A recording..

“ Where do we go from here liz?...” I asked being confused after her, almost brazen seduction.
“ I don’t know, where do you want to take it?” She asked lying beside me, in nothing but just the covers her head on my chest, clearly feeling my heart beat. Not making any eye contact, she innocently was asking me where I want to take it.. Hell!...after what we had... I don’t think I can ever stop myself anymore from wanting her like this for the rest of my life.
We have been intimate a lot of times, but the feverish hunger with which we touched each other today, was out of this world. Being able to touch her after so long was heavenly. But it’s a guilty pleasure.
I still don’t know what is the truth behind her and Williams wedding. I don’t want to jump into conclusion so soon. I have did it once, by trusting Christian.. I can’t afford to do it again.
And above all William is powerful before I make any move , I have to be cent percent sure. Even though I know William loves me but nothing can stop him from killing me. If he got to know that I have been sleeping with his wife behind his back.
“ Liz.. I don’t know.. If we can do this behind his back.. If he finds out... I’m scared... We may end up like Christian... And more over.. You’re his wife.. And I really don’t want to sabotage the progress that I have made with him, regarding our relationship...” after taking a long pause and thinking deep I slowly Unfolded my thoughts... Only to rage her to hell..
Pushing me off.. She got up from the bed.. Walking angrily towards the door, she picked up her night gown which was paddled up on the floor.. Covering her self as fast as she can , she splayed the door open to walk out..
But before walking out.. She turned towards me.. And giving me a deathly glare , seething in anger.. She said..
“ I thought you were a man.. But I guess , I was wrong.. You are a coward.. I think William is more of a man than you.. At least he has the guts to do whatever he wants unlike you.. Who just likes to act like a coward and doesn’t know how to use his brain and gets manipulated by any scumbag, easily..” barking she pushed the door close on my face and walked away..
But her words kept echoing in my ears.. Driving me mad. She really called me out.. Trying to hit me somewhere no man would like to be hit. She called me a coward.. Only because I was trying to think rational for once.. Not just for me but for her.. Do she has any idea how much she affects me.. I guess not.. If she had she would not have called me out.. If only I could.. I would always have her with me.. Not like this hiding from people and having secret affairs.. But I would proudly claim her in front of the world as mine.. But for now.. I can’t.. She too knows how brutal can William be how dangerous he is.... She knows, we can’t be this careless. After having the life of her loved ones at threat... But I guess her anger is justified, may be she thought that I have rejected her , and is still trying to play her the same way as I did in the past.. But I can hell swear on my life that I would never ever deceive her like that.. Never not after I know that she is innocent and is just a victim of Christian’s bloody manipulating games..
I don’t know.. Why she came today in my room like this.. And did the things, that I only dreamt about doing with her after ditching her.. Is there any possibility alive that she still feels for me?.. Cause the way she was reacting to my slightest touch was enough to prove that I still do affect her in more than one way.
And... God.. ! If she does feel for me even after the mess I have created.. I would love to die... To make her mine..
I do have a doubt in the back of my mind that may be she is playing me.. But even if she is.. And if this is the only way I can have her... Then I definitely will... Her desire has driven me crazy since the time I have met her.. This innocent beauty has bewitched my body, mind and soul... And God knows now.. That I completely belong to her..
Forget that rational shit.. Forget what William will do.. I want her and she wants me. This is the only important thing now.. What actually Alizeh wants.. If she wants me.. I’m selfish enough to have her back.. Even after hurting her like that.. But I vow to myself that.. From now onwards, all her miseries and worries are mine.. I know William isn’t treating her right.. She has told me in the past.. That William has forced her to marry him by threatening to kill her family. At that time being under the influence of Christian’s foul play I didn’t believed her but now I do...I definitely do believe her... But still few parts are missing of why William was so desperate and so decisive to marry her and her only..i guess there are a lot of girls who are actually way more gorgeous than liz..and as far as William is considered he only runs after beauty so I do need to find out why he chose liz. . And I doubt She knows it to.. But is hiding from me..
I need to collect all the missing pieces so that I can actually help her.. Even though I want a relationship with William knowing that he hasn’t done anything with my birth mother and not even with Daisy.. But I do know he isn’t innocent as far as Alizeh is considered.
To calm her down and finally confess her that.. I just don’t like or want her.... But I love her.. I walked out of my room..
But as I reached out of my room.. There was a weird sound coming out from servants quarter, which was attached to the corridor leading the Hall way beside the staircase.. Hearing that voice clearly.. I recognized... What were those voices .
All the blood drained from my brain... Rushing towards the servant quarter , as I reached.. All the air left my lungs...
In front of me . On the big wall, in a small led TV screen a recording of mine and Alizeh’s last passionate night was playing...
And when I saw.... Who has done it... I stood there gawking blankly at the person.... ..
Bloody hell! An awaiting disaster .... With no way out...