WHITNEY

I had to meet him and apologized.

Though it wasn't just for apology, I expected something further, at the bottom of my heart and psyche, I prayed he could find the strength to forgive me and reconsider me as his mate as he always said.

I would do everything which would be necessary to have him back to me, I would explain what pushed me to act as I did.

If he just gave me the occasion to.

He wasn't at home, he had left for too long presently.
The maids were reluctant to tell me where he went from.

I was running against the time, Armand could come back from his trip at any moment, hence I had to go away from this place as early as possible.

I insisted on the maids to reveal me what they knew, but their responses remained the same.
They didn't know anything about him.

Why were they acting like that?

Have they received the order not to give any information about him or were they aware of what I did to him and were mad at me?

No, Addams wasn't this kind of talkative guy, and I don't think he would have done such a thing, telling them not to give me any piece of information about him.

Maybe they were honest when they were telling me they knew nothing about him.

I was discouraged, I hoped to find something about him. Nevertheless, I wouldn't give up on him.

I had decided to do whatever it would cost me to have him, to meet him again.

I would never give up, but I had to consider the time, wasting a day would surely be deadly for me.

I whirled on my heels, the mind wasn't at the top though decide to continue.

"Madam" I heard a voice coming from the crowd of maids standing there in the living room calling me.

It gave a glint of hope in my heart, the tone the voice carried was telling enough.

"I have a clue Madam, but I can't reassure you of his veracity" she spoke as my glance was locked at her.

"Just tell me dear," I uttered, showing the enthusiasm burning me Inside.

"Before he left, I heard a conversation between his pilot and him, he was planning to go to Rio De Janeiro"

"He could probably be there" she spoke.

She couldn't fancy the joy she had bestowed by just this information.

I thanked her, rushing to her with a hug, and tears almost down my cheeks. Just the hope of seeing him again made me cry, I missed him.

I immediately took my vehicle and headed to the airport.
On my way, the phone rang.

Without a doubt, I knew it was Armand calling me, this son of bitch, if he could just imagine what I was doing right now.

Anyway, I should always speak to him, with so much composure, it would help me to gain more time.

"Hello babe" I mumbled as I hung up the phone.

"Morning honey, how are you doing?" he inquired.

"Fine darling, hope you too"

"For sure"

"Excuse me for not telling you before, but I went to my mother's house, I wanted to be with her alone for a moment and give her the flowers she has the right to"

"Hope you don't find any issue about" I pleaded.

It was the best idea, to tell him about this little escapade before someone else should do it.

Also, it is difficult to be skeptical of somebody who reveals all his moves.

"It is alright darling, you can wait for me there. I am not far from there."

"I wanted to make you this surprise, the other business days have been dismissed. I am just a one-hour road from Your mom's estate" He slowly mumbled.

My heart burst in awe and was thundering inside my chest.
I was sure all that those other days were just a trick to catch me.

"Okay baby, be fast please," I said.

This game was now about mastering his emotions, the one who would lose control over how he felt would lose.

"I will be there" He sent a kiss and hung off the call.

I headed as fast as I could to the airport, fortunately for me, I was just thirty minutes from the airport.

This asshole, I thanked the instinct which woke me up this morning and this voice wherever it was coming from which hasted me.

I arrived at the airport and fortunately, there was a place available at the first class on the flight to Brazil.

I immediately took it.
After all the protocol, I took my place, and we were gone.

Before entering the plane I broke my sim, there was no need to always keep it with me, I didn't want to receive again a call from Armand.

I got what I wanted from him, he would hear about me when my advocate would make me understand the time was came.

The only thing I needed at the moment was to be with Addams.

I was too anxious during the flight, asking myself about how he would behave when he would see me.

I was ready at this moment to do whatever he would ask me to, just to have him, even if it meant surrendering everything I made until now for this avenge.

I was ready for him.
Nothing else carried weight now, just him.

I reached Rio De Janeiro in the evening, exhausted, though I didn't want to lose more time, my health, and the state of my body didn't matter at the moment.

I needed him so badly, I was his mate, I was his Luna. I belonged to him and nobody else.

This avenge had blurred my understanding of life, there was no happiness in seeing the end of Armand, he deserved the worst from the earth, though, I wasn't the one to decide.

There is something we call Karma, it would take charge of him.

I didn't regret what I was doing to Armand though I was able to give up at Addams' wish.

I have to focus on myself and my happiness.

Sorry Mom, you were right, hope Addams would understand.

What Armand could be facing now wasn't important.

I knew where Addams mansion where located, the maid had told me. I would never be sufficiently grateful for what she did.

I was in the city and took a taxi to his residence.
In front, of the gate, an immense gate, I stopped.

My heart, my lungs, nothing was functioning as it ought to be, gathered the air was a pain, and my heart was running inside of my chest as a rat.

Though I had to do it.