Chapter 38) Twists and Turns
****PASHIKA POV:-
Maa ! Maa ! ......
Soft giggling sound makes me wake up from my dream. It was a dream. Dream of my baby boy. I'm not going to cry .
I'm strong enough to stand for myself. He snatched my happiness. He snatched my soul. He killed My unborn baby.........
I'll hate him forever. He is the sole reason of my miseries. I'll destroy him. I'll leave him because I don't want to live with my baby's murderer. Only heaven knows how I'm managing myself not broke down again specially infront of him.
His eyes were as cold as ice when I got conciousness after abortion. He drugged me . I confronted him but he didn't appeared remorseful for his action. Before Marriage he broke a woman but now he broke a mother.
He is an animal and I wished to make him paid what he did to me. There is no love or any emotions in my heart for him. It had been 10 days, of my lose. He didn't even came to see me, how heartless animal he is. I don't want to meet anyone, no bhai and not even dadu.
Poor soul doesn't know how broken his granddaughter is. I'm going far away from him. In this situation, I don't care about anyone or anything. I just want to go far away from all of them. I hope he live happily with Fiona.
I cursed her that she'll never get what she desires. I'm burning in pain of my lose not jealousy. But I was hell shocked to saw her at the hospital at that time. She was there with my husband. She smirked at me. I wished to wiped off her teasing smirk from her ugly face. I hate her .
She tried to talk to me but I completely ignored her appearances like she was not present in the room. I hatefully looked at my husband whose eyes were cold and face was blank with no emotions. At that time , I knew that this was the end of everything .
End of our forced marriage. I don't care about anyone or anything. I'm leaving him for my goodness.
I curled myself and silently praying for my unborn child. I wished, you'll be happy there. Your mother loves you so much my son, that it's hurt to know that your father killed you baby.....
there is nothing left to loose. I already lose so much, My parents , my loyal friends , Karthik , my reputation , my marriage , my husband and now my baby. I always , only wanted peace in my life but I never get it. I hate myself for everything. Why me God, why always me. Why I'm the only one, who suffers everytime. I cried and cried until I fell asleep.
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Pashika stirred up and saw him. Her culprit. He was hugging her. She pushed him forcely and took her beddings to shift on the couch but he held her wrist very tightly.
Where are you going Pashika? .... ,, He asked her furiously.
Going away from you.. ,, she angrily said to him.
No , you are not going to sleep on the couch , just sleep with me.. , he whinned like a child.
You know what Mr. Kashyap do whatever you want to do I'm not going to listen to you so don't bother me.. , she snatched her hands away from his firm grip..
Pashika ! ,, Arjun shouted..
I'm not scare of you Mr. Beast and yeah stop touching me.If you're dieing to touch someone, just go to your lover, she loves to you touch you or maybe you love touch by her.... ,, She stated harshly.
Pashika don't talk rubbish . I'll not spare you understood.. , he fisted her arms roughly.
You're a murderer. You killed my baby. My unborn son. I hate you. I hate your touches so don't come near me. Mr. Kashyap. I warn you stay away from me.. ,, she screamed at him.
Her tears were makes her vision blurry. Her sinus problems started to show the symptoms. He hugged her .She was whispering into his hard chest.
"Why did you do this ji? Why did you snatched my baby ji? I hate you . How can I live my whole life with you?? You destroyed me ji""
She fainted but Arjun held her securily in his arms, whole night.
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Arjun POV :-
I'm not sorry for my lose. Yes I'm a monster , I'm a wild beast , heartless cruel person and I don't hate myself for what I did to her or to our baby.
Yes! I was the one who asked her for a baby but now I don't want it. She is enough for me to live my whole life. I want her all alone for myself. I'll die happily only for her smile. If anything happens to her , I'll burn the whole fucking world. I desire her , i want her.
She is fighting with me and trying to go against me but I didn't wanted to broke her just the circumstances weren't in our favour and I did what I thought was better for us.
I know she is hating me now and it doesn't matter to me, hate me , curse me , hit me or love me , she is mine and I'm hers forever, for our next seven birth and it the greatest truth of our life. She said to not to touch her that's impossible to me not to touch her. Touching her means I'm breathing, kissing her like my heart is still beating in my chest but how could I tell her .
Everything is messed-up badly specially my Jaan. I'll kill anybody who'll try to trap my Jaan into their bloody games.
Aah !! Believe me it's fucking hurt to see her like this. I love her damn much but it's not the correct time to disclose otherwise it'll spoil everything. All the time, either, she was talking to herself in animated tone or crying for her son.
Son? I don't know why she was saying Son, it might be a girl.. maybe her mother's instincts. She cursed me , hit me and threatened to live me but I didn't lose my stand because if I melted at that time in the hospital, so maybe I'll lose my golden chance of taking revenge.
Yes! revenge for my every pain and tears. And I'm not going to spare anyone who is the part of this bloody game. I'm currently running out off patience and this stupid woman, Fiona Jaiswal was battling her fake eyelashes at me.
I wanted to choked her to death. I'm one woman man bitch. I'm Pashika's Arjun but hell I have to continue this act for my Jaan.
My wife is naturally beautiful, aah my Jaan, She thinks that she'll leave me how naive and innocent my wife is. I know what's going into her pea size brain but I'm Arjun Kashyap, she'll regret for leaving me.
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At the other side:- (next day)
Subordinate:- Sir !! she is going to pay a visit to her grandfather.
Boss:- Good !! Is she alone??
Subordinate:- Yes sir !! She is alone.
Boss :- And what about her security??
Subordinate:- Sir !! No one is with her, not even Neil Khanna ..
Boss:- Let's go meet Cara ...
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