Chapter 36) Betrayal
****"If you love someone,
Then you're willing to sacrifice
yourself...
If you hate someone
Then you plan to make sacrifices themselves"
Arjun Kashyap
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One week later:-
Pashika POV:-
I'm feeling bored . There's nothing much for me to do. He did everything for me. It's one week now when I last see him clearly. I'm getting worried about him. I want to see him.
Let's go to him and asked him about his problems.When I go to his office. All the staff were looking at me with respect.
No one dare to say something inappropriate to me. Porishma Di saw me and immediately hugged me. I asked about him .
I saw some hesitation in her eyes but she said nothing to me. Bhai was in a meeting and my hubby is in an important meeting also so I decided to wait in his cabin so I got into his cabin without knocking and I saw my night- mare sitting so close to my husband.
Rubbing her dirty hands on his shoulders. I was shocked and my breathing get fast and heavy. I was about to collapse on the floor but bhai scoops me in his arms.
What she is doing here with my husband and in his office.My days are miserable but here my past is infront of my present.
Fiona Jaiswal !!!!!!
Sitting so close to my husband and that jerk is enjoying the pleasure very much.
They got startled to saw me . Specially my husband. Tears were started to forming in my eyes but I was controlling them. Alots of questions were starting to come in to my brain.
What she is doing here?
Why he is so close to her?
Are they cheated on me?
My husband didn't love me?
Is this the end of my marriage?
Bhai is also there? What they're upto??
Why my pain never leaves me alone.
My husband saw my panic form and quickly held me in his arms but I didn't. I was scared of everything.
Is she here to stole my husband too just like she stole Karthik from me?
I pushed him and simply said "hello" to Fiona and "have a nice day" to my husband and left his cabin quickly.
I don't know where I was going but someone pulled me and I crashed into his chest.
Yes he was there, try to hold but I slapped him. No one, no one loves me....
He hurted me again.
What and why Fiona came back into my life... She hurted me too. I hate them , Everyone . I screamed. But no one was there with me to hold me to support me.
Why my life is so miserable? I hate myself.
End of POV:-
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Next day, At Arjun's House :-
Pashika come eat your breakfast. I'm getting late so be quick.. ,, Arjun said , as was irritated by previous day of her behaviour in his office.
I'm not hungry so don't wait for me. So do your work... ,, Pashika said angrily
Pashika what's wrong with you! Why are you behaving like a spoilt brat huh?? ,, He was controlling himself not to tore her body into two.
There's nothing wrong with me. You're getting late so you don't have to waste your precious time on someone lowly like me. Understood ... ,, She screamed at him.
He held his hands in his tight grip and said greethingly to finished her breakfast but no she was not in the mood of listen to him. She pushed him..
Don't touch me. You make me feel dirty.... ,,, She was hurt by his last months behaviour which makes her feel unwanted.
Pashika don't test my patience.... , His eyes were red because of anger.
I don't want you... I hate you.... I don't want to live with Y . . .... ,, Arjun didn't let her complete her words.
He crushed her lips by his lips forcely. He kissed her forcefully. She was sobbing and hitting his chest with her tiny fist.
He throws her on the bed and within a minute both were naked under a sheet. She was struggling under his strength but he was damn stronger than her.
He started thrusting himself hardly into her pussy. He sucked, bit, and kissed her neck, shoulder and breast.
She hated to admit but she felt good whenever he touches her but at that time, it was not out of love but out of anger. Her body betrayed her. She moaned loudly as she came and his thrusts wildly and at last he released his jet warm seeds into her womb.
They were panting heavily. He hugged her and closed his eyes. This moment was not enough for both of them.
Pashika feels unwanted and Arjun didn't wanted to do what he did inthe heat of the moment. Firstly he forced himself on her , secondly it was a sex not making love.
That thought freeze her body , mind and soul. She was crying.
"Shit !!" ... ,, He cursed himself for losing his control and what he did , that was not good for them.
Arjun cursed the heat of the moment which ruined everything, he left her at the bed, alone , naked and broken.
Tears were running continuously. Her sobbing was loud enough to echoes the whole house.
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Days were passing quickly and Pashika was watching them. They were together happily enjoying their company. Arjun and Fiona were together that was piercing Pashika's heart.
This was it. She broke down mentally. She never thought that her beast dare to cheat to her openly but he did it and that too with Fiona.
Fiona is stealing my husband. Hurting me again but this time , I'll not care about her because I'm going to end this soon.... ,, Pashika spoke coldly
In the night when Arjun was at home, Pashika went to him
Suniye !!! I want to discuss some matters to you. ,,, She didn't want to look at him but her heart was cheated on her mind.
What do you want to talk??? ,, I'm Very busy so do faster. ,, He didn't even look at her.
What Fiona was doing with You? You were always with her . In the office, on the business trip and even on the news too. You know that how Fiona hurted me in the past . Then why you're doing this ji ? Why you're hurting me. Or your love changed your views. If you want her then give me divorce. I'll happily leave you.... ,, Pashika said angrily and her voice was cold
Hearing the word DIVORCE from her mouth made him angry.
Arjun slapped her. Pashika stood shockingly infront of him. Tears makes her sight blurry. She cursed him too for hurting her this much.
"You know what you are making me to feel unwanted. I'm your wife not Fiona. Fiona loves to snatched everyone who loves me dearly. First my dearest friends then Karthik and now you. My husband. You just go and make her happy. I am going to end my life" .... ,, Pashika broke down infront of him but Arjun didn't even touch her. He clutched her hair in his fist.
Pashika Yelped.
Don't you dare talking rubbish infront of me, I'll kill you and your dadu. Yess, Fiona is very important for me and I'm happy with her. And you my dear wife you'll live with me forever. ,, Arjun pecked her lips and kissed her forehead lovingly.
That confused her. At one time he hit her, hurt her and on another side he lovingly kissed her.
Days went sadly as Her life is miserable now a days. She was not feeling well. She fainted in the bathroom so many times but no one was there for her.
She visited her dadu but did not utter a single words against her husband. She lost her appetite. She gets nauseated with any smells.
It was almost three weeks and her health is dropping very rapidly. Arjun was not with her..
One night when she was vomiting her guts out in the bathroom, Arjun held her hairs and rubbed her back. She frooze at the moment when she saw a hint of worrinesss in his eyes but he quickly covered them.
She pushed his hands and glare at him and said not to touch her. That makes him mad and he roughly captured her mouth with his. She was hating him and loving him at the same time. That kissed only confused her.
She was angry at him and ignored him completely.
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Pashika POV:-
Dadu was getting well day by day. I'm happy that my only family is alive and safe. I was cooking Macroni then suddenly I felt nauseated and dizzy at the same time.
Suddenly bhai (Neil) held me and took me to my room and started asking me some stupid questions.
Bubble! just tells me are you okay? .... ,, Neil was worried as he asked her
Yes bhai I'm okay.... ,, I replied to him
Pashika .... ,, He was glaring at me. I stood silently
For how many days you were getting dizzy and nauseated... ,, He asked me and I only stared at him.
Okay tell me when was your period?? ... ,, Suddenly, he asked and I was shocked.
How casually he asked me about my period. Shit I'm embarrassed.
Bubble! Don't be embarrassed okay. Just tell me when was your last period? .... ,, He said to me.
I don't remember may be I'm late by 15 days.... ,, i answered him
Suddenly something click in my mind. Oh my God! I missed my period. Maybe, maybe I ... I... m... I am.... Pre.... Pregnant????
My reaction cleared everything. Bhai bought some pregnancy test kit and gave me and said to pee on them and wait for three minutes for the result.
I panicked about the sudden thought of pregnancy and the baby.
Bhai held my hands and told me not to be so worried.
I pee on them and waited for three minutes. And I got my result. Two pink lines approved that I'm pregnant.
I gave the kit to bhai and he was not so happy to saw the result. He forced a smile which didn't reached at his eyes but he congratulated me...
Bhai left and I'm dancing because I'm grateful to God for the happiness I'm going to achieve. Maybe our baby changed everything.
Our life and our marriage....
Yes I'm Pregnant....
End of POV:-
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