WHITNEY

Mr.Wilson was gone, an hour after the Lawyer's departure, and the mercy he tried to show seemed not to be sincere, something deep inside me told me that.

Even if he was a great actor, this time I succeeded to read through his game, fortunately for me Addams had also discerned this game.

I didn't know why but something told me this guy was the murderer of my mama, I had no proof though this sentiment was so intense.

My impression was uncertain because I didn't know why he would have done such shit, he had no valuable reason. If it was for the wealth, I was the heir, then he had no access to it.

After examining every parameter, I forced my mind to accept this death was due to a heart attack. But how? mom had never suffered from it.
Never I had heard her complaining about it.

I had a lot of things to share with her, talking and sharing the emotion I felt during my vacation with her, telling her how happy this guy had made me feel.

Now she was no more there and she would never hear about it.
Fuck life.

I had to go to the hospital to see her corpse, her funeral would be in a week, but before putting her in the grave I should spend as much time as I could with her even if this corpse had no more vitality.

Her dead body would be buried in our mansion's yard the one she bought for me, the one which witnessed my parent's death I didn't want to have another parent's grave out of my glimpse.

This time, I would take care of my mama's grave, I didn't have this occasion with my parent, therefore I wouldn't mess up with this one.

"Will you come with me to see mom's corpse?" I questioned Addams who had spent his time tightening me in his arm.

He looked at me as if this question didn't have to be asked "Of course, you don't have to even ask about" he responded.

"Okay," I responded briefly.

"Hey..!" Addams called, making me meet his gaze,

"This pain is also mine, don't even think I would leave you carrying this burden lonely, I will help you as much as I can" he added, looking at me and wiping the tears which were about to come down my cheeks.

I nodded my head in understanding and he tightened me harder. I could understand now, why mom wanted me to be with him, why she wanted me to open my heart to love.

Having someone who could make you forget about any sadness or grief you feel even for a second is priceless.
She always knew what was good for me.

We went to the bathroom and washed our bodies ready to go to the hospital.

I wore a black long sleeve gown with black glass, my outfit was black, I didn't see any other color which could describe my feeling at this moment.

I couldn't expect Addams to wear something else, we were all in black, and we entered the car and drove to the hospital.

We reached the hospital and headed to the morgue, as we reached the entrance of the room, I unexpectedly met Jelena.

I couldn't imagine she would be there again. If she was at the entrance, Nelson should be inside the room.

I whirled to not let her see me crying, seeing how much mom was loved had only one effect on me, it evoked sorrow, and grief when I thought of everyone hurt by her death.

I thought I was already strong, I thought the pain was already coming down, that the time had already started to do its job, yet it hadn't healed something, I was hurt more than the first time.

I wiped the tears away, and with Addams gripping my hand to move on, we walked forward to her.

"Morning Madam" Jelena expressed rushing herself to tighten me in her arms. She had never done such a thing before, she cried, sobbing.

"Nelson is inside with her" she expressed trying to find a way to collect the air to speak.
It was hurting, I coughed cause of the tears and sob I was struggling to retain.

I had a hanky on my mouth to not let the sob escape my lips. After a moment, she stood, and looking at me with her wet and bulged eyes she expressed:
"Sorry madam, we all loved her, she was a mother to us"

This time I didn't find the strength to retain the yell, and the tears, she fell as early as the words came out of her lips.

I cried as a baby, with the air difficult to gather for breathing. Mom's departure was affecting all of us.

After crying for a minute, the door of the room went opened and we looked at Nelson coming out of the room, his eyes swollen than us.

I stood and walked to the door, I didn't utter something, I whirled my head to look at them outside and they nodded to tell me I could enter.

Mom's corpse was in a sort of big drawer, the doctors in the room put her out and laid her on a big table, It was my first time entering a morgue. Her body was frosted.

I requested a chair and seated near her. I had gossip to do as we always did.
I laughed, with a smile melted with more sorrow and grief than happiness, my heart was bleeding.

I touched her frozen hair, and with tears down my cheeks, I uttered "mom..!" at this first word coming out of my mouth, my heart fell in a thousand portions.

I recollected my breath and continued "I didn't tell you how beautiful was this trip, mom"

"This guy with who I am now mom, made me feel special and gave me a new vision of life" I
let out a sob after every sentence.

"He is crazy, you can't believe how much he is, we made love on a beach mom, and spent all the night there"

"The way he cares about me is special mom, I would have been happy to narrate all of this and see your smile after every assertion.
However, I know that wherever you are now, you take a deep delight to understand how I feel"

"Your departure affects all of us mama, even Jelena and Nelson are hurt, they are all suffering"

"Why have you left us?" I cried out.

After the moment moaning, I recollected my wit and continued to narrate the adventures I had with Addams, with a destroyed heart.