Chapter 49) I CHOSE YOU

"I'll kill him. Definitely !
That bitch ! Aah how dare she to touch my husband... I'll chop her hands..."
Pashika growled angrily and cursed her husband.

Both Milind (grandfather) and Mayank (Arjun's father) were watching Angry Pashika for the first time.
She was fuming with anger. they were watching TV and while changing channel, They saw a news of Arjun having quite relaxed time with Fiona Jaiswal , his company's new model and that's it, Pashika lost her mind on the site of Fiona being so cosy with her husband.

She was pulling out her hairs. Her eyes were blazing fire and her whole face was red. She was walking furiously in the hall like a pendulum...

"Pashu ! please sit down . your frequent walking is making me dizzy..." ,, Mayank said and gave her an endearment 'Pashu'

"Dadu ! Dad ! I'm going to see your laadla beta (Darling son) . So, Don't wait for me. Either I'll make everything clear with him or I'll come with a divorce paper." ,, Pashika said angrily.

They gulped down in horror and nodded their head.

"Okay beta but took Nivaan with you" .. ,, Dadu said...

"No I'm going alone" ... ,, Pashika said angrily.

At the K&K Corporation:-
"Excuse me !! Could you please tell me where is Mr. Kashyap right now???" ,, Pashika asked to one of the employee of the company..

"Sorry Ma'am ! But sir is still not here". ,, Employee Said hesitantly..

"Okay ! I'll wait for him , in his cabin". , Pashika said and suddenly stopped as she asked , "Where's Porishma Das ??"

"I don't know Ma'am" .... ,, Employee replied .
Pashika nodded her head
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After half an hour later:-
Pashika was trembling in horror. Horror of her mistakes. How could she easily blame on him. He was not a beast . He was the most devoted husband could ever asked.
He was her savior. He never said anything to her about his pain and about his guilt.

"I.. i . i ... How could I said to him. How could I did this to him."
"He loves me ... He is the only one for me..."
"I broke his heart. I killed his ego and wounded his respect. Am I that bad that he didn't told me anything...?"

Pashika felt suffocated in Arjun's office cabin as she quickly rushed to her home. (Penthouse)
She didn't went to the palace. She didn't want to face anyone. She opened the shelfs and drawers of his study room.
She was searching something , which confirmed her doubts. She found all the records to proof that in every steps of her life, he was there to support her and she always acted like a bitch... She fell down on the floor and crying for him.

"Why ji why ! ?
Why didn't you tell me everything? Why did you hide this from me?"
Pashika wailed loudly.

Soon , Arjun came to the penthouse.

"Jaan !! What's wrong you came to the office but didn't wait for me??" ..... ,, Arjun asked to Pashika who curled herself and covered in the duvet.

Her eyes were closed and dried tears were the example of her helplessness.

"What happened tell me?" ...., , Arjun was worried about her.

She was looking pale and very weak.

She stood up and showed him the files.... Files of her. First file of which contains her background and everythings.. second file is her medical file..

She threw the background check file to the other side of the room but stand straight infront of him and shows her medical records file. Her hands were shaking and Tears were continuously flowing through her brown eyes. She was staring straight into his deep black eyes.

"Why did you never told me about my .... ?" Her breathing were slow and low. Her whole body was burning with fever . Her hiccups didn't let her complete her sentences.

Arjun's heart was beating uncontrollably in his chest. The truth, he was hiding from his beloved wife was uncovered.
He froze at the moment when he saw her falling unconciously on the floor.

Jaaaaaàan !!!!! ,, Arjun screamed......

Flashback :-
When Pashika was waiting of Arjun in his cabin. She was looking around the cabin. She was emerged in the beauty of the cabin. She likes the way Arjun has decorated his cabin with their pictures. Then her eyes caught up with the files who was not properly put inside the drawers. She tooks the files and read the names , that makes her stunned. Each files belongs to her. First was her and his family and second belongs to her medical records and third one is about her parents. Fourth one belongs to the bills , loans , debt and records of her mother jewelleries and expensive items.

He paid all the bills , loans , debts and bought her mother's jewelleries and all expensive items.

She puts the file back on it place and rushed to her home..

Arjun's staffs informed him about her arrival and specially the way she came out from his cabin.

Arjun logged on his laptop and saw the every recordings of her. When she was in his cabin and how she searched his study room too. Her reaction broke him but he calmed himself because he knew it the to tell her every truth of his life.

End of flashback :-

He scoops her in his arms and moved towards his bed.

Why !!! , She asked him again...

He held her in his arms.....

Relaxe okay !! ,, He said

No !! I want to know ,, she asked him again..

Okay !! I'll tell you everything but firstly tell me . did eat anything from the morning..??? , Arjun asked her in firm voice.

She shook her head in No like a child.

Hmm !! first eat something then we'll talk okay. , He started got up from the bed but she held him and sign him to continue his talk...

He sighsss !!!

Arjun sighed weakly.

"Jaan !! Give me hug , a tight one" ... ,, Arjun said to her but the look she gave its clear that she was not in the mood of any romance.

"Tell me ji everythings without skipping any part of the file" ..... ,, she said glaring to him

"Okay listen.. did you remember the time when you suffered from the extreme stomachache at the hospital while you were with your dadu.." ... ,, Arjun said

Yes! I remember..

"That was not the simple stomachache Jaan. You had a miscarriage."

She froze in his arms.

Huh !! What did you say??

"Jaan ! You were two weeks pregnant that time and we lost it our first baby."

Her whole body is trembling. I'm supporting her but it looks like nothing is gonna work on her. How would I be able tell her further information. Shit !!

"Jaan calmed down otherwise I'll not tell you anything. " .... ,, Arjun's voice hardened

She hugged him tightly as she hide her face in his chest. She cried , wetting his shirt. Arjun rubbed her back and kissed her hair.

"Continue" .... She only said one word..

"I was in NY with Neil. Di called me and told me about your situation. I immediately came back and got to know that we lost a piece of us. Doctors told me that in some case , when woman get her periods late , somehow it leads to pregnancy but when missed period came , it dissolves the early fetus, so it called so so pregnancy , not 100%. And doctors also told me that your body was very weak to carry a baby that time. It leads towards you to d. d . Death too, So that's why I started to ignore you , I know I was douche bag but Trust me Jaan , it was tough to me to hurt you and ignore you. I had a reason because my enemies got to know about you and specially Vikranth. So I used Fiona , she knows about you. I gave her a chance to work with our company. Don't worry she is already engaged to someone and I gave her extra money for the drama we are currently playing on but sometimes she did her extra. When you share your past with me. I tried to find them who hurted you baby, so I find them ,Fiona who was struggling to make her carrier in modelling and Karthik too , who is in Bangalore doing nine to five job in Indian branch of some Australian company. I hate Fiona too like you baby. But circumstances we're not in our favours. Fiona tried to wrapped me in her fake charms but I'm Pashika's Arjun, no one trapped me in her/his charms because I'm the most charming man Jaan"
Arjun said and at last, he winked at her... Try to light the atmosphere of our room.
Again, seriousness oozed out of him, "But Vikranth was very clever and started to trapped you in his game. And also you weren't helping me. Your fiesty attempts and accusations leads us to have another unprotected sex. Yess it was a sex , which we did in anger , pain and false assumptions"

Arjun Sighed....

"Why abortion ji ??" .... ,, Pashika questioned him

"Pashika let's end here okay...." Arjun said

"No !!Tell me, I need to know jii !" ... ,, Pashika said loudly

"Pashika !! Doctors warned me about your health at your miscarriage time to have safe sex but in the heat of the moment I forgot to use protection. Doctors told me that your womb was very weak to carry a baby and in your second time pregnancy , your life was at stake because recently you had a miscarriage and also you were carried triplets. Maybe at the time of delivery I have to choose between you and the babies and doctors were not 100% sure that you will safely give birth to all of them . Maybe they'll not be able survived the pressure of the delivery. I decided not to make any affection towards the babies from the starting. So I chose you instead of babies. So I thought abortion was the best option for me. I don't want to loose . You were not in the senses of listening to me. Your mental health and physical health both were at the very thin line. You're more important to me" .... ,, Arjun finished speaking the truth

"That was why you were damn adamant to abort to the babies?" ... ,, Pashika questioned him again

Hmmmm ,,,

I'm sleepy ji . Want to sleep just hold me tight. , She said to me.

"You're stuck with me. I chose you and You're my everything now" .... ,, Pashika murmured softly

"I love you ji" .... She said and fell asleep in his arms.
"I love you too baby....." Just sleep baby... I'll take all your pain. And tomorrow, I'll give you a surprise" ... ,, Arjun thought


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