Chapter 35: Trust is needed for us

RUSSELL'S P.O.V
I sigh and hate myself because I'm being afraid again. I place my hand on her head and she look at me. I pet her.
"I'm sorry for that. I just remember what he said in the parking lot this morning. You don't have to ask permission. You know that I am not putting any leash on your neck. Just do what you want to do, okay?" She smiled and kiss me. I smiled because I know that Simone is obstinate and that"s what she needed. I shouldn't made her feel that I'm still scared instead I have to make her feel that I will always believe in her. She suddenly embrace me that tight.
"I know you're worried and afraid. I know you were holding back. But thank you Russell. You made me feel happy. I'm glad I drag you into this marriage. You...uhn!" I kiss her and change my mind. I'll make him wait. She moan.
"I change my mind. I will make him wait." I didn't let her ask again, I claimed her lips again and take off her coat. I start unbuttoning her sleeve and unhook her bra. I pin her in the call and move down to her neck. I won"t give her a hickey iust to show off on that bastard. She grasp my hair when I started to cup her breast. I grab her waist and lift her a little as I suck her taut nipple. That moan she made reminds of the night and day when we made love like crazy.
"Russell..." She moan. I stood up and look at her. I held her hand and put it inside my swim trunks. She blushes.
"Just a quick turn." I whispered in her ear. She moved down and pulled it down. I moaned as soon as she licks my manhood. This sensation and that tingling feelings, I love how it satisfies me. It started twitching inside her mouth and I made a pre-c*m. I pulled her up. I will do the same for her.
When I pull down her pants, she's already wet. I started licking her bosom and her moan is a proof that she likes it. When I know that she's ready, I positioned myself and thrust inside her. She moaned and held me tighter. I held both of her thighs and wrap them around me. We both start moving and enjoy every sensation that we felt. Her tightness and warmth inside is making me crazy.
"Simone...uhn!" I moan. I kiss her as we are getting deeper and deeper. We both moaned loudly when my semen fills her inside. We breath deeply. I look at her beautiful face.
"I love you." She smiled and kiss me. Oh shoot. It's twitching again! She gulps. There's no wrong about it, right?
I put on her coat and smile. She kiss me in my cheek before she left me here. After changing, I took the water and mop on the comfort room. I better clean my mess. I smiled while cleaning. You deserve it asshole. My wife, she will only think of me from now one. I know that. After cleaning, I get inside the car. My phone rings. Its her? But why? I was about to speak when I heard Edzen"s voice. She wants me to listen on them? I smiled. I mute my speaker and just listen.
"Simone, I saw this baseball field in the neighboring town. Come with us, the team will go there for practice this Saturday. What do you think?" That bastard!
"I'm sorry, but let's stop right here, Edzen. I think I am being inconsiderate to my husband. The mere fact that I give time for baseball and we bond like this. This is already a form of cheating. I don't want my husband to be in pain because of me. I'm the one who drags him into this marriage and I promise myself that we will work this out. Edzen, you can find a girl that loves baseball too, someone that is not married."
"No. I only want you, Simone. I will meet you first, right? Since the day you visit us here, I feel in love with you. So please, don't tell me such things like forgetting you. I won't."
"I know you will say that. I will focus on being a wife and a businesswoman. I'm sorry for give you high hope but..."
"What? He threatens you? I can protect you Simone!"
"I know, but Edzen...I love him. That's the problem. When he told me that he will let go of me and we can be together, that was a powerful slap that wakes me up. I am just arrogant and full of pride at that time. But thinking of the fact that he will be left the mansion, I cried. Edzen, goodbye."
I heard a clicking sound. Then Edzen speak again.
"I won't back down. I will keep on courting you. You already saw the bond of Russell and Vivian. We are like them. Remember that you and Russell don't have anything in common. I love you, Simone. That's my reason."
I heard a her footsteps. She is walking away from him. I ended the call and drive the car in front of the café. She saw me and get inside. She look at me and she look worried.
"Russell...don't you think we really didn't have in common?"
I smiled at her and didn't answer. I drove the car away, and she I was surprised when we reach the place. I held her hand and we get inside. I threw the bat on her. She didn't ask until we finish stretching our muscles. I walk closer and put on her helmet. She smiled and hug me. I made this choice.
"On my vacation, I tried my best to learn how to play baseball. I learned the basic and... you can teach me the rest. What do you think?" I ask. She chuckled and nod.
"Uhm. Thank you for making me happy, Russell." she said. That made me smile. She helps me to learn the rules and things that I need to improve. I saw how much she enjoyed teaching me and that is enough for me. That's what I want.
"Now move your bat like this and swing your body up to this area." I nod and she clicks the machine. When the ball is flying everywhere, she just watch me. She stops the machine and gives me a high five. It means I did it.
"You learn faster that I thought." She said. I laugh.
"Maybe because my teacher is scary." I tease. She chuckled.
"Oh, is that so?" I ran, and she did too. When we made a two laps around the field. I stop and face her. I hug her as soon as she bumps me. She looks at me. I caress her cheeks and I can hear my heart pounding. She listens to it.
"Don't you think we should plan on having a baby now?"
"You think I didn't? Have you noticed that I let them out inside? Because I want to have a baby soon." I tease. She blushes. But I am serious about what I said.
"I want a boy." That made me laugh. I thought she would like a girl but a boy instead? She pouted. I cleared my throat.
"I'm sorry. Typically, girls want a baby girl, but you? You want a boy as our first baby? That's odd." I reason out.
"Why? Is it because I want a doll to dress up? I want boys because they're less needy. I mean, they just go in the shower then change and that"s it." That's true.
"Well, it makes sense." She chuckled because I agreed in the end. After that, we eat dinner outside and went home. I look at her. She"s sleeping so quietly. I went off to bed and try to find the divorce paper that I signed. I can't let her divorce me even if I had to beg her father. But if she holds that, she can do it anytime. Why do I even do that?
"What are you trying to find?" I bump my head underneath her desk. I look up to meet her gaze.
"I am...nothing." I lied. Her eyebrow arches. She bend down and claimed my lips. I moaned as her hand caress my chest.
"I already burn it, idiot." She mumbled. What did—
"Your looking for the divorce papers, right? I already burn it."
"You...seriously? I am looking for that because I can't let you go anymore. But I am happy to hear that."
ZYRIL'S P.O.V
I open the door. I frown at him. It's already 11 at night and he is here knocking on my door. He's even drunk. My goodness! He smiled and just enter without even asking.
"What are you doing here, Luris?" He just looks at me. I cross my arm and lean on my door. "Do I look like that jerk? Just because I have green eyes, you generalize green-eyed people. I am a playboy, but I am not a two-timer. I always take care of my ladies and give them a clean break. I am not a jerk who hurt you!" He even pointed his finger at me.
"Who told you about him?! Tell me?!" I scream at him, but he just gives me that soft expression. He nailed his hands on my side to corner me. I gave him a death glare, but his expression never changed. "You are gorgeous, like your friends. Your eyes shouldn't be this sad just because of a player who hurt you and uses you. You're more than that, Zyril." He smiled and place his hand on my head. What is he doing?! Is it because he's drunk? He just looks at me then he kisses my cheeks. I was about to creep out when he smiled.
"You have to smile more and show him that he doesn't deserve your tears at all, okay?" After he said those things, he went straight to the couch and sleep in a fetal position. I blink my eyes and decided to bring him a blanket. I start wiping his face with a wet towel. He didn"t react or anything. He just sleeps like a baby. I think Simone or Dana told him about that jerk. He even uses his cousin's name to fool me for almost two years. Damn him! I went back to my room and sleeps. When I open my eyes, I smell the food being a cook in my kitchen. I clean myself up and went outside. He's cooking?
"Oh, good morning. This is the only way I can say sorry for the inconvenience of last night. I'm sorry if I ask Simone about the reason why you hate men with green eyes." I sigh and take a seat at the table. He gave me a coffee and a plate of the food he made. "I knew it. I told you not to pry about my life, right?" He nod and takes a seat. He looks handsome with that apron on.
"I know. But I'm curious. Maybe I'm interested in you? I don't if as a woman or a baby sister that I never had." He's always been straightforward about his feelings. He's like an open book. He smiled at me.
"You know what? I saw your pictures and you smile a lot at them. You look better when your eyes smiled like your lips. I don't know what kind of pain he gave to you or what kind of asshole he is? But he is a jerk for letting you go. One day, you will find the right man for you. I'm sure of that, Zyril." I didn't answer and just eat. They're delicious actually. After he cleaned up, he took his coat and went straight to the doorway.
He looks back and smile again. "Thank you for the food and for taking care of me last night. I'm sorry for the inconvenience. Bye-bye." He left, and he knew I won't answer him because he could talk a lot while we eat but he didn't hear any words from me. At the office, I look at Simone.
"Did Luris tell you about what I remember about that jerk?" I nod and sat down. "Yes. He even told me that he is interested in me. That's why he asks you." Her eyebrow arches. "Don't get high hopes. He said as a woman or maybe as a younger sister he wished to have."
She frown and sigh in disappointment. "You know what? Russell told me that he is a gentleman. He is goo in showing importance to ladies. It just happens that the girls he meets are not ready for a serious relationship. They thought they were like them just want to have fun. They usually meet each other in a disco club, that's why, you know? That's a place for hook ups and a short-term relationship between men and women. What if he ends up liking you as a woman?" I sigh.