#21

I wore my favourite t-shirt. I was feeling good today especially since me and Emma had sex from the night before. When I was walking on the streets earlier this morning anyone who saw me could practically see the joy on my face.
Felt like I was getting a standing ovation. “who just got sex yesterday… this guy” pumping myself in the mirror.
I was humming my favourite tunes all morning. Even when I got into lecture theatre I was
the one answering most of the questions from Professor Champlin.
“Everyone should be like James. He prepared for the class before time.”
“Feels like I am teaching ghosts most of the time but no one is answering me or engaging
in the class”
“Now now … before you all leave”
“you would have to write a 30 page essay on the economic value of scientific resources”
Apart from the long assignment it was generally a great day for me. I was smiling all day
and I got praises from my lecturers.
After classes through the rest of the week. I practically ran to Emma’s dorm most of the
time. And as you know we were having sex a lot. That’s the most sex I have ever had in
my entire life.
By the end of the week it felt like I could not get my dick stand up. Every time I
remembered sex in my body and literally scream in pain. It felt like a bad joke Like
something out of your rom-com movie.
By Sunday anytime I saw Emma's calls I was scared I started avoiding all her calls.
I was so scared my dick could fall off at this point. If I ever saw from a mile away I would
run so she wouldn’t see me. At some point I think she got frustrated and stopped calling.
“Yo Andre I am Emma having sex a lot and I think I’m very tired”
“So is that why you keep missing your calls” he laughed
“Just tell her what is going on and that you need to take a break from sex for a while”.
I was so scared to show my face in Emma‘s room.
So later that night I summoned up the courage to explain why I had been ghosting her.
As I was about to knock on the door, the door opened and in front of me was Emma. She
was about to go out. Immediately she greeted me with a frown. She was very upset with
me

“Why aren’t you picking my call?”
“Did I do something wrong?”
“Or are trying to use me for sex?”
I could sense a vexing tone that if I gave any excuse that didn’t add would light a fuse.
“I have no excuse Emma. Basically I got scared cause we were having sex too much “
“But you didn’t seem to complain when I was giving you the best head of your life” she
added
“Yes but I am not a machine Emma”
“I am scared if I continue at this pace, my dick might fall off”
Trying not to look into her eyes. Because I felt ashamed I could not meet up to what she
wanted and I got scared and ran away.
“So what are you saying now are you breaking up with me”
“Cause it seems like you are”
her tone melts as she stares at me for an answer.
“No… No, that's not what I am saying”
“I am just saying we should slow down and pace ourselves” I held her hands softly.
“I really like you Emma and I don't want to lose you”
“Hmmmm… Ok I get now” I drag her close to me for a hug.
“But you upset me and made me feel bad”
“So you have to make it up to me”
“Yes ma'am, got you” relieved at how fast she forgave me.
“Tell me anytime you have an issue with me”
She looked up into my eyes to get a sincere answer from me.
“From henceforth I will be totally plain with you “
“I am sorry for putting you through so much”
I leaned in for a kiss and lifted her with her waist closer to my torso and she held my face
and kissed me back.
I had seen in movies that after a big fight couples smooch to end the fight. So it was just
instinct to lean in for a kiss with Emma.
“ I told you it wasn't a big issue Emma”
Jazz teased her.
“ you were just getting worked up for nothing”
She shook her head at the ordeal she went through the past weekend.
As we walked to the school lawn, Jazz dragged me by my shirt to the side.
“Yo! you made my friend cry this weekend because she was worried.” She held my shirt
for the back and had a mean look on her face. She whispered
“If you ever do anything to hurt her again will come for you”
“You guys should pick up the pace” Emma shouted as she was a couple of steps before
us.
“I have to go now Emma, my faculty is this way.” she waves her hands with her books in
her other hand.
“I will see you later in the afternoon” as she walks away she immediately signals to me.
“You James! I am watching you”
Then I ran towards Emma. I ended the journey with a hug and a kiss goodbye.

Family means everything to me; they are my rock. If I was ever in trouble with you I would
have support from my family. I know things were not going well at all with my dad being

distant and my mom not being able to say anything about it. I know they can be annoying
to be around but I still love them all the same. so when Emma had some family troubles I
was so eager to help her. so I understood when sometimes family fucks up but you still
have to cover up and also bear consequences of their mistakes with them.
Emma‘s brother was a gangster and drug dealer drunk and a womaniser.
They were orphans. Their parents died in a car accident. Emma and the brother were
moved to stay in her grandparent's home. She stayed with her grandparents till they died
when she was fifteen and her brother was about seventeen. so they had to stay with you,
their uncle. Her brother Mark ended up with a lot of bad crowds. He stole, he was always
in fights and he sold drugs. He got expelled from high school because he found evidence
that he was selling drugs to other students. The police came and took him and charged
him for drug dealing. He was a smart boy who never listened to advice from his uncle and
Aunts. He was sentenced to Juvenile detention. When it came out he needed help with
money and Emma gave all her savings to him to start a business up and get himself going
but squandered the money on gambling.