Astounded

" Do you still think, that we can be just friends.. " Eddie asked.

While I sat in his car totally flushed ,confused and shocked from what happened a moment ago.
How could I loose my self control... How could I do this..?
How can I turn out into someone like this.

" Come on liz.. Say something.. I know you felt that too.. Then stop denying liz.. Accept your inner self.. " Eddie said... Emphasizing a bit more on his words..


" Eddie... Look I don't know what to say... I'm confused.. What happened between us.. Shouldn't have. .. I'm married Eddie for god sake.. We can't do this. It's a mistake..even a blunder.... " I stated honestly everything that I was feeling .


" Nonsense... You are still going to deny this chemistry between us.. Stop fooling me liz.. And before that stop fooling yourself ... You know what ever happened wasn't a mistake or a blunder. That was something which we wanted .. You can't deny that liz.. " He said irritated at my denying..

I know... That I did it because I wanted to.. And that's what is making it a mistake. How can I be like that.. It should not have happened.. But the things that is bothering me is... I never want to stop that..
I know I can't deny the attraction... But I can't do this. Not because ,I'm married to William... I don't give a damn about him.. But being with Eddie will distract me from my aim.. And me being with him can also risk his life.. If William found out about us. Who would definitely kill me but before that he would kill Eddie..
Being clueless, of what to answer him.
I opened the car door and as I was about to get out of the car when Eddie grabbed my hands and pulled me inside..

Making me crash back on to his chest which was now bare.. And hell.. He was looking irresistible..

I flushed the moment my cheeks crashed on his chest. Slowly he cupped my face and titled it a bit up ,making me come to him more close and face to face.

Gliding one of his finger around my neck... Making me shiver to the core..


" Tell me you don't feel it ... Liz.. Say it... That this is wrong.. Deny what you are feeling right now... I know Liz... You can't... You can't deny that ... You know..that you want it too... " Eddie said seductively still caressing my neck with his fingers..
Frustrated with these unknown emotion... I jerked him off..

" Stop it... Eddie... I can't do this.. "
More over I wanted to say.. That I can't do this because I can't risk his life. I can't risk my family.. And most important I can't ever deviate from my aim.. Never..

" Why we can't do this.... Because you are married... Come on Liz.. I know he isn't keeping you the way you deserve.. Otherwise why would you be here with me if he was a perfect husband... He doesn't deserve you Liz... Stay with me.. Come to me.. " Eddie said... Holding my hands in his gently brushing my hairs with his fingers.
Every touch of him was like a fire.. A fire asking me to get burnt in its warmth. I can not take anymore.. I need to go away from him or else in no time I'll be doing the same thing that I did a moment ago.... I know the thing that happened between us can not be reversed but I can avoid it in future if I want everyone safe from William..


And he thinks William doesn't keeps me the way I deserve... Hell... He keeps me the way no one, not even the brutal animal would deserve.. His dark Souls is way more venomous than Eddie can ever know. I have seen his brutality.. And I want to keep it that way only , I don't want others to know what a monster William Henry is.

" Eddie.. Please drop me back.. " I said sternly.

" Liz.. But.. "
" No Eddie .. I don't want to talk anymore about anything... If you can't drop me , then I'll walk back.. Home.. " I said cutting him off.

" What nonsense.. I'll never allow you to walk back home.. Fine.. I'll drop you.. But I still would like it if you'll think about it... " He said with a bit of sadness and started driving the car back to palace..
I just nodded in response..

Soon we reached the William's palace.
Getting out of the car I told Eddie
" It would be good for both of us... If we don't meet this day onwards.. "
" Liz... I know you are in denial.. But when you realize what we actually had.. Then you know where you can find me.. " Despondent Eddie said and left.

I walked back into the palace..

As soon as I reached..

" Don't you think, you are misusing the liberty that I gave you.. " Damn it..
William was back.. And he came back alone.. Not with dad and Danny..
He already did send them back..
I stood there shocked... I didn't expected to see him this soon.

Walking close to me, he said..
" Alizeh, I got your dad and brother over here to show.. Who is still in the power.. That was just a sample for you... If you ever tried to over smart me... Then you'll have to pay a hefty price.. " Threatening me , he left and went to some where..

I knew it... I was well aware that he brought dad and Danny here just to show me that he still has the power and control of my life.. Cause recently I have been very much verbally protesting him and calling him out.. And this was definitely hurting his ego..
Damn it...

Eddie... William , dad, Danny everything was exhausting me.


In the evening Vaughn informed me that William has gone for military exercises and will be back after a month..
Ohh, hell I forgot.. That.. He is in the army too. So now I don't have to see him for a month. That's why he got dad over here to warn me that if I did tried anything in his absence then it can cost me..



Since then two days passed, I didn't meet Eddie not even once ... But I could not forget what happened between us..
His proximity was something I loved this most.. I could not forget his touch ... His words kept repeating in my brain..

To Hell ,with wrong and right ..
I straight away called Eric and asked him to drive me to the river side..

As soon as I reached there.... What I saw left me perplexed and mad..
What the hell... Eddie with another woman.... Who the hell is she..?
And bloody hell... Was he trying to play me all these times....?