the company. I will not let go of this human world even if my clan is at peace. Here I live well and am taken care of by a man who is very good to me so I will never leave him. We will still have two worlds and we will live our lives as wolves and humans."

Kelly said nothing but then she sighed. "Whatever you want, I hope it goes well. We're both people who have a bit of an earth lifeline but you're luckier than me. Even though you were dumped by your real father but you are still a future leader. You still get glory and power while I don't. I will only be lucky if the man who becomes my husband one day accepts me well. If they don't accept me then I'll just be a woman who continues to suffer forever.

"I may have a tough independent streak but I do it because I don't believe anyone can accept me well after I've seen the number of divorces and domestic violence in this world. It's not that easy I believe because without giving anything I will never be appreciated as someone who deserves to be loved. That's why I'm thinking realistically about you because I know you value me because I'm useful to your clan. I'm not trying to provoke an argument but if you think about it one more time if your nation wasn't threatened at all and you could get your position well without having to take it away from your father, would you look for me? That's a bit impossible, isn't it?"

Alan raised his eyebrows. "It seems like your thinking has been polluted too much by the activities and events in the human world. So you're a little oblivious to the structure and customs of the werewolves. Didn't I tell you that no matter how far a male leader or Alpha goes to find a mate he wants, he will still return to his eternal mate. He will not be able to get satisfaction and will not get happiness apart from his eternal partner. That is nature and cannot be changed," he said making Kelly smile softly.

"I know, but I've seen so many Alphas reject their partners that they end up as extras. In this day and age anything can happen and I don't dare to have too high expectations of you. I'll accept that you truly love and cherish me as your one and only but I'll never be silent when you act indifferent and look for other women.

"The human world has more temptations than the wolf world. I just don't want to be the one who gets hurt and that would only make me the one who suffers the most. I have trust issues and I've also never been in a relationship with anyone so I'm not really used to this kind of relationship. I won't come after you when you betray me, nor will I probably make you suffer for being a woman. But I will try to leave and not be a nuisance. That's already a decision."

Alan smiled and just nodded. "It's up to you what you think and what kind of decision you make but I can definitely tell you that it won't be a reality. You think I would cheat on you and betray you? After you tried to help and be the woman who would carry my child? I'm not what you think but maybe it's not what you should think. You don't need to fill your mind with me betraying you but you can think of more positive things. I want to prove to you that I'm serious and I really want only you to be with me, if I'm guilty of one thing maybe I'll just break my promise but I can assure you right now that I have no intention of doing that.

"You've done well and you're my destined partner how could I betray you? You just need to rest because your mind is tired. You just haven't reconciled with the past where your mother hurt and neglected you. Slowly you will heal so no need to force yourself I will accompany and take care of you. I'm also in a relationship with someone for the first time and I'm serious about you because you're the type of person I am. You're already tired today, it's also late so it's better for you to sleep to refresh and calm your mind."

Alan's lack of emotion made Kelly feel a little salute and happy in her heart. This man seemed to really want to accompany and take care of her, patient and very attentive with every word she said. Kelly hoped that forever this man would be patient with her because she did have problems with trust.

"Close your eyes," Alan said softly as he kissed the top of her head. "You can't sleep too long or tomorrow night when you meet my father your eyes will be black. You can't be ugly when you meet your future in-laws for the first time, right?"

Kelly smiled and nodded, she closed her eyes and forgot all about the discussion. In her sleep she felt the honor done to her by Alan. He wrapped his arms around her, bringing her into a warm and pleasant feeling. Kelly closed her eyes tighter and tighter, completely falling asleep because she felt tired.

Alan looked at her face with his soulful gaze. Kelly was just trying to express her heart, not intentionally trying to rile him up with those questions and statements. Kelly had always been alone and there was never anyone she could talk to. Only Alan could listen to all the stories and tales that she felt. Alan understood, because he saw how this girl grew up and lived with the lack of affection she felt.

"If you need proof in your life, I will also give it. I will never deprive you of anything in your life, darling. You have suffered then I will make you happy. You won't lack anything..."

Alan kissed the top of her head again, before drifting off to sleep because he was tired. Alan seemed to hug her tighter, inhaling the scent of Kelly's body that was so warm and addictive.

This was his mate, he would take care of her and love her.