Sexting & friends

“Um… We are kinda a secret so…I'm sorry”, Shreya trailed off as she handed over a slice of her pizza to Amy.

Amy pouted, she really wanted to know who her boyfriend was, but let it go. She’d find out soon enough, she thought.

“No problem, Shreya”, assured Manish and she smiled in relief as he asked, “Is it okay if this game gets a little B grade? This is very dry. Don’t worry though we’ll start slow”

“Sure”, she answered, uncertain but willing.

“Aman, truth or dare”, asked Manish.

“Truth”

“Kill, Marry, Fuck from amongst us?”

“Um… Kill you, you are an irritating piece of shit”, he said to a round of laughter.

“You are just afraid I’m better than you”, smirked Manish.

“Keep dreaming. Marry, maybe Ritika – I get along with her the best and fuck, um, that would be, um…”, he stalled as he looked awkwardly towards Shreya.

“Shreya of course, she has the best body here. I’m sorry Shreya; don’t mean to make you uncomfortable or anything”, he said as he smiled apologetically towards her but his eyes did take a tour of her body.

“No problem”, whispered Shreya, trying hard not to cry. She didn’t know why she wanted to cry, it’s not like he insulted her. But it was too close for her to not feel anything. She was always getting complimented for her looks, always, there was nothing else to her but how she looked.

Every day was just a reminder of the fact that she’d only be good at looking good and getting fucked.

She tried rationalizing, trying to tell herself he didn’t know anything about her so of course he’d chose this option but by the time she came back to her senses, she had already missed their chances and it was her turn again.

“Truth or dare?”, asked Ritika and in no mood to reveal anything about her right now, she said, “Dare”

“Sext your boyfriend, right in front of us”, said Ritika.

‘Ok, this is uncomfortable’, she thought; she could, of course, say ‘no’ but she didn’t want to seem like a pussy. She wanted friends, she had to make friends. She wished someone would say how ridiculous or off-the-limits it was, but no one did. Instead, they seemed eager.

Taking a breath of confidence, she grabbed her phone and unlocked the screen.

All the six gathered around her phone and with all their eyes on the screen, waited for her to text.

“Hey”, she sent.

“Aha! How is my darling texting today?”

“I can’t stop thinking of you”

“I never want you to”

Her heart fluttered when she read this, this was an incredibly sweet thing to say. She wanted to barge in his office, kiss the shit out of him and cuddle him as he worked on boring files.

“I will need reminders though”

“I’ll give you as many as you want”

“I need one right now daddy”

“A little needy today, are we?”

“Very. My lips want to be reminded of yours, of how they feel and all the sexy little things they do”

“Which ones? *winks perversely*”

“Will you judge me if I say both?”

“Yes

Judge and mark you as my perfect girl”

“Perfect girl, am I? Then why aren’t you here yet?”

“Well what can I say, I love to tease”

“This is so boring!”, groaned Ritika and added, “Is this how you sext? This is not it, do better Shreya”

With a submissive ‘yeah’ she concentrated back on Vansh, she tried forgetting about the 12 eyes watching her and instead thought of Vansh, the masterpiece that she somehow got her hands on. His delectable lips and deep eyes, his beautiful, large, veiny hands and his Adonis body, she thought of all this as she typed,

“I love teasing you more. I love how you feel under the swirls of my tongue as I stroke your sides in slow torturing moves. The way you throb as I wrap my lips around you”

“Shreya, can’t have an erection in office”

“Your touch, your voice or just your thoughts turns me into a wet, moaning mess. When you wrap your hands around me and groan as I take you in, my insides start shivering. I move up and down as my hands fondle your balls”

“Shreya!”

“Huge though you are, you fit so perfectly in me, like you were designed just for me. When I spread my legs and moan your name, you thrust and I feel at home. I feel like I belong”

“Congratulations on giving me an erection in the middle of the day in my office. I still love you though. Just wait till I see you, you will get all your reminders in all the right places”

“I’ll be waiting, daddy”

She switched off her phone and met their eyes, she could see curiosity, jealousy, pride and entertainment in their eyes. Some eyes twinkled, while some narrowed but all of them had a smile on their face.

“Gotta say, not bad girl, not bad at all”, said Manish and the rest agreed.

She smiled with them, though she was highly uncomfortable, is starting new friendships supposed to feel that way? She didn’t know and she didn’t care.

The rest of the game carried on uneventfully.

She wasn't interested nor could she concentrate, her mind was circling in thoughts about how they must be now thinking of her.

Were they thinking of her as a slut now since they knew she was no longer a virgin?

Were they thinking of her as easy?

Were they thinking she had no morals?

All the negatives were bombarding her head and she could not think clearly.

Did they think she was impure now? Or freaky?
Did they want to level her?
Did they not want her here?

Had she doomed her friendship even before it started?

"Truth or dare, Shreya", asked Harsha, interrupting her lonely monologue of self-doubt.

"Truth", she said plastering a smile on her face, fake as it was, it seemed real enough.

"Which is your favourite game of play?"

"I don't know"

"I don't know is not an answer", whined Amy.

"Maybe this", she answered and the warning bell rang. All of them started eating their pizzas, gobbling them down as soon as they can to run off to class.

Being the slowest eater and most inexperienced of them all, she was the last one to finish, they waited for her but with scowls on their impatient faces.
The final bell rang and they ran to class.

As she reached her class, Shreya was 5 minutes late but the professor was here already, throwing all chances of her getting inside. She strolled to her washroom and checked her phone, maybe she could talk to Vansh.

What if he didn't want to talk? She didn't want to irritate him.
What if he was busy?
What if he thought she was getting too clingy?

'This, this is exactly the reason I don't like making friends!', she thought as the doubts and insecurities made her anxious and sad. She felt restless when she talked to new people. All the things they could think of her kept swimming in her head for the rest of the day, week or even month sometimes.

She hated feeling this way, so she had stopped talking to people altogether, but now, it started again and she didn't know what to do.

She didn't know a lot of things today. Dumb that she is.

She unlocked her phone to a message from Vansh, "Come to my office after your classes, I have a surprise for you"

Woah! What could this surprise be?

She didn't like surprises but she was excited, was he going to deliver the promise he'd made minutes ago or was he planning another extravagant date? She still hadn't gotten over the first one - helicopter rides, cliff jumps, naked and alone on an island with sex and sex and sex.

She giggled and clapped her hands in excitement, she couldn't wait for her classes to get over so she could run over to him.

She couldn't wait for her surprise!