Chapter 33: Knock it off
SIMONE'S P.O.V
I have been busy playing baseball with Edzen and I forgot to read Russell's message to me last Friday. Dana and Zyril are here to eat dinner with me. They sip their teas.
"You said he was on a seminar trip, right?"-Dana. I nod.
"For how many days? Sir Russell left early on Monday, right? That's already a week now. What is that, a vacation seminar?"-Zyril. Dana laughs at her remarks. We are at my office because I am looking for the contract that Dana is asking. I open his message first before I'll search again.
'Hey, I hope you're not stressing yourself again. Take a break from time to time. Anyway, remember what I said last time? Open that envelope now. I'm sorry for pestering you but can you do the work? I mean, ask Zyril to pass that. Take care always, okay? Bye-bye.'
My forehead wrinkles because of what he texted. What kind of papers is that? I open my drawer. I remember that I put that brown envelope here. I saw it. I open it. I pulled the papers and it's a good thing those two are in front of me. These are pictures of me and Edzen?! The first time he asks me about the baseball ground. This is when we played in their sports center. He wrote something in each picture.
'I like how you shine when you swing that bat. I don't if you two kiss here. I can't tell with my position when I take this.' I look at the second picture. 'Whoa. You can be an Olympic player next time. Edzen will be a good mentor for you. I knew he will make the team advance to the final for this year's Olympics. Best of luck.' The next paper is... a divorced paper?! He even put his name and signed it already. What the f**k! There is another paper. It"s a handwritten letter for me. My chest feels tight.
'We have an agreement that the one who asks divorced first will bear the consequences. I will do that. I'll explain to our parents so don't worry. Love freely and choose the man who has the same taste as you. I know Edzen is a good man. He might be a good husband because he loves you and you, too. We did our best and we want to work this out. There are no regrets for me. I know this is sudden, but when I saw how you smiled and enjoy being with him, even playing with him? I woke up and stepped back. I knew I never regret being with you, and I enjoyed everything we had. Our first fight and intimate moments. Good thing we don"t have a child yet and you can also give your virginity to the man you love. Can you send me our wedding photo? That will be my last request. That"s all Simone. Thanks and... bye-bye.'
"F**k!"-I said. They look at me. I crumpled the paper and woke up all at once. Dana asks first, but Zyril is worried.
"What is happening here? What did the papers say?"
"Damn it!"-I screamed. I grab the papers and match them. I went outside and burn those papers. They were both surprised.
"What is wrong with you, Simone?"-Zyril asks. I just sob and tears fall like a river. What did I do? What the hell!
"Ma'am Simone? What is happening here?"-Claire. I look at her and maybe ask her about Russell. She looks puzzled.
"What did you notice when Russell left?"-I ask. She spoke.
"He said that I'll always look after you. Is everything okay, ma"am Simone?"-she asked. Dana held my shoulder.
"Tell us what is happening here, Simone?"
"No. No. No."-I said and wipe my tears away. I will find him! I don't care if he hides in Bermuda triangle or in a pyramid. The gate suddenly opens and a car enters the mansion.
"Who is that? That's not Russell's car."-Dana. I look at them. I don't want them to know the truth. Not now.
"Guys, you can go home now. Tomorrow, I will call you. I need your help just in case."-I said. They just nod.
"Okay."-they said. They left me and I rush upstairs. I ignored the signs. I didn't even notice he never texted me.
When I reach our room, I look at his things in the bathroom. They"re not here, even his shoes on these shelf. Then when I check the cabinet, it's empty. I punch the wall. It is painful but I don"t care at all. I went outside and sit on the floor. I lean on the right side of the bed. I held my knee and cry like a baby. 'Come home. I'm sorry. I'm sorry... I am stupid and a cheater! Please, Russell! Where are you?! Come here, I am crying. I want you to shed my tears. Come home, please!' I cried too much that I started to have hiccups. I raise my head. I heard footsteps. But my vision is too blurry. I can"t even see who is the person that is coming here. I was about to wipe my tears when a warm hand did it for me. His scent...
"Your hand! What happened here? Where did you get this?"
"R-Russell?"-I mumbled. He sighs and uses his hanky in wrapping my hand. He put the hair in my face to my ears.
"What happened, hmm? Why are you crying like this?"
"What took you so long?"-I ask. His mouth is agape. I wrap my hands around his neck and pulled him closer. I kissed him crazily. He didn't respond, and I spoke when we parted.
"Kiss me back!"-I commanded. He gulps and takes off my hands. He stood up. No! No! Tears are about to fall again. I held my knees and tried to control my tears. I can't let him see that I am crying. I have to use my arrogance and pride. 'No! Beg him! He might leave if you won"t do something!' He sighed and shed the tears around the corner of my eyes.
"Hey, what's wrong? This is me, Russell. Your friend."
"No. No."-I said. He sat beside me. I took that chance and kneel between his legs and place my hand on his chest.
"I don't want to be your friend. I don't want that."-I said.
"Can we be friends? I want that because I can use that as a reason to see you. Edzen won't suspect either if I visit you. Can we just..."-he said. He is about to caress my cheeks, but he didn't. I grab his clothes tightly, then I slap my face. I can feel the pain and he is surprised. She held my two hands.
"Don't hurt yourself."-he said. I look at him.
"I want to be the true Mrs. Russell tonight."-I said. He loosens his grip on my hands. I pulled the strap of my nightdress and they fall down my knee. I am not wearing any undies. He saw the beauty that I keep for years.
"Simone... if you don't run away. I will taste every part of you. So get your chance."-he said. I held his hand and place it in my chest. Where my heart beats out loud. He gulps.
"Take me."-I said huskily. I moaned when he grabs my waist and suck my nipple. I held his hair and moan. His other hand starts to massage my other breast. He starts sucking and biting them off. He stretched his feet and parted my legs. He moves his lips to my neck and sniffs me. He gave me a love bite and lick my earlobe after. I moaned because it feels good. He looks at me before he claimed my lips. I moaned.
"I change my mind. You're just mine. Mine alone. Oh, Simone."-he whispered. He didn't let me speak as he claimed my lips with the hot intrusion. I keep on kissing him and start caressing his chest underneath his shirt. He pulled it off and threw it away. He caresses my cheeks and his breathing is heavy. He caress my breast again and I moaned.
"Oh, Russell. Do it harder. Uhn!"-I moaned and beg him. He pushes them in the middle and such them both. It feels damn good. He pulled me a little and then he lick my naval.
"Simone...?"-he asks and stops. He looks at my eyes. He kisses my forehead, my nose, my cheeks, and then he pins his forehead on mine. He caress my back aroused me more.
"Do you love Edzen? Can I be him instead?"-he asked. Why did I let that happen? What if I had sex with him and lost my virginity? How will I face my husband? I held his cheeks.
RUSSELL'S P.O.V
"I only want you, Russell. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I was fascinated by him because we share that kind of bond. But I promise I didn't kiss him, nor did we kiss. Yes, my heart beats fast and there are times that I almost let him kiss me. But nothing happens. Maybe because I got the chance to do things that I like, I forgot important things like you."
I put her down, and I stood up. She must have thought that I don't believe her. She stood up. She held my hand. She looks down when she realizes what I'm about to do. She blushes. I grab her closer and take this chance to tease her.
"Don't run away. The night is still long."-I said. I lick the sensitive part of her ear. I grab her other thigh and wrap it around me. But I suddenly want to tease her on the next level. I kneel down and I didn't let go of her thigh I saw her wetness. I start licking it and she moaned a little loud. Her moans are sexy and I love hearing them. I continued to lick it and suck her c**t. She even cursed. She"s damn cute.
"Russell, do it more please!"-she begs. I did. I start sticking my tongue in her entrance. She seems to be enjoying it. She pulled me up and she pulled my pants off. She saw my stiffness. She lick its head and I moaned. She starts licking from my b***s up to its tip. It was giving me an undeniable pleasure. I want her to suck it and—she did!
"Oh shit. That was good, Simone. Do it more. Suck it, what the heck! Your mouth is warm and slippery. Do it more..."
Which she listens. My manhood is twitching in her mouth until I cum inside her mouth. I feel more aroused when I saw how she gulp it off. I pulled her up. She push me to bed and sat on me. I started caressing her breast and that alluring nipple. She looks at my manhood and gulp. She place her hand on my stomach and held my d**k. She encircles the tip of her wet entrance. She bites her lower lip. She slowly thrust it inside her. She stops halfway, and I saw the pain in her face. Then a hot liquid drip down my p**is. It's blood. That made me happy. I held her waist and move my hips. She groan as I slowly thrust deeper. She is tight and warm. I love how it feels likes. I pin her down and kiss her as I start moving. Our hips are like in synchronization. We both thrust. I am hitting her insides. There is a soft spot and her insides are making my mind blank. The pleasure and ecstasy were priceless. We both move faster when we feel like we will reach our orgasm. I thrust deeper until I cum inside her. We both call our names. I breathe deeply.
"Simone, you will regret of seducing me tonight. You won't be sleeping."-I mumbled. She must have to feel that my manhood is still twitching inside her. It was stiff again. She wraps her hands on me. She licks my earlobe. Oh shit.
"Russell, love me."-she said. My eyes widened. I look at her.
"What did you say, Simone?"-I ask. She bit her lower lip.
"L-love me?"-she said. She looks away, and that made me smile. I cup her face and made her look at me.
"That's more like it. Simone, you're the dessert that I will never let go of. All of you."-I said and look at her beauty.
"I hope I am forgiven."-she mumbled. I smiled and tease her.
"Yes, Simone. After you made me feel what lovemaking is? There's no way that I'll let you go. You're mine forever."
I kiss her and I'm ready to make her awake until dawn kissed the sky. I smiled. She is smiling while facing my neck as if she's sniffing me. She"s mine now. I want more of her. Her phone suddenly rings. At this hour? It's just 4:15 am. I grab her phone. My jaw clenches. It's Edzen. Fuck.
"Hello? What do you want from my wife?"-I ask. He curses.
"Where is Simone? Why did you answer her phone?"-he ask.