Chapter 31) BEAST's Confession
Pashika watched Arjun pulled out a small velvet box out of his pocket. He opened it and took out a gorgeous ruby diamond ring.
Pashika felt tears fall down her face as she looked down at the man she had learned to love.
His heart was drumming inside her chest frantically.
"I want to love you truly, no holding back and no more lies. My childhood was full of pain and it created an adult who turned into a wild beast who killed without mercy and who destroyed anyone who ever tried to double crossed him. I was just a lifeless corpse until I met you. JAAN!You showed love and acceptance to man who hated himself. I may not be the best person to be with, my days revolves around making money and dealing with business partner but I'll try my best to make you happy and keep you safe." .... ,, Arjun said and looked into Pashika's eyes and the woman saw nothing but unconditional love in his two beautiful mangetic black orbs.
Pashika wanted to say something but didn't know what to say at this beautiful confession moment.
"JAAN! , YOU'LL BE MINE AND CAN I BE YOURS IN RETURN???" ... ,, Arjun confessed his love to her and Pashika just stared at him.
Arjun poured his heart infront of her but Pashika's face was blank was making him scared. He was in love with his own wife and he would love her until his last breath.
But eyeing her blank face, Arjun shook his head negatively and chuckled bitterly as he spoke,"I have hurt you alot , Pashika!! So many times I've made you cry. I was so close to losing you completely because of my stupid mistakes. I made sweet promises to protect you when I was the danger. Never have I fucked up like this."
TEARS, TEARS and TEARS...
TEARS welled up in her eyes and she started crying loudly
"When I married you without your consent, it broke me so much. I wanted you to want me too. Hell!! I didn't even proposed to you. I covered my fear of losing you with a Mask of possessiveness and obsession and forced you to be beside me. But I want to change that, JAAN. Jaan I am sorry for hurting you baby" ... ,, ARJUN was speaking and Pashika was crying.
"Stop crying Jaan. I don't like your tears. I have everything in my life but after I saw you, you become my everything"
Arjun's words were powerful and his apology was making her sad too.
Pashika was sobbing continuously and asking him to stand up but he was not listening to her, at last she made him stand on his feet.
Arjun held his hands on her hands. His one hand was caressing her cheeks which was wet because of continuously crying.
Arjun was looking deeply passionately into her eyes as he said, "First time when I saw you. I was attracted to you badly. There was something that was pulling me towards you. I wanted to hold you in my arms forever. I wanted to hold you close, everytime. On that day in a cafe, whenever any man looks your way, I just wanted to punch him hard on the face and say ; Hey what are you looking at she is mine. But soon I realised, it was not attraction what I was feeling at that time. This was something else that I never felt before"
"I became your stalker and started following you around just to assured my heart that you are fine and safely get your home or not", "You're my obsession. You are my Possession. You're my Passion. Without you, I'll die thousands of death. Simply Because you're my destiny and no one can snatched my destiny from me" .... ,, Arjun continued to speak out of his heart and Pashika didn't interrupt him as she was happily listening to him.
Her eyes never left his eyes as Pashika saw the madness and wildness in his black eyes. Somehow she felt relieved that he loved her damn much But his controlling and dominance behaviour were the utmost importance of her life.
How would she be able to tame this beast? How would he react to the request she was going to make with him in the future?
Her train of thoughts were broken by his rambling, "Shit Pashika I'm nervous. I've never been this nervous ever before. What are you doing to me. I want to scream..."
Arjun started screaming like a mad obsessive Man infront of her. He was rambling without even looking at her , "I'm sorry Pashika for everything, For hurting you, For making you cry, For forcing you, For making you worried, For judging you"
Beast was blabbering continuously And that was the last thread of beauty's patience.
Pashika knew one thing that they were destined and it was not going to be changed ever.
Arjun was her husband who Loved her, care her, protect her and pampered her. That was it She was madly, deeply, passionately in love with his own husband.
Pashika grabbed his tux and pulled him toward her and claimed his lips.
Her small lips landed on his lips.
She kissed him...
Arjun's heart stopped beating because it was unexpected for him.
An unexpected crash of his lips.
On the other hand, Pashika's one hand in his chest and other one was in his thick jelled black hair. She was running her fingers seductively in his hair. He was shocked for a moment and after this , he dominant the kiss.
He took the command and pulled her more into his chest as his thin lips sexily bit her plum pouty lips with his teeth.
It was her first time to make a move.
Move of FORGIVENESS
Move of FEELINGS
Move of LOVE
Move of HAPPINESS
Move of SUPPORT....
Move of TOGETHERNESS
That kiss makes Arjun to take the lead and it was the opportunity for the next step of their marriage.....
His beast was awaken now....