Chapter 23) BEAUTY Belongs To The BEAST

Pashika was still unconscious . Arjun held her hands and Pleaded to her as train of tears fell from his eyes on her hands. "Please JAAN ! Wake up please"
Porishma slightly massaged his shoulder to comfort him. Arjun cried like a baby while hugging Porishma. Porishma felt bad for Arjun who was devastated due to his wife's state.
"You know Di (sister) it's one year of that unexpected crash. It's one year of our meet and 7 months of our marriage" ..... ,, Arjun said as his mind reminded him of their first meet
Arjun smiled looking at his BEAUTY. He remembered each and every moment which he spends with her..
"Jaan thik ho jaegi naa ? Bolo na Di ? (She will be fine right ? Say something sister)" ... ,, Arjun was asking Porishma like a stubborn kid who wanted his favourite toy back.
"Usey thik hona hi padega (She has to be alright)" .... ,, Arjun's voice laced with anger and his Obsessiveness and possessiveness was back
"She's mine! She belongs to me".... ,, Arjun's voice was low and Porishma was shocked looking at him.
One time Arjun acted like a cute stubborn child and at another time he purely acted like a wild merciless BEAST.
"His obsession and possessiveness. His dominance and passion will definitely scare the shit out of Pashika. Poor Beauty" ..... ,, Porishma thought and sadly smile at him and said "Don't worry Arjun , Pashika is Yours . She belongs to you and She will be fine"
Arjun was happy listening to Porishma. He prayed by looking at her. Porishma left Arjun and Found Neil who frowning anxiously .
"What's wrong Neil ?".... ,, Porishma asked him
"Di ! Pashika and Arjun" .... ,, Neil said in low voice and Porishma furrowed her brows
"This time her mind was loaded with so many negative thoughts which caused her breathing problem . She choked due to lack of oxygen".... ,, Neil said to her
"Di ! She needs moral support and extreme care and love. Otherwise nobody helped her in the future because she is in her very sensitive stage of her mind. Maybe she will attempt another way to solve her problems. Arjun was numbed when he got to know this".... ,, Neil finished and Porishma was too shocked to react
"Is her past very bad ?" .... ,, Porishma asked and Neil only replied in "It's HORRIBLE"

PASHIKA POV :-

I am seeing lights and only lights. This light is very comfortable and warming my heart.
But why I am here? Wait ! Where am I? I don't remember anything. Suddenly , I heard someone whispering in my ears . I know this voice . Yes ! its him . Mr. Angry Gorilla . My husband 'Mr. Arjun Kashyap' but what he is trying to tell me .
I can't hear him properly. He was staring at me. I can feel his intense gaze on me. But suddenly I missed the warmth of his hot breathe. Somehow I feel sad about it.

I remembered how desperate he was for knowing the reason behind my sudden change of behaviour . He wanted to know why I gave him second chance . Last chance of REPENTANCE.
That night , I slept crying alone in the room and in my dream , Suddenly everything turned out too bright and then sunlight hit my eyes. I slowly opened my eyes and found my parents who was standing infront of me and smiling looking at me.
Mumma ! Dadda ! Both of you are here. I was missing you so much. ... ,, I yelled happily .
I ran towards them and I was unable to hold them . I started crying and they were smiling .
Mumma ! Dadda ! please come back to me or take me with you please. .... ,, I said and they came back and hugged me tightly.
"Baby ! how are you? You're looking very beautiful" .... ,, My father said and rubbed my head and My Mother tightened her hold on my body and spoke smilingly "My God ! You grow up into such a beautiful lady"
"Dadda ! Mumma ! Why you leave me alone in this cruel world. Dadu is not well and I am all alone. No one is with me to share my pain . I am scared".... ,,
I wailed and they were smiling at me. They shook their heads and then my Dadda said "Listen to us and stop crying. You aren't alone . We are always with you".
Mumma nodded her head and spoke "Yes! You're not alone and now , you have a handsome husband who loves you madly , deeply , passionately , obsessively and crazily. Uff ! My son-in-law is really a fine specimen.
"Mumma ! He threatened me to marry him. I don't like him . He is a BEAST. He slapped me and tried to claim me forcefully" .... ,, Tears rolled down as flashes of his action
I don't like him for making you cry but he loves you so much and trust me and your Mumma , Everything has happened with a reason.... ,, My Dadda said and I was bewildered by his words
It's his love is different and as your Parents, We feel that he is the one and best for you. If he is a BEAST then you're his BEAUTY and 'BEAUTY Belongs To BEAST' .... ,, Mumma spoke and Dadda nodded his head
I dumbfoundedly looked at them. My mind was quitely absorbing each and every word of my father. How could he easily said to me to accept him. Couldn't they see my pain.
I was crying and tears were continuously flowing from my eyes. I couldn't even help myself. They were my parents. They knew what was good or what was wrong for me.
His love is pure. We can see the intense love in his eyes.. Just try to understand him ... ,, My father spoke softly
Was they really my parents or his? Why they wanted me to accept him?
He abused me . He slapped me .... ,, I said grittedly
But he also protected you ... ,, My mother said and then I did't have anything to tell them.
"I always told you that marriage is a sacred and pure bond. That bond tied by God. So please understand your husband baccha. He is a good boy. He is just lonely like you. He needs you. He need your love, care and support . He is hungry of your attention. When you'll give him your time and attention then he'll act like a lost puppy around you . Give him a chance , one last chance" ..... ,, My mother said while a small smile was playing on her lips . Her eyes were red.
After this , They started to fade from my eyes .
"Accept him and this marriage. He'll love you forever . Make your bond stronger. Because now , You're his and He is yours. You Belongs To Him and He Belongs to you" .... ,, My father said and waved his hand
"We are always with you. Take care of yourself and your husband. We love you" ... ,, My mother and father said together
Dadda ! Mumma ! I screamed and then woke up from dream. I saw my parents in my dreams.
After this, I try to understand him. I gave six months to this matter . I also waited for him but he didn't appeared infront of me and then I decided to confront him .
I remembered the way he apologized to me . It make me feel good. He was shocked at first but looked cute like a kid. He did everything I said to him. In over excitement I kissed him on his cheeks and it was really embarrassing . He was shocked too .
I did Haritalika Teej for him. He didn't let me touch his feet but gave me lots of blessings and this touched my heart. I was happy . Prayer was tough and I knew He was angry to me but I didn't help myself because my Mumma Dadda wanted us to become one and act like an ideal couple. So I used this festival to reconcile with him .
But after the Pooja. He behaved coldly to me and left me lonely in the house. I waited for him . I cried because I was scared and lonely.
After crying so much i fell asleep. But i had nightmares, nightmares of 'HIM'
That person , ruined me enough to scared of my husband . I was scared to accept him. Nightmare of 'That person' came and he said that 'HE IS BACK'
I feel suffocated. My throat was choking. I wanted to breathe but it wasn't possible to me and I didn't know when my visions turned black and . . .
Now , I'm hearing his whimpers . . My husband is crying . .
(End of flashback & Pashika's POV)
Arjun POV :-
I saw my Jaan sleeping peacefully so I thought not to disturb her.
Life is really tough. We are married from Seven months and still we are strangers. I didn't know about her life andI never revealed about myself as well . Atleast she told me that she'll tell me when she will be comfortable around me but what about me ? How will I tell her about my past and family ?
She didn't asked me anytime that was good for me but she need to know about me .
I liked it when she excitedly kissed on my cheeks. It was a small peck but I loved it. Her chubby cheeks were red from embarrassment. She shyly looked at me , accelerating my heartbeat.
After eating out meal , I went to attend an important meeting. That was a friendly meeting but media never leaves me alone. After that I had photoshoot for the upcoming projects of men's wears and perfumes. I know that I am not a model or actor but sometimes friendships to my other business partners and their circles made me to do this.
I came home very late at night and when I entered my bedroom I got the biggest shocked of my life. My Jaan was unconciously lying on the floor.
My heart stopped working at the thought of loosing her . It was my fault. Whenever I left her alone she always ended up in the hospital. She was looking sad but I ignored her and didn't made a move to talk to her and at last left her alone. Her body was cold and her breathing was slow. I cursed myself for her situation.
Please don't leave me Jaan. I'll die without you. You're my everything Jaan. I feel disgusted myself. I never tried to consoles her. She needed my care and support but stupid me and my male ego always hurted her intentionally .
But now , I promise to myself that If she will decided to leave me then I'll let her go. Her happiness matter to me the most. Maybe that's my destiny.
This time Beast will live his life alone without his Beauty. I'm sorry!!!
Sorry to hurting you again and again Pashika.
I'm leaving you for your own good . Take care
End of Arjun's POV :-
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