Chapter 12) Accept Me Please

Feeling exhausted , her eyes were fighting to open and Finally sleep engulfed her and she fell asleep instantly after throwing all thoughts away from her mind
Arjun entered into his bedroom and saw his sleeping beauty. She was still in her wedding dress . He traced down the dry tears on her cheeks and cursed himself for her pain but he swear to protect her with his own life..
Arjun took shower and laid down beside her and took her in his arms and kissed her forehead lovingly as He stared at her sleeping face . Pashika snuggled into the warmness of his embrace sleep consumed him as well in deep sleep.
Next morning , His eyes directly landed on the snuggling Beauty in his arms .
"Good Morning Wifey" .... ,, Arjun huskily whispered in her ears. Pashika didn't move and continued to sleep in his arms like Koala sticking to the tress.
Arjun was desperate and wanted to see her beautiful deep brown eyes that always held so many emotions and secrets in them.
This morning was really blissful for Arjun . Finally Pashika was His.
His WIFE !
His BEAUTY !
Mrs. PASHIKA ARJUN KASHYAP !
He couldn't stop himself from smiling and gawking at his wife . "How beautiful his Jaan is? So sweet and innocent but some times fiesty too"
Last night They got married. Yesterday was the second best day of his life.
"Please wake up Jaan . Don't test my patience ... ,, Arjun said romantically in his deep voice.
He stared at her with love and passion. He was in her comfort zone but he knew his limits and then suddenly he saw the most beautiful pair of brown orbs finally opened , fluttering to adjust in the morning sunlight.
Her face was glowing like a newly bloomed rose. Her messy long silky hair was giving her full complemented
Her eyebrows are joined together because of frowns.
Pashika was still in her wedding lehenga. Her red vermillion was smeared on her forehead. Her hands were full of wedding bangles. This red vermillion and nuptial golden chain was the symbol that Pashika was his. Legally and religiously was his and only his.
He loved to see her like this.
She stretched her body and was almost wake up from her deep sleep. Seeing her like this Arjun's heart was beating like a drum. His stomach was doing summersaults . He was on the verge of claiming her jucilicious pink lips but only Arjun's knew that how much he was controlling himself and his beast to not to pound wildly over her ..
Arjun knew that one wrong moves of his and he would loose her beauty forever..
Pashika was still in daze and felt whispering in her ears that tickled her . She felt burning gazes on herself as her eyes wide opened she found the sight of smiling Arjun
Her breathings got stucked in her throat as she found herself in Arjun's protective arms . She screamed and jumped out off of the bed. She quickly rushed into the bathroom and close the door with a loud thud.
She was shaking and didn't know the actual reason of her shivering. Was it because of embarrassment or because of fear ?
"Why the hell I was in his arms? His hands were on my waist" .... , , Pashika asked herself and then her eyes fell on the reflection of herself in the mirror. She looked herself and found still in wedding attire . She sighed loudly.
Spending 30 minutes in the bathroom , Pashika's mind was calculating everything that happened in just two days and how Arjun was her husband . She collected her strength and moved back in the bedroom in the hope to not see Arjun there but hard luck , Arjun was in the bedroom with his devilishly handsome look and arrogant smirk on his face .
"I want to beat him but I know it's not possible for me. How would I be able to beat him with my small body" ... ,, Pashika's mind talks were continuously going in as she of ignored the presence of Arjun
He looks like an angry gorilla ... ,, Pashika stole glances of him
'JAAN' .... ,, Arjun called her as her froze
Its your clothes, take a bath and change in to this. Come fast and join me .... ,, Arjun said and Pashika stood there numbly
"You know I never thought that you'll come in my life with a crash" ..... ,, Arjun's voice was gentle and Pashika only controlled herself not to burst infront of him
"After destroying my life . He is smiling like he won an award. Yes why not I am only a award for him. He only wants my body. I have to do something about this. I can't live with him. What about my grandfather?" ..... ,, Her eyes were on Arjun but mind was full of questions
Say something Jaan ? .... ,,
Pashika stood firmly infront of him and looked directly in to his deep charcoal eyes and spoke "I want to go my home. I don't want to live here with you . You destroy my life. What do you want now ? Don't forget that you forced me in this marriage and I HATE YOU Mr. Arjun Kashyap for everything you did to me"
Arjun threatenedly marched towards her , gripped her arms tightly . His BEASTLY look made her trembled and said grittedly "You are My wife and you have to live with me. We are going to share everything with each other. Our room , our bed, our home , our happiness , our pain and our secrets too. Understood"
He yelled at her . His gazes were furious as took another look at her pale face "You think that you can leave me so easily haa Jaan. What do you think of me ? I am the great business tycoon ARJUN KASHYAP"
"From the moment I saw you at the accident site my life, my whole world started to revolve around you Pashika.
You're mine Pashika. I am your husband and you're my wife. So respect me otherwise think of your dadu before doing anything and stop crying like a baby and get dressed" .... ,, Arjun said angrily and left her alone in the room
Arjun's words triggered her bad memories of her past. She was really scared of him . She screamed and cursed her destiny for taking unexpected turns in her life
Arjun was aware of her screaming and yelling . He knew that he lost his temper and hurted her. But what he could not understand why she was reacting so much .
"I'm sorry for hurting you but I can't live without you. How can I say that I love her so much. I am madly, deeply and passionately in love with PASHIKA. My feelings for Pashika is not likeness. My possessiveness and Obsessiveness are the symptoms of being me love sick but her rejection scares me and my beast takes over at me" .... ,, Arjun thought as he was desperately waiting of his Jaan but she was taking so much time
In the bedroom,,
"Jaan ! What's wrong?" ... ,, Arjun entered into the room and asked softly as he found her still wearing her bridal dress,, sitting at the corner of the bed, looking messingly beautiful with puffy eyes ,frowns , red noses, smudge kohl with juicy lips.
"Jaan I am asking you?" ... ,, Arjun's voice slightly raised this time
"Ji ! My ! That !" .... ,, Pashika said unwilling as she scrunched her red nose frequently that caught Arjun's attention.
"I am asking you again what's wrong?"... ,, Arjun asked little louder this time
My Nose is blocked and . and it's I . I . I can't breathe . It's difficult so and i don't know... ,, Pashika spoke as she started Dobbin softly
Arjun finally got to knew how to handle his Jaan . When he asked her lovingly she showed her attitude to him and try to avoid him but when Arjun showed his beastly temper that scared her enough to give straight answers . Arjun smiled softly looking at her
Okay ! I understand but can you tell that how would your nose got blocked?
Tell me ? And why aren't you ready?
Are not you hungry? .... ,, Arjun asked and Pashika looked at the floor and played with her wedding dress
JAAN ? .... ,, Arjun's voice made her to blurted panickly "I am not feeling well and I have headache and nose blocked and . and that black dress is too heavy and its black in colour".
Her words suddenly made him to move forward as he lifted up her chin up with his fingers and said huskily "Jaan always look directly into my eyes when you talk , not at the floor because your husband is more handsome than the ground" That made Pashika's heart to beat loudly. Immediately , She felt hot and her cheeks turned red because of Arjun's closeness
Arjun looked amusingly at her and asked "What's the reason of your headache and nose blocked?"
"I've sinus problems since my the childhood and winter season is not favourable for her health too. This season always makes me sick" .... ,, Pashika told him and Arjun was shocked after getting new information about her health.
"What's wrong with colour black ?" ... ,, Arjun asked her as his eyes digging holes into her soul
"Ji ! Suniye please ap gussa mat hona ,
Agar apko ye pasand hai to main ye hi dress pehenungi bas ap naraz mat hona. (Listen ! Please don't get angry . If you like this dress then I'll wear this) .... ,, Tears brimmed in her eyes as she spoke and made Arjun to for confused
Talk Properly Jaan ! ... ,, Arjun ordered and she nodded her head and spoke "It's not auspicious for newly Wed bride to wear black dress at the next day of the marriage."
Arjun's eyes popped out after listening her reason. First time, it looked like she was accepting this marriage and their relationship but on the other hand, she was scared of him.
"Do something Arjun, you married her because you love her not to scared her" ..... ,, Arjun thought
"Don't be angry okay" .... ,, Arjun's angered and confusions melted after listening her child like talk....
Okay come here ... ,, Arjun softly said and
She took baby steps towards him
Arjun held her hand and said "Open the second wardrobe . It's your wardrobe and it's full of your clothes . so wear whatever you want and comes fast for breakfast because its already late and after that I'll give you medicine for your headache and block Noses. Okay" .... ,, Arjun told her like a teacher and Pashika nodded her head like a student
Pashika tried to take her hand away from his but Arjun tightened his grip and pulled her towards himself .
Her hands were small and warm and fitted perfectly in his hands. He tucked strands behind her ear and told her "I don't want to rush you into anything.. I have promised myself that I will never go beyond that limit until our feelings are mutual"
Her fingers started playing with a hem of her stole as her face was blank at his words .
Arjun wanted to confess his feelings to her but he was scare of rejection . He cleared his throat and after taking a long breath he looked directly into her deep brownish eyes and said "Pashika first time I saw you,my mind whispered that you're the one"
That's why I married you forcefully. I am sorry love.I am really sorry. So please accept me . Accept me as your husband. I'll never force you again for anything. I'll never hurt you so take as much as time you need to accept me and our marriage PASHIKA. I like you so much baby please.
After this ,Arjun left the room for giving her space.
Pashika was stunned by his words as she thought "I finally got to know how to tame the beast. My husband. Mr. Angry Gorilla Kashyap . I am willing to sacrifice myself and my freedom only for my grandfather . His words are giving me assurance that atleast he'll never hurt me. I am confused.I am broken and scared of the beast. God help me to tame this beast peacefully"
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