Chapter 14) HeartBroken BEAUTY

At K & K Corporation (One week later)
ARJUN POV :-
I am trying to forget what happened a week ago. I slapped her and its triggered her something. She is avoiding me with her whole strength. We are not in the talking terms.
Shit ! What i did and why?
My angered ruined everything. She is also not sharing the bed with me and I can't sleep like this. I want My Jaan in my arms while sleeping But all the time, She is avoiding me and by mistake if we faced each other in the house then she trembled and ran away from me like I will swallow her whole .
And apart from all of this , the most concerning fact for me is 'Her health' . That's also a big issue for me. She is not eating properly and its killing me inside.
Due to this , I can't concentrate on business . That incident became a stain in our relationship . I can't leave Pashika all alone here and due to this , Neil is going to NY with Porishma di (sister) to attend a meeting .
Knock sound broke my trances and Neil walk in the office and sit infront of me and watch me intensely . I raise my brows questioningly
What did you do now ? .... ,, Neil ask me and I sighs loudly and started to share the incident which happened after the breakfast
Flashback :-
Arjun furious gaze made Pashika's heart to stopped at the moment as Arjun's thundering voice boomed in the room and her heart stopped beating at the moment . That moment , unconciousness consumed her as Pashika's eyes bore into Arjun's pitch black orbs which rolled back and she fell down on the floor
"Jaan !" .... ,, Arjun yelled , his eyes never left her
A single tear dropped down from his eyes. Arjun cursed himself as he bent down and scooped her in his arms and whispered "Sorry Jaan"
Arjun again apologized for breaking his promise , for hurting her . Pashika was still whimpering .
Scorching heat of afternoon was clawing in Pashika's head as fever where her past memories were ruining her present again .
"Jaan !" .... ,, Arjun shook her body and She started crying and yelling in her sleep "Please don't hurt me. Dont punish me. Leave me it's hurting . Aah ahh "
Arjun hugged her so tightly , Trying to comfort her. After getting exhausted she fell asleep .
Pashika was murmuring in her sleep and Arjun was trying to process her words .
"I am sorry Jaan for hurting you but I have to stop her from doing something stupid to leave me. Don't force me to show you my BEASTLINESS and coldness" .... ,, Arjun said and when she woke up from one of her episode she feared him and started ignoring him
End of the flashback :-
I discussed about my life with Neil and He assured me that I have to have patience with Pashika. I have to give her time, space and affections. Then she'll return the same feelings back to me like I have for hers. Its so tough for me to control myself whenever I am around her but I'll definitely try me best .
How much I love her that its fucking pain me so much whenever she tries to stay away from me . I have to be patience otherwise she'll hate me more. She needs time for everything.
What are you day dreaming about ? ... ,, Neil asked me and I shook my head "Nothing"
"You forcefully married her. She is yours now , Your wife . So please don't act like a beast infront of her. I can see in her eyes that how much she is scared of you and specially your BEAST-ly sides".... ,, Neil said as I stared at him
"Okay I will try my best to make everything perfect".... ,, I said and think how to talk to her and explain myself to her
"Jun ! Do something which makes her happy. If she wants to work then let her work. Okay I know not that stupid waitress job that she was doing in her past but Do some research on her. Her likes and dislikes brother . And don't forget about her grandfather . How he is??? What's his condition now?" .... ,, Neil asked me and I really didn't had any answer to give him
Her grandfather's conditions is still the same and about her happiness I am sure that I'll make her happy ..... ,, I told him as he nodded his head and again spoke "Jun ! don't you dare to slap her or threaten her . Its my warning to you. You aren't my best friend or brother only but you are my family and Pashika is like a little sister to me so never try to hurt her. Be a good husband and try to understand your pretty little wife.... ,, Neil's words made me smile
PASHIKA POV :-
All I am feeling is pain . I am so scared of him. Sometimes I forget to breathe in the presence of him. That slap is the example of my painful past life. I hate him to the core of My heart. He is a Ruthless , heartless Beast.
There is no one in the house. Only him and I. He always make three times meals for me but whatever happened a week ago is still fresh in my mind and I always try to make a distance with him.
Whatever he said I listened without giving any kind of excuse. This is my current life and I have to live like this. Nobody will help me in my situation. He is a dangerous man and i don't have any stamina to fight with him so its simple to listen to him. I can do this only for my grandfather . I want to see my dadu (grandfather) . I am missing him so much.
"Jaan !" .... ,, He is here , I don't know what he is going to do with me.
I stood still and waited for him to finish . He looked at me and then said "Get ready . We are going out for some important work and wear something warm and comfortable because it is cold outside And yeah we'll eat our dinner outside.
We're going out but where ? I really don't have any idea? Its my first time I am going out with him. I am scared and I don't know what's going in his mind. He is bipolar . One time he behaves like an angry gorilla and next time as sweet as honey. After that incident , I am more afraid of his behaviour.
I don't want to go anywhere with you .... ,, I said and immediately turned around to ran away from him but he was quick and grabbed my hand
You will definitely go with me .... ,, He said but this time his eyes were not full of storms
Where ? .... ,, I asked him as my heart felt something wasn't right with him
To the hospital .... ,, He took a minute and then answered me
And instantly my heart dropped by his words . "Hospital ? Dadu ?" ... ,, I whispered both words and he left my hand and moved back and stared deeply into his eyes with my teary eyes as he spoke three words which pierced my heart "I'm sorry"
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