#7

I felt so much guilt because I remembered most of what opened yesterday night, thinking further. I had done a lot of stuff the night before that was not aligned with my parent's standards.
I went against all my Christian values even though I wanted to change who I was before this ever happened and have new experiences without being scared of going against my family's religious beliefs.
although I did feel guilty because I went against all the expectations that were laid on me by my family, especially my mom since it seemed like I was the only one she had.
Last night was definitely a wild experience. I and Emma talked about it. She told me she never knew I was much of a good kisser, and that she would definitely love to try kissing me more some other time.
I was so surprised by those words. I was not used to a girl being so upfront about what she wanted around me and I was intimidated by it. “ Wow, you are definitely not like any other babe I have met,” I said to Emma. Starting at this beautiful Lady right in front of me.
Most of the girls I was used to would've waited for you to make your moves on them. She doesn't care, she just sees what wants and goes for it. she says how she feels and that intrigued me.

“ Do you have a girlfriend James?” she asked, “No, why did you ask?” I said. “Nothing. I just wanted to know” evading my question. “Ok, then,” I said. “ Ok” she replied with a cute smile.
she further asked if we could hang out more. “I… I don't see a problem with that'' I replied eagerly feeling bashful while scratching the back of my head. We exchanged phone numbers.
I felt so important because I didn't have to do much to get a girl's number. I always thought you had to have a grand pick-up line and wear your “Mr charming hat” and also buy her a drink to get a girl’s number.
But here I am, and this one falls into my lap without any stress. I brought out my phone so she can type her digits in. She saved her name as “Emma love”. “Why did you save your name like that?” I asked.
“Well you will understand, in the future love. It will fit your contacts properly like that, yeah!”. I am here being baffled by how this hot girl wants me. My dick instantly pushed my pants up with a bulge around my crotch.

She saw the Bulge and asked, “ what is that?”. She started laughing, pointing at my pants.” “That’s my phone” I tried to take her attention away from it. But she laughed and said “It’s fine… It’s fine, I know it is your dick. I am happy that you find me sexy enough that your dick stands”.
I was so embarrassed. But it was still a win because I had gotten her number and she seemed very interested in me. I thought to myself “well I wish I had a lot of moments like this, of what seemed like a victory to me”
I got back to my dorm and when I entered through the door. I remembered, I never saw Andre at the end of the party. I would have expected him to pick me up or look for me or at least my phone would be filled with a number of missed calls from him and this made Me quite annoyed.
What if I found myself waking up in the dump. It was so possible for me to end up being robbed or stripped naked laying like a dead man by the side of the road. It was so possible.
“ I thought he said he got my back tho … I didn't end up back in my room even though”. I quite enjoyed my time with Emma and her friend Jazz. I met Andre laying on the bed.
It seemed like he was so drunk from the night before that would explain why he didn’t help me back into the dorm room. “So this is why I saw no missed calls… Dude is dead drunk”. I shook my head and laughed. “ I can not leave my life in this dude’s hand”
When I got closer to him, I shoved his hand to get his attention. “Leaving me alone” he said from his sleep pushing my hands away. “Wake up Andre. Don't you have class this morning “
He woke up quite displeased because he had a massive headache. I made for him some hangover solutions I found online. I had to get ready for the class by 9 AM So I didn't bother talking to him for a long time trying to prepare for the class.
“ Do you have anything this morning?… any class this morning? … I'm too tired to go for mine but what will I do? It is my first day so I would have to endure the pain”.
Andre was barely awake. He could barely complete his sentences without nodding his head back and forth in a drowsy state. When I was done with afternoon lectures.
I walked down the hallway to the school Park. “Hey, James… How is your day going?” Emma waved at me. As I walked up to Emma I said “ I was in class for most of the day…professor Andy that teaches us Business management just kept hammering…
oh hyper-capitalism is the problem of America today. she laughed and said “why does he have a problem with capitalism” I responded smiling and said “I don't know maybe capitalism stole his wife or something”
then she turned to me and said “really! dry jokes right now” while we were walking I complimented her on the dress she wore “I am really feeling those new kicks Emma is the new Jordans,” she said, “yes! they are. I just unboxed them yesterday. It felt really good actually. I love unboxing things”.
I pulled her by her hands to follow me. “ Hey, slow down. I am going to fall” she said. “Yes! Fall for me, baby… Fall for me” I winked at her and started laughing.
“God...James, you are so corny. Damn! Let go of my hands, Mister. let me move at my own pace before I fall”