The missing part..

I was raged to hell when Christian told me what my filthy father did.... He killed my mom, this was enough.. I don’t want to know the reason why, I don’t need to know the reason why...

He killed my birth mother, all this time he lied that she died of labour pain.
I considered myself as guilty thinking that my mother died while giving me birth.... But no ,it was William who did this..
I was beyond mad , while Christian was trying to elaborate what ever the hell happened in the past.. I left for William..
Marching towards his room I saw his door was already open, I splayed it open and then what I saw.... Was dreadful for me.

He was kissing Alizeh... Damn it... My hate for him exploded to sky..
I wanted to rip him apart for kissing more than for killing my mom..
It was horrendous to watch him shoving his tongue inside Alizeh's mouth..
I don’t know if Alizeh was liking it or not.. It surely seemed like William was forcing her for the kiss but I can’t say anything... After all its Alizeh, the girl who planned so much..
William already did saw me the moment I splayed the door..he Smirked at me and started kissing liz back.

My anger was over took by jealousy and hatred, yes, I was jealous..
Jealous because he touched something that was Mine... Alizeh is mine to punish, to pleasure and do what ever the hell I want.

Shaking my head With disgust and disdain, I left from there without answering any of William’s question.. I could not gather myself after what I saw..
Christian gave me a perplexed look when I was back into my room, he was already there.
“ Don’t... Do not start with me Christian , not right now..”
Giving him a deathly glare I dismissed him, though Christian can command me but he too is aware of my temper..
I could not sleep that night.. William’s filthy lips on Alizeh kept flashing in front of my eyes..
Christ! What a kind of spell that girl cast on me. I could not get past through her.. I wanna rip William into thousand for touching her..
Holy hell! He must be doing more than just kissing her...
God... I growled digging my head in the pillow..
How slowly she crawled her way inside my skin, and I could not do anything.. Even after being completely aware of who she actually was, I could not stop myself from falling for her innocence..
I was attracted to her.. Damn true..
I thought that once I’ll have her then my crazy obsession of her will end... But no... Damn no... One touch of her and I craved more..
I fear that I’ll ever have my fill of her..
The thought of she being with William was abhorrent for me...
The very next morning when I saw her coming out of her room, dressed in her floral dress looking wildly beautiful the way she is..

Christ! , I have got myself deep into this shit..
Getting attracted towards her, is like digging my own grave..
How stupid am I, for getting infatuated to my enemy..
The night kept coming back in my memories, as soon she climbed down the stairs , I dragged her into the garden behind the bush and did exactly what I wanted to do to her since the last night when I saw her in that satin night gown, looking way more enticing than ever.. She was eves dropping on mine and Christian’s conversation..
I know even if she heard everything she can’t do a shit. I have the upper hand in here.. Well! She is aware of the fact that, she too cheated on William so before anything else she’d be the one to land in trouble.
But right now, I crave to feel her against me. I wanted to wipe away William’s traces from her.

Without any warning I crashed my lips on her. She protested at first but after my pathetic pleading she soon gave into it. I don’t even know why I did that. But I needed her to kiss me back , I haven’t ever forced her to kiss me. The way she poured herself in all our kisses was the best part about kissing her.. No one has ever kissed me the way she does.. And right now here her protesting and being repulsive was making me desperate.
We were kissing wildly,like our life’s depends on each other.. She tastes so sweet and heavenly.. I know what I am doing is not the part of my plan. But I can’t help it.. If I didn’t have her , I’ll die with her desire..
Don’t know how but this girl became a drug to me, the one without which I can not survive anymore.
But soon she broke the kiss and without any Words she ran away..
It took me a moment to compose myself from our hot encounter. I was still feeling her strawberry soft lips on mine..
But I was not done yet.. I want to wipe away every touch of William’s from her body and want to ingrain in her brain that her body belongs to no one but me... No one gets to touch her not even William.
I was not even a little close to done . My all anger over William for killing my birth mother and treating mom like that was slowly getting transferred into more anger for touching liz.. I know he must be doing that quite often.. And that fact always bothered me.. I ignored it earlier while I was trapping Alizeh cause I still was focused on my aim... But last night all changed... The look on Alizeh’s face said a lot more than she ever could... If I’m not wrong, Alizeh did not liked William touching her like that . She already had mentioned that when I made her believe that I loved her, she told me that William forced her to marry her.
At that time I didn’t believed her but since last night and after the truth Christian told me, I guess Alizeh was right about William.

Christ! My mind is going to explode.. What is right... What is wrong..? Who is innocent? Who is guilty..? I can’t figure out... But one thing for sure... William Henry is one of the biggest evil in here..

And Alizeh, well now I think I need to reconsider everything..
One can not keep pretending for this long.. There’s sure something that I’m missing.
Not even once, since the time I came here , I have seen Alizeh doing anything that could make me think that she married William for money... Or to take over the power.. On the contrary she keeps avoiding all the Lavishness..
My mind was fuzy... I need to calm myself down.. Just Kissing Alizeh isn’t enough... I need more.

As William was already gone.. Now I can actually finish what I started with Alizeh without any disturbance.
I marched back into the house to find Alizeh and end my miseries.. But as I entered the house, I heard Alizeh screaming at someone..
Her voice was coming from servant’s quarter.. I could not understand what she was screaming about or whom she was screaming at.. But it seemed like she was in trouble..
I rushed towards the quarter... And when I saw...
I have never felt this disgusting in my entire life...
How could he do that..? How could he stoop so low..?