ADDAMS

We had another awesome night, every new one we spent was just perfect than the precedent. We woke up and were sitting at a table taking our breakfast.

We seemed to know each other for so long as we ate peacefully, amiably looking at each other, a sort of best friend.

How relieved I felt beside her, I would struggle for our happiness, to have with her the family I always dreamed to have.

"Babe..!" she called me

"Yes Luna" I responded, holding a piece of bread, the breakfast was too good I didn't know if it was because of the taste or it was because she was the one who had prepared it. I didn't know she knew how to cook.

"How many children do you want?" she questioned, her eyes sparkling as if she had always waited for the answer to this question.

"I...I don't know Luna, maybe three, I don't want to tire out this angelic body with too many children, I expect you to remain as beautiful and strong as you are" I stuttered, extremely glad to see she was already thinking of having children with me, she could be very amazing when she started loving.

"How many do you expect to have? As I see your excitation, I can fancy it won't be less than three" I said looking at her reaction.

"Are you joking babe?" she asked, with every part of her body shaking, she was remarkably excited today.

I didn't understand what she wanted to mean by asking that, I wrinkled my eyes to tell her I didn't understand her question.

"I want at least six gamins, babe," she said moving up from her seat, I have never seen her so excited though her response remained the most stunning part, having six children, I had never thought of having too much.

"What?" I asked, my eyes widely opened, and my mouth impossible to close, It was dazing to think about.

"Yes, Babe, I want them everywhere, heard her cry and noises in the mansion, I want my mama to be a grandmother with a lot of small kids everywhere, calling her, asking for everything, she will be the happiest on earth" she expressed with joy and enthusiasm.

I looked at her with no words and after a while, she took her seat again.

"I didn't have the pleasure to live with a huge family, filled with children and all the joy they bestowed," she said lowering her tone

"I didn't know the joy of being surrounded by parents' tenderness, I want to give all the love I have in my heart to my children," she announced melancholy, with nostalgia though with a little smile to hide her pain.

Her eyes were filled with tears, and she bent her head and wiped her tears, by seeing it, I stood abruptly and rushed toward her.

"We will have all the children you will dream of, don't worry about it, we will have the family you ever wish" I pronounced kissing her forehead.

She blurted a chuckle, this one mixing with sorrow. She was carrying a heavy burden related to her past, lonely.

She stayed quietly in my arms, her head on my chest.

"Babe..!" she called as if she had instantly recovered her gaiety. I didn't like this behavior, she shew how she struggled to hide profoundly her pain.

"Yes, Luna" I responded.

"Why have you chosen this little name 'Luna', what does it mean, I think about and I can't find your motivation"

"I find it cute and it sounded romantic" I responded smirking.

I was forced to lie even if we had to share everything, this one had to be hidden for a while. I couldn't tell her it was the name attributed to the Alpha wife.

She wouldn't understand, not now, she would be scared.

"Is it just for the cuteness of the name, there is no other meaning?" she insisted.

It was suspicious, why did she insist on that? Did she have some indices? however, these unanswerable questions I remained composed to not reveal some skepticism.

"Of course..! why asking? do you have any issues with it, If you don't like it I will change" I uttered

"There is no issue babe, I just wanted to know the significance of this appellation"
It was nothing more than a simple curiosity.

"Okay, I find it weird to know nothing about you, about your past, even about this pain you feel. We indeed started to live together as a couple and I want to carry your pain with you, see you carrying it alone makes me feel useless" I uttered trying to make her share her secret with me.

She became weird as if talking about her past was something too difficult to assume.

I held her hand motioning to the living room, I made her sit on the sofa, holding her two hands.

"What do you want to know about me, babe?" she sighed and asked.

"Tell me about my parents in law" I started

"How was your father, was he as simple and agreeable as your mum is? or was it harsh? just tell me something about him"

Her eyes were instantly filled with tears, and she paled when I just talked about him as if I had broke all the happiness she struggled to keep.

"My father..., my father was..." she stuttered and fell with tears on her cheeks before responding, she cried with her face on my shirt, I was hurt,

I couldn't imagine, it would be so hard to talk about her dad. I understood it was one subject to don't joke with, I wouldn't try to come up with this memory again, she would talk about it when she would feel inclined to.

"Sorry my Luna, I didn't mean to hurt you with this memory, It won't happen again," said I tightening and caressing her black long hair.

"You don't have to be sorry about anything babe" she uttered, lifting her face to meet me, she wept her tears away.

"I know you didn't have the intention to hurt me, I also want to know everything about you, every single part of your life now I live with you"

"But please, give me time and I will tell you everything you want to know about me, babe" she implored.

Her head on my chest and her hands around my waist, she tightened me harder than she did before.

"Take your time Luna" I whispered.
What had she lived?

For her good I should no more think about it, what I wanted was to make her happy thus I would avoid every kind of subject susceptible to evoking any kind of bitterness.

I had a mission, to make her feel the happiest on earth and it should be accomplished.