Is it possible?

No.. Not possible... William can never ever love me.. What the hell kind of love is this..?
He is not just a psycho but a sadist too.. He enjoys my pain.. He can never love me... Never... I don’t trust her words... May be he is just keeping me alive to see how much of his brutality and torture I can endure.. He has kept me alive to satisfy himself...
No one can claim the way William behaves with me as love.. He has one thing for me and that is lust.. I would have happily committed suicide..than to marry William.. If those were my option.. But it was for my family that i held it tight.. I lived so that they can be in Peace.. I endured this to bring justice to my mom..
Williams desire has cursed many life’s. . His evilness has ruined everything.. It’s not that i never tried to kill him.. I did thought of it many a times.. But the power he has is extreme. My one wrong move could have destroyed many life’s.. I planned so many times to mix poison in his food or to shoot him.. With his gun while he was asleep.. But I couldn’t.. Cause he always made Rita taste his food before serving him.. And about shooting him.. I never got an access to the weapons .. . And on top I never wanted to kill him without letting him know that I’m the one who is doing this.
I want him to know and realize what he has done.. I want him to feel the exact pain Ivfelt when he shot my mother in front of my eyes.. I want him to bear the pain I endured.. While watching my brother die in front of me... I want him to know that I have been victim of his brutal desires.. I want him to know that I have seen him killing my mom..
“ impossible.. He doesn’t has a heart.. He can not love.. He does not know what it requires to love someone..” I exclaimed fuming after hearing Edwards grandma say that William loved me..
She kept looking at me for a while.. And then said.. “ I know its hard to believe that.. But William is a special case.. Of course he can love.. But he has a different meaning to love..
He thinks that love is not giving someone freedom or letting them live on their own will.. But to him love is to control and posses and own that person.. That’s how it is.. Love for him is ultimate owner ship.. The person he loves, completely belongs to him.. That person can not care about any thing or anyone else.. Except for him..”
Is she out of her head..? How can she define such a psychotic thinking as love.. It’s not love..
It’s madness.. Insanity..
“ You must be kidding right..! How can you justify this devilish and evil thing of your son as love... Have you ever seen someone loving like this... You’re impossible..!”
I snapped at her.. Cause the way she was trying to justify William was making me go mad..
“ I know Alizeh.. I know how pathetic it sounds but it’s not his fault that he wants love with ownership.. It our fault.. By our I mean.. Mine and my husbands.. Williams father’s fault..”she said.. And sighed in guilt..
Okay.. So here comes something new.. Just because of her crazy family.. I have lost my entire blood line.. And here she is trying to reason out her mad family.. Great..!
“ care to explain..” I stated.. Annoyed and frustrated.

“ Your anger is justified.. Alizeh.. I know how pathetic it sounds.. That because of our little ignorance your whole life was turned into hell..
But Alizeh..whatever William does is our sin as much as his.. Because his father never cared for his little boy and always indulged himself in his empire and work.. On the other hand I was busy taking care of the business and helping my husband in his work .. William felt left out .. He felt useless and not loved.. Many a times he used to roam in this entire house all alone because no one was there to play With him.. As he was the only child.. We were pathetic parents.. He used to cry till he slept.. He felt unwanted.. We didn’t even knew about his academics.. All the jobs were done by his nanny. The only thing William’s father did was to hide Williams mistake..as after being felt so neglected..William started indulging himself in illegal activities..which eventually let him think like a criminal.on the other hand, William’s father instead of scolding him, guiding him his father hided his mistakes ,when I got to know that William was actually suffering from mental illness. I informed his father but he kept it under covers..cause he could not let the empire down by letting everyone know that his son is a psycho..These all led to make William think that he can get a free pass with everything..and whenever he gets anyone in his life. He’ll make sure that the person only loves him and nothing else.. So that he never feels left out or unwanted.. That’s why when he married Elena he made sure that no one else is her priority except him.. And Elena did loved him.. So it was easy going until he saw Catherine and wanted to posses her..”

Obviously.. As he believed that every beautiful thing belongs to him.. Cause his pathetic father always got him everything.. Damn man.. I don’t know if I should feel anger for his parents or hatred for them... I feel sorry for the little boy.. Who wasn’t loved by his family..But nothing could ever make this okay.. Nothing could actually fill the void now I have in my heart..nothing could justify the crime.. he actually did..
After her revelation I kept looking at her.. Tears were breaming in my eyes.. And in hers to.. I was feeling so unloved and unlucky child of the Lord.. Just because William could not get my mother.. He killed my entire bloodline..
The pain was to much to take.. Without any fault my whole family suffered because they could not control the evil desire of their son..
Everything seemed useless it seemed all the fighting was futile.. William is evil.. I know that... But his evil is the result of his mental sickness is making me go mad.. The pain became unbearable that I collapsed on the ground..
Crying pathetically.. Fate is so cruel with me..
“ Alizeh.. Please get a hold of your self.. I know it is hard for you.. Fate has played you in the Worst way.. But it is what it is.. Now you have to make it okay..” she said.. Getting down on her knees holding my arms and comforting me..
Really.. She thinks I can make it okay.. After everything she told me.. Unbelievable..
I shrugged her hands of me.. And stood up..
“ really... Then do tell me how..?. How can I do that.?. Go ahead.. !Make it more clear!.. Please.. What do you want.? That I should kill William. Ha...! Then let me tell you.. It’s not that easy..even if I’ll try, I know I can’t.. I can’t do this.. I’m not him.. I can not kill anyone. ..” I barked at her.. And then broke into sobs..
She heard me silently.. Understood me.. And then getting up back on her feet, she came towards me and hugged me..
Consoled me..
“ Shh... Alizeh.. Stop crying.. I never asked you to kill him.. I can never do that.... But I asked you to stop him.. Stop him from destroying any more life.. Cause there is no cure of William's evil sickness..”
She said.. Consoling me..
“how..?” I asked baffled..

“ Alizeh. Did you ever wondered why William didn’t killed you or Edward after finding out that you both were literally cheating on him..”


No way... Why this had never crossed my mind..! Edward and me.. We both know what he did with Christian after finding out the truth.. Then why did he spared us.. And bloody hell.. Edwards grandma knows about our affair.. How...?
“ How do you know.. About me and Edward..?” I asked..
“ how and why does not matter.. All that matters is I know.. But the only reason that William did not do anything after being betrayed like this.. And found out other ways to hurt you both rather then killing you both which he does often after finding out .. If the person has cheated on him....
He didn’t do anything only because.. He is in love with you as he claims.. And he loves Edward more than anything... After Elena.. Edward was the only thing left as Williams possession.. And he was ready to do anything to keep Edward by his side.. But Edward some how drifted away from him.. Due to some circumstances.. Still Edward is his dearest thing on this planet.. So even after knowing everything.. William for the very first time controlled his desire and urge to kill.. I also know Alizeh it’s very hard to defeat William in his own game.. But you can.. Cause now you posses William’s dearest thing.. You don’t know how much power you are holding right now.. One final shot.. And everything will end for the good.. William will be shattered and will never be able to get back..”
Her words puzzled me..
“ what do you mean..?” I asked.. Confused..
“ Alizeh.. You don’t know for how long you were having the upper hand in this game.. You haven’t known the depth of William’s love for his only son....” She said.. Looking at me intensely..

“ Wait.. I’m still not getting... It..” I asked scared cause the thought running inside my head were disastrous.. I feared .. What if she brought my thoughts to words... And like all the times.. My fear came alive..
“ you exactly know what I’m trying to tell you Alizeh... The only thing that can break William now... Is... Edward’s death....I know it’s not easy to kill William... But Edward is under your claws.. End this madness.. For once and all.. End the sins.. Save the lives that William will eventually destroy in near future.. It’s all in your hand.. Alizeh...
KILL EDWARD..... TO FINISH WILLIAM....”