WHITNEY
My conditions have been accepted, then I was supposed to go and live with him since the contract has been signed. However, I pleaded to have a day left, to spend with my mother before going.
For me, it seemed to be a total separation, I would miss her, and I knew it, even if I had the right to come and see her from time to time, it wouldn't be equal to the feeling I had when I knew I could see her whenever I wanted to.
To my amazement, Addams had accepted to leave me this day without any opposition, the way he was comprehensive was remarkable.
I wanted this last day with her to be special, I wanted it to remain unforgettable.
Mom was so happy for me as if I got a wedding. "Mom, stop looking at me kike that" we were at the breakfast, and her glance was filled with so much more tenderness than what I deserved.
"Why dear? I am just happy for you" she responded in a playful mood.
"You can't understand how I feel now, you can't know how much a parent like to see his child in a good condition"
"You are the only child I ever have, you are a heaven gift and all I hope is that Addams should succeed to change this anger in your heart, I know he will be able, I like this guy" she expressed.
This fuck boy has gained my mother's heart, she seemed to be a great fan.
"Be optimist, it is true his father had committed an enormousness but, it has permitted you to be with me, and you know I love you more than anything on this earth. Forget about this murderer and live the best of your life"
"I don't ask you to be a friend with him, but promise me something you will struggle for your happiness don't private your heart from this sentiment" She exhorted me.
"I will be happy mom" I promised.
Why did she insist on it like that? why did she want to change my view, with all she did to help me to attain my objective? She was speaking as if she knew, she didn't have too much time to live, as if she wanted to see me happy before she would leave, it was scary the way she insisted on it.
Nevertheless, I wanted this day to be crazy for both of us, I didn't care about all these questions in my mind to don't mess up the day.
"After eating, mom please change your outfit we will go shopping," she adored it, we hadn't made it together since I reached twenty years old.
"WOW..! where does all this enthusiasm come from?" She asked, surprised but also delighted to see me with such an emotion
"I just want to make you feel happy before I will go with this man," I said
"You have always made me feel happy darling" she responded, hugging me, she kissed my forehead.
"Mom let us make this day unforgettable, go and get other dresses" She stood spontaneously from her seat even if it was with the speed of a fifty years old mother and she motioned toward her compartment.
"Are you sure this shopping is just to please me?" she stopped and asked me smirking, I was certain she would ask about something like that.
Before I could respond she added " No I am kidding you" she laughed. It wasn't a joke, she couldn't stop her insinuation.
"Please mom," I said, remembering her she had to hurry up, she left always laughing.
I went upstairs thinking of nothing else but to make mom to never forget about this day.
I felt very relaxed, but I couldn't understand why. Maybe it was because of mom's delight or because I was closer than ever before to my target.
I couldn't give any answer, the only thing I knew was the state of happiness that day would bestow.
I decided to wear something very relaxed, which would portray this sentiment of freedom, of liberty of mind, I then put on a streetwear outfit.
I bore oversize marrow pants with a white T-shirt and added a green oversized pullover, open in front which showed my shirt inside, and added a green cap with matching green sneakers. I have curled my hair leaving them to fall on my back. It was breathtaking.
Downstairs, mom had worn an elegant rose-long gown with a little purse and a pair of white little heels. Our humor was reflected in our outfits.
She was a very fashionable woman, nobody could guess her age, why I didn't like when she talked to me as if she had no more time on earth. She was alive and would be there in good health to see Wilson's failure.
"Wow! you have a new vibe, it is a new style" she appreciated my outfit.
"Eurh I just wanted to express the way I feel mom," I said smiling
"How do you find it?" I asked, whirling at myself.
"You are bewitching" she expressed.
"I just want to forget about all these difficulties of life, all these issues I should be defied, and all this decision I have to make" I spoke deeply
"Good humor is a great medicament for your bones" She hugged me.
We went outside took one of her vehicles and went to the store.
We didn't need a driver, I was the one driving I wanted to be just with her nobody and nothing more.
We reached the store of jewelry, a beautiful one. I bought several things such as a diamond necklace, diamond earrings, a golden wristlet, and a new pair of heels.
Mum hadn't bought anything, she was just looking at me delighted to see the gaiety with which I reacted.
We finished shopping and went into an Italian restaurant and commanded a meal to eat.
After a while of eating we were outside, walking to admire the scenery as if there would be no other occasion to do it, I didn't want to leave her.
We were delighted, our ramble was never filled with a particular emotion like this one. She meant my world.