Chapter 51) BEAST's Past

She hide her face in Arjun's chest...
"Jaan ! Are you listening to me?" ... , Arjun asked her because he thought she fell asleep but no, she nodded her head and looked at him lovingly.
"Why you never told me about your problems ji.?? Vikranth puts blamed on you and I hadn't a words to show him that his assumptions were all wrongs. Why you never shared your pains , problems and issues with me" ... ,, She said and he hugged her because he knew that he never talked about himself.
"You always think about me but never gave a chance to me to prove that I'm deserving to be your wife or not. You can get any woman from the entire world but I actually thought why me? But you convinced me that we are destined and our love is unconditional. You did whatever you think is right for me but you never asked to me what I actually wanted?? You paid all my loans , debt , bills and bought my mother's jewellery and all expensive items.Why you never atleast for a time , you never told me. If you told me then maybe we weren't took a year to love each other or understood eachother. If you told me about my health issues and your problems with Vikranth, then maybe I haven't fall in his trap actually I didn't but somehow his words pierced my heart. You aborted my child because you didn't wanted to loose me . I appreciate your thoughtfulness. But still !! " ... ,, Pashika said to him.
She wiped her tears. this matter stucked into her chest.
Arjun shook his head and said, "Jaan ! I haven't a very happy childhood. You know the rest of the story so I'll tell you exactly what I went through my childhood"
Pashika listened carefully to him.
"I born but I never get any motherly warm. My mom was suffering from High depression that makes her to stay away from me. It took so many years to her to accept me , to accept her own child. I was very sincere and mature from my childhood. So I remember about a woman who always took care of me like her own son. She cooks for me , bath me , teach me , sings for me and play with me. Neil was with me but his fate was somehow same like mine too. He was also suffered from the same problem what I was suffering at that time. Slowly slowly Everything was going to be on its place . A lady who always took care of me came with a baby in her arms who looks like a doll. My mother started to change and accepted me. She started to smiling. She got married to Mayank Dad. I was on cloud nine because he loves me and always cheered me up that my Mom is sick so don't mad at her. When I got a news about my baby sister I was only smiling and smiling. I named her Koohu. whenever I called her name she came running to me with her wide arms. I loves to carry her and pampered her. I was genuinely happy that I was getting what I always desired , a happy loving family. But that bastard ruined my family. He killed my Koohu infront of my eyes. I stood there numbly, only watching the our destruction. He tried to fire bullets on Dad too but my Mom get in his way . She died on spot. Piyush Uncle ran towards me with Neil . Uncle told Neil to directly go to the clinic where Piyali Aunty was. I saw uncle to fell down on the floor with a thud. He protected Dad with his life. Neil saw too but he didn't stop and We ran away and Neil told everythings to Aunty and police too because I was so shocked to react. Dad was injured to and in his depression, he tried to took his life. But when he saw me living dead. He broke down infront of me completely and continuously apologize that he was insufficient to protect our family. I cried , we cried while hugging each other. He started to living for me but i saw him crying Alone in his room. He joined his medical line again but he got some news about someone maybe about your parents like dad told us a while ago. So , after that news, he send me and Neil to NY for our studies. Where we met our seniors Daniel Miller and Davis Grey. We came back after completing our studies and started our own business from the scratches. It took 8 years to get what we achieved from our hardwork . Neil constant support me and my both angrez dost too. When our company makes progress , I hired a detective to know about Vikranth. I get all information of his illegal businesses so slowly slowly I spread my wings and destroying all his illegal businesses and some other gangster too. Nobody knows about my this side but Only my family know about this and now you too. My family has dad , Neil , dadu , you , di with Ansh and Davis and Daniel that's it"
"When I saw you for the first time. I got mesmerized by your deep brown orbs. I tried to find you but it was difficult. So I told my detective to find you , when I find you , I did background check on you like normal information. But while reading your file my mind stucked on your mother's name that was a piece of my past memories so I digged all the way to know more about you but got nothing but everything turned unexpectedly when I forced marriage to you. I called Dad and talked about you. He didn't told me anything regarding you and your family. I love you because I love you. I'm grateful to God for creating you , only for me"
He smiled .. . She smiled.....
Arjun continued saying his heart out.
"I was almost dead when I found about your miscarriage and lost my senses when doctors declared that your second time pregnancy will leads you towards the den of your death. My heart frooze, when you called me cheater and murderer of my own babies.I was dieing in the guilt of my own misery.Your broken self broke me even more. My heart stopped beating when I saw you all messed up ,when I was with Stupid Fiona in my cabin , discussing about her contract.Whenever you cried , whenever you hurt , whenever I lost you from my sight , whenever I spoke nonsense to you , I forget to breath baby"
Pashika wiped his tears. He didn't know that he had tears in his eyes.
"Jaan !! you want to know anymore??" ..... ,, Arjun asked her
She rubbed her nose in his T-SHIRT. Her eyes were all red. She shook her head.
"I'll never leave you. Because of my past , I have angered problem and trust issues. I again told her. Today I don't want to stop myself. I told everything about my life. No more secrets. So, Jaan ! Will you love me forever Jaan ??
"My heart beats only for you" .... , She said all blushing.
Arjun kissed her chubby cheeks and said, "Get ready! We are going out"
"But you are not well" ... ,, Pashika said
"Jaan ! I'm perfectly fine and it's important that's why we're going out. Otherwise I don't have any problems to stay with you in our bed and doing naughty stuffs... ,, Arjun teased her
Both Arjun and Pashika got ready and Arjun was taking her somewhere to give her surprise.
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