Chapter 46

DANA~~~~


"Again," Lily said.

"I'm trying," I groaned.

"Yeah, and it's pathetic," she hissed. "Again."

For the past week, Lily has been giving me lessons on how to draw out my werewolf powers without having to turn into a wolf completely. The aim is to at least achieve a little connection between us to help draw out our powers before even considering partial shapeshifting and it's been the worst struggle of my life.

Lily has made me sit in one spot for at least three hours every day during weekdays and ten hours during the weekend, concentrating on forming the connection. Even worse, I couldn't get in touch with Jade since Friday and Isabelle blocked my phone number to help me concentrate during the weekend without getting any calls from her. They both gave Lily full rights to use me as she pleases and she's exercising that right to the fullest extent. I can't even disobey her since she'll just boil my insides. Since she learnt to do that, it's been literal hell for me.

She made me sleep for exactly five and a half hours, then I do physical training for two hours and finally mental training for ten hours. After all of that, I spent the rest of yesterday resting and stretching my stiff bones and sore ass from sitting too long. Yet she still dares to complain about my inability to form the connection yet.

Right now, I'm about four hours into my mental training and I'm already wasted but she won't stop grilling me.

"Again!" she barked. "You are way too distracted! Stop thinking about when it's gonna end and focus on connecting with me. Even though we are together, we are two different entities. We aren't one and the same as we should be. You can use my power and I can't turn easily unless I overpower your will. Now that's easy to do considering the fact that you are fucking weak, but...."

"Ouch!" I yelled. "Fucking weak?! I've been trying my best all week!"

"Shut up and let me finish or I'll roast you inside out," she warned.

"You're so damn evil," I groaned. "You're just doing this because you can,"

"Exactly. Now would you shut up or should I?"

"Fine," I mumbled.

"Good. As I was saying, overpowering your will would be relatively easy since you're fucking weak," she said, laying emphasis on fucking weak intentionally. She would really go to the lengths of the Earth to provoke me. "But I don't know how to turn back and I don't know what will happen if I overpower you. Without you, I'll just be any normal wolf."

"In simple terms, you need me," I grinned, emphasizing need. I can play that game too.

"Yes, but I only need your body and nothing else," she said flatly, ignoring the sarcasm. "The rest of you can go."

"Go fuck yourself," I hissed. She's really good with her words and I never win.

"I gladly would but I can't because of a fish face like you," she hissed. "Again! Focus and create a sort of channel between us. Ignore the time and discomfort and focus on your task."

"That's just bullcrap," I replied. "My ass is sore and my legs are aching. How do you expect me to ignore it all?"

"That's why you haven't succeeded, you dumb bitch," she growled. "If you have any plans whatsoever to help Natalie then you better be able to do this much. Thomas would never let a dumbass like you help her especially when you're weak as fuck."

"Can't we try finding her on our own?" I asked.

"How did that go when you did?" she replied. "Besides since you can't draw out my power, you can't use it to its fullest extent. I'm only using it to the best I can from this confined space. We aren't connected so I can't accurately perceive stuff."

"I feel like you're just making up stuff so that I can take this stuff seriously."

"Do as you fucking please," she harrumphed before blocking me out.

"Good," I sighed. "Now I can get some well-deserved peace and the time to concentrate."

"I can hear you, bitch," she said and blocked me out again.

"If you wanna stay quiet then please stay quiet," I replied.

I closed my eyes again and decided to focus on building a channel. I've thought about the concept of creating a channel. I would need just enough control to let me strengthen my body and senses but less than required to make me shapeshift. I somewhat get the idea and I'm pretty confident I can do that but I don't know how long it will last. I might lose control and turn into my wolf and that would be troublesome.

"Would you at least spend the time you spent fantasizing, on your training?" Lily growled at me. This bitch unblocked me again. She just won't admit that she's lonely when she isn't talking to me.

"Can you stop nagging me with your ideas of training and let me say a few words about how I wanna go about it?" I hissed at her. "You keep running your mouth and giving me orders like you're older than me. Don't forget that we were born at the same time and you are in my body."

"But I'm stronger," she said flatly. Wherever you go, the strongest one wins and they retain the right to scold and command the weaker ones. Especially a power-oriented race like us werewolves."

"That's bullshit," I replied. "Your power is stuck within so unless we figure out how to draw it out as fast as possible, it would either stay locked forever or you can force it and we can remain in your form until you get your ass beaten to a pulp so you're weak enough to let me out."

"Damn," she sighed. "What's your plan?"

"Good," I smiled. "I think I can draw out your power but we can't know because you haven't let it out. But the problem is I might not be able to hold it for long so your job is holding it back once I can't handle it anymore since you have more control."

"That's not a bad idea," she said slowly. "Let's do that."

I closed my eyes and soon I could a warm surge of energy coursing through my veins. My body tensed up from the power coursing through me and my heart beat ten times faster. The pain in my ass and stiffness in my feet and the fatigue I felt disappeared. I felt rejuvenated.

"You're doing it," Lily said excitedly. You're really doing it. You're handling my power well!"

"Of course, I am," I smiled.

Suddenly my senses were enhanced to the point that it was overwhelming. I could smell everything in my house, I could feel the sweat on my skin, I could hear noises from far down the street and I could see so clearly that it gave me a headache. I gritted my teeth and tried holding on until I felt my consciousness slip away from me.

"Pathetic. You couldn't handle my power for even one minute. But you did well," was the last thing I heard before everything went black.