Chapter 15

CHAPTER 15

MILA

A few days ago I went back to work, lately I missed Hilanne so much that I left her lots of messages without getting an answer, I prefer to go back to work, it will allow me to stop thinking about him, it's getting a little complicated lately, even if I try to keep face in front of people, I really feel his absence too much
I was at work immersed in my work, when I received a call from faith who asked me where I was and that she was coming, I told her my office, when she arrived she had a little weird face but I thought says it must be tired

Me: my you're super sexy this morning, Gianni is doing a great job with you

Jade sighing: I had nothing else to wear

Me: but why are you making that face?

Jade: I slept with him….

Me: I think it's something that had to happen, I think everyone sees the chemistry between you two, except yourself

Jade: there's no chemistry between us, it's something that just happened and it's because I felt sorry for him that's all

Me: you need to stop hiding your face, you wanted to hate this man so much that he became an obsession for you, now you have him under your skin, you love him and you can't go back back, I think you should think twice before you want to get into any revenge

Jade: no, but there's no way I'm going to abort this idea, I must at all costs make them pay for everything they've done to me
Me: you've gotten yourself so into this story that I think you're afraid to give up on this idea for fear of not finding another goal to pursue

Jade: don't try to talk me out of it

Me: Since you care so much about your revenge I hope you are at least protected

Jade sinking back in her chair: no no

Me: and if you get pregnant how will you do it, you will continue in your idea of harming the father of your child?

Jade de levant: It can't happen, it can't happen to me, it can't happen like that

Me: and yet there is a chance that it will happen

Jade: No need to stress me out, if I wanted to stress I would have stayed with that crazy guy

Me smiling: Alright let's change the subject, how's my darling, why didn't you come with him?

Jade: I left him with the other one there at home, I left on a whim, plus I'm not allowed to go out with him without Gianni's presence

Me laughing out loud: that's the best one, you two are comedians, I hope you haven't planned anything for today, I plan to give you a crazy day

Jade finally laughing: As long as I don't end up in jail and have to call Gianni to come and pay my bail, that's fine with me

We laugh together and take the way to the elevator, I bring her home so that she can know my mother and I change, when I finish we leave with the jade car, we walk in the shops to do shopping, we hang out more in baby shops where we find pretty little trucks for Angel, and my little darling who will arrive in a while, at one point we end up being exhausted, I suddenly invite him to a spa or we get cuddled, it was exactly what we needed, we have days that are too stressful and sometimes we have to think of ourselves and also have fun from time to time, in the end we goes to dinner in the restaurant of a friend who has just opened
JADE

Today I had an amazing day with Mila, I can't remember the last time I had such a relaxed day, I thought of nothing at all, all I did was enjoy the moment before coming back to reality, I'm so tired that when I go home I take a shower and I go straight to bed, the advantage is that I haven't had to put up with Gianni all day, it was very cool
We drop Mila at her house and I go home, when we arrive I go upstairs with the purchases that I put in Angel's wardrobe, he was already asleep; I give him a kiss and I go back to my room with mine
When I arrive, I see that he has scattered a lot of paper on the base table of the small living room, I think it's an opportunity to poke around a bit, I can find things that will be useful to me later, I leave my purchases on the bed and leave to settle down to snoop around, I was reading the papers in a hurry when Gianni arrives

Gianni: Can I help you?

Me all panicked and the track shaking: uuuhhhh, no, no I was just trying to tidy up a bit

Gianni: I've been here for a while, you were so focused that you didn't feel my presence, if you want to know things just ask me

Me getting up: I wasn't looking for anything, like I told you I was just trying to tidy up a little

Gianni: anyway, you don't need to look for anything, I'm an honest person

Me laughing: no one gets where you are by working honestly

Gianni handing me a piece of paper after writing something on it: here it's the code of the safe, it's in the dressing room, you'll find all the important papers about the company there, I'm a DE LUCA and my name has opened many doors for me

I take the piece of paper he hands me and I go into the dressing room to see what's in this trunk before he thinks about moving what's inside in the night
He comes to get dressed in front of me, I admit that what I see does not leave me indifferent, but I will not be distracted by his dream body, I have better things to do
I open the trunk, there are lots of things in it, like money, watches and some papers, I take everything I find as papers, I read them one by one but I find nothing in all these papers. I wasted my time it seems, I put everything I took out and I close the trunk
I go to the shower take a bath I put on my clothes to go to bed, when I come back to the room he wasn't sleeping he was there waiting for me, I take my purchases that I go to put away in the dressing room and I come back put me to bed

Gianni: Did you find what you were looking for?

Me : ….

Gianni raising his voice: I'm not going to ask you to face me anymore when I talk to you

Me: Gianni please let me rest, I'm tired and I don't have the strength to argue

Gianni: why are you doing everything to stop your heart from loving me? Whatever you do you can't avoid it

Me laughing: you can never get into my heart so don't waste your time goodnight

He approaches me and tries to kiss me but I turn my head away, he kisses me in the neck and caresses me, thighs to buttocks, I feel that if I let him continue his risk of going more far from that, I risk finding myself naked in his arms so I free myself from his grip

Me shaking: don't touch me, what happened yesterday was a mistake so don't expect it to happen again, don't even try because it won't work

Gianni: I'm sick of your childishness so let it be

He lies down and gives me his back, I feel that I'm a little frustrated that he gave up so easily, but I can't help it, I lost sleep, he got me a little too hot there, I hope it will pass very quickly, I really hate myself for feeling these things that I feel when he puts his hands on me, but I can't help myself I don't know why….
When I woke up this morning he wasn't there, didn't he say I had to have breakfast with him before he left for work, right? This one I understand less and less