Chapter 27) DARKNESS Disclose

"I was around 15 and preparing for my secondary school Matriculation exams (10th Grade {Sophomore}) and it was the time when Vicky came into my life. He was like the most generous man on the earth and I was stupid to believe his lies .... ,, Pashika said and and Arjun was listening to her
What exactly happened Jaan ? .... ,, Arjun asked her as she stopped telling him about her past
I'd two close friends named 'Dhruv and Pakhi' but I lost them due to my own stupidity. And the reason behind my stupidity was Vicky .... ,, Pashika's eyes were closed due to pain and Arjun pulled her towards his chest and she felt safe around him .
Vicky ! His full name is Vicky Vashishtha. Vicky was 24 years old that time, 10 years older than me. He is the son of Dr. Tara Vashishtha , my Mother's friend's elder sister. She was our neighbours. Aunty Tara always came to my home when dadu was not around. She loved me like mother but Her son Vicky ..... ,, Pashika took a deep breath and again spoke
He always tried to talk to me or involved himself in my matter. I didn't know what was running in his mind. He always stared at my body. I feel suffocated whenever he was around me. I don't know what happened but suddenly , he changed his creepy behaviour and became friendly . slowly slowly we became good friends. I see him like an elder brother. I started to tell him everything about my school , studies and at last I did a grave mistake. Mistake that I told him about Karthik. ... ,, Pashika spoke as her breathings were fast and body shook in his embrace
At other side , Arjun's mind was growling in rage that his Jaan took another male's name .
I was weak in maths and Vicky took this opportunity and convinced my grandfather that he would teach me. I was happy to know that he was ready to help me. But after few months, he started to show his true face. Everything turned out opposite of what I had thought of him .... ,, Pashika said and Arjun looked into her eyes
Pashika shook her head as pain was visible on her face and then she pleaded to Arjun "Ji ! Don't look at my face . Just listen to me . Otherwise I won't be able to disclose darkness of my Life"
And Arjun did what she requested him. He closed his eyes and Pashika heaved up as she continued to reveal her past.
"One day , When my Dadu (grandfather) wasn't at home. Vicky came to the house. There was a pungent smell coming out of him and his eyes were wavering. I felt bad vibes coming from him but before I could do anything. He pulled me towards his chest and started touching my body and when I questioned him, fight with him. He slapped me and forced his kisses on me"
Pashika's voice cracked and Arjun's eyes snapped, "Ji ! He . He tried to ra. pe me . He tou.ched me. He saw me without my clothes"
"After that day , He always look for an opportunity to touched my private parts . I was scared and horrified by his actions. He became my nightmares. I was scared of him and whenever he came close to me , I started crying . He started abusing me. He always played with me. He threatened me ,if I told anyone about this then he would kill my grandfather and karthik too. I was only a teenage girl who didn't know how to handle the situation. His dirtiest talk and disgusting touches were making me sick. I fell in depression and got poor marks in my exams . This situation continued for whole 1 year and unfortunately one day , when my Dadu was out of town Vicky almost raped me but fortunately , there was an old granny who saw us . I was ashamed to be seen without clothes by others and cried infront of her but Vicky was disgusting pig. He put the entire blame on me that I was one who seduced him and said him to , have . . To have sex with me.... ,, Pashika said and Arjun's body shook in anger as loud growled erupted from his chest
Pashika cried in pain and Arjun's chest was heaving up and down fastly as his mind was preparing the plan how to kill Vicky.
Pashika's tears were working on him like an acid. She didn't stop there as she continued to poured her heart infront of him.
Pashika POV:-
"When Dadu came to know about the whole matter, he was ashamed of me. I saw the hate in his eyes. Nobody believed me. I told them how he used me and threatened mebut no , everyone pointed the finger on my character. Tata aunty was also with them. Obviously, She supported her son . They judged me and my character. He was creepily smile at me. I didn't had any proof against him. I was not allowed to go outside of the home"
"My heart was crushed by Fiona's hurtful words that I am trying to steal him from her.Karthik was the main reason of all my pain . I lost them both my friend and my crush at the same time. Because of Karthik , I also lost my true actual friends whom I never acknowledged. They were right about Karthik and Fiona. But what Karthik and Fiona did to me,I lost my all trust in friends. Trust in my well-wishers too"
"After all this, I lost my interest in studies too. It was very tough for me to complete my High school degree. I was in depression and a lonely introvert girl. I thought that Vicky chapter was close From my life but I was wrong. Dadu forced me to get engaged to Karthik. He was also disgusted by me. He didn't trust me. Karthik parents were my parents friends and dadu wanted us to get married. We were only 18 . One day when I went to his home, I heard some voices, what I heard ,I lost my sanity. Karthik never wanted to friend with me. He pitied me because I lost my parents and our parents were friends and the third reason was Fiona, he likes her and she was my desk mate so he came to get close to me because of her. He hated me and didn't want to marry me"
"I was in immense pain. No-one was there for me. To support me or to understand me. I make a decision to end my pain. I cut my hands but dadu save me. Doctors told dadu that I was suffering from depression and I was a suicidal case. Tara aunty came to know all about this. I don't know how she came to know all the truth but she apologized to me and dadu too. She treated me and my depression and makes Vicky to leave Ranchi as soon as possible. How?? I didn't know... he went away but he told me that he'll come back to get me because I am his".
"I told each and every word to Dadu what I heard at Karthik's home and what Vicky told me. Dadu hugged me tightly and we cried in eachother embraces. Dadu Apologized to me that it was his mistake that he didn't protect me well . After all this, we left every bad memory there and came to Delhi. I joined DU here, got my graduation degree, taking jobs, and everything was back on track until an unexpected Crash happened in our life........."
End of POV:-
"My dark past always scared me. Whenever you forced me, it reminded me of him. Whenever you hit me that shows me that he was there to ruin me. Now tell me Ji! What was my fault there? I was only a teenage girl. Why did he use me? It was my fault that I lost my true friend? Was it my mistake that I allowed him to touch my body? I was almost raped!
How could you think of me to believe you when you always forced me like he did in the past? Love, trust, friends and likeness these words were out off my dictionary.
That's why I always wanted to go away far from you. I hate myself. Everyone judged me and pointed fingers at my character. I wanted to die that time. What was my fault? Now tell me, Will you hate me too? Will you judge me too? Say something ji please say something
I'm dying right now! Will you leave me too like my parents did? like my true friends did? or dadu?"
Pashika said as her voice became louder and turned into screams that was doing something in his heart.
Pashika was yelling at Arjun. Arjun was quitely looking at her. Suddenly he tilted his head and captured her lips.
Arjun kissed her. He Kissed her heartily.
It was not a simple kiss..
A kiss of promise..
A kiss to make her Darkness go away..
This kiss was a proof that he trusted her, loved her and could do anything for her.
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Thank you
ShineeSunshine ❤️