#14

“At least I got to eat lobster again. so that's made my day” I was annoyed at myself, that my first date that was going well initially turned out bad in the end. “Maybe she might not want to come out with me again,” I thought to myself. because I don't think anyone would be fit for such pressure that comes from being associated with my family. her life will be under a microscope. I asked Jeffrey to drive away. We were chased by some photographers trying to get possibly more pictures of us. I feel relieved that She told me she is fine with it. Maybe I am not giving her enough credit. She is a very strong lady and I definitely think she can handle herself against my mother. I actually enjoyed myself. Maybe we can edit the story when we tell people about our love story. Even though I had ripped my dress a bit, I still had a nice time.
I told Jeffrey to drop us in front of our Dorm. when we got closer to we to walk maybe we could get some time to be intimate. Jeffrey drove off as we walked on the street. I held her hands. She then gripped mine tightly as we got to a street lamp in front of a dorm. It was time to say good night.
“It was a crazy evening wasn't it ?”
“yes it was quite an event”
i laughed and said “ highlight of the evening was when you punched the paparazzi”
“yeah don't mess with me”
There was tension around the air. it felt like I should push forward and put my lips on her. she paused and started giggling. “So want to kiss me?”
I smiled and responded.
“yes Emma, very much. so bad it's driving me crazy with anxiety” I tried to kiss her. we stayed and laughed again at each other and laughed at each other.
she said “ok, I do want to kiss you too” I screamed “yes… yes, please. I want your love right now please”
I dragged her waist closer to my belly and held her by her waist closer to my belly. Then I pushed my face closer to hers. I leaned in for a kiss. She then pushed her lips forward and we finally kissed. It felt like the most beautiful feeling on earth. It was the most anticipated experience ever. all my blood was rushing to my head. my heart was beating fast as I closed my eyes. Her soft lips met with mine and felt like I was in heaven and the angels planted flower petals on my lips. Yes, the moment sent my adrenaline to climax. when we were done with the kissing. I could feel myself having a Boner. She then looked at me and started laughing that her belly was hurting. She was in tears laughing while looking down at my Boner. I was so embarrassed. a small kiss sent me to climax.
She pointed at my pants and said “ what is this James?” and I said, “ that's my phone. stop looking down there. look into my eyes. don't look down there”. she said “ Nah... I am going to look and by the way, iPhones aren't shaped like a dick bulging out of your pants… ok answer me. Why is it so long?”
I said “I don't know my phone is long” trying to hide my Boner. Then she continued laughing and said “OK that's fine. good night I will see you tomorrow” then she kissed me on my cheeks and lips then walked away. I walked away through the street light lighting up my way to my dorm.

I was alone in my room tonight as I thought about the events that passed. I remembered the good times and the embarrassing ones and especially the most exciting one, where I got my first kiss and it felt magical like I was in a soap opera and I was the prince getting the girl. I thought to myself “Andre will be proud of me today”. he would probably have said something like
“Welcome to the big boy’s club. you took too long. Hope you are getting your dick wet tonight”
I would've immediately scolded him for being so insensitive. he would've laughed and laughed and told me he was just joking, that I shouldn't get my panties in a bunch. we would've talked about him being an unrepentant playboy. well, he had to go back home to visit family and his friend’s mom. I slept off thinking about everything and tonight I slept with a smile on my face and jumped on my bed in excitement shouting “ mission accomplished”. Now I can cross that out on my bucket list. I got my first kiss today which made me think about Asia. I thought of how jealous she probably would've been that I got my first kiss before her. I thought to myself I never knew kissing a girl's lips could feel like heaven. With all that pent-up energy burnt out, I dozed off and slept dreaming of beautiful things.
Morning came. I checked my phone and I saw messages from Emma saying “thank you for an eventful day, yesterday night.” and below it, I saw some scary notifications. I had a lot of missed calls from my mother. my heart was about to leave my chest. I could guess the reason why I had so many missed calls. I knew it was probably the effect of yesterday's incident with the paparazzi. my mother wanted me to leave a low-key life, away from the media and their scandals. but I wondered “who tipped them off? It was probably someone watching me at the restaurant”. so many questions to be answered and I knew I would have to answer them to my mother. I'd be tired and my mother would be so upset and mad that I was not careful. she might not approve of Emma when she finds out about her. she will most likely ask which family she's from and would want to know if she's from a wealthy family too. I called my mother after my first class. I got an earful, I got scolded about how I was not careful to keep my face out of the media. She wanted me to focus on my studies and that the family has big plans for me.